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Doodled this in between seeing clients.

I’ve been in a weird place with my art lately. Feeling like there’s no point if it doesn’t “do” something, and then doubting the ability of art to “do” anything in the first place.

But it was cool to draw this and think “Man, if 10 year old me knew they’d be able to draw Sailor Moon this well, their head would explode.”

Why "Panic"?

Because it’s what I do!

I live with depression, anxiety, obsessive skin-picking, and some lingering trauma.

My brain spends a lot of time telling me things like “If you don’t get a perfect grade on every paper you write, you will flunk out of grad school, never get a job in your field, disappoint your entire family, and probably die of, like, a bot fly infestation or something.”

It’s not fun, but I’m doing waaaaay better than I was, even just a few years ago.

(via original illustration face 6 by panicvolkushka on Etsy)

available for $35

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I have a new comic -- a real, physical one -- up for sale on my Etsy!

It’s $6 + shipping, and you get a sticker!

Because I have brainworms and want to infect everyone I can with them, I will be posting the whole thing here but the draw for the hard copy is a pretty color cover! And a sticker!

Read the whole thing below the cut and then maybe buy a copy.

Dreamed that I was staying at a hotel that was similar to our apartment building in manhattan — old and funky. For some reason, Benedict Cumberbatch was staying in the hotel too.

I stepped out of my room to go have a cigarette. I was wearing my red long johns. I ran into Cumberbatch in the hall. He was also wearing red long johns. I congratulated him on his excellent fashion choices and he gave me a very nice hug.

Did painting today and yesterday; pausing for now because my arm and shoulder are hurting.

Another painting in progress

I always imagined Naruto as one of those blondes who tans very easily.

It took me a LOT of erasing and restarting to get Naruto's face the way I wanted. These poses where he's calm and doesn't have his big fat mouth open probably occur for milliseconds.

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Hey, I was hust wondering if you were able to sell any more hard copies of your Bobby therapist zine? Its beautiful. Thanks!

Thank you! I’m in the process of moving to a new place (where my boyfriend and I will have a room for an art studio!!) and all my hard copies are packed up already. They should be back up for sale by the first week or two of October.

My first time-lapse using an actual tripod set-up. I’ll continue to document progress on this painting as I prepare it for a GALLERY SHOW IN MARCH!!

This is the first comic I’ve finished in about two years. I did the inks around July 2020 and finished it in Clip Studio Paint May 2021.

I don’t make this and post it as a way to fish for compliments; art is how I process shit.

I’m still trying to figure out screentones in CSP, still struggling with moire when viewed online.The inks were done entirely freehand, no pencils.This was also an experiment in doing "instagram-sized" work. I still prefer my work in physical comic book form, because that's how I envision the action/progression when I make comics.

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