went to this cute unrestaurant (that's what they called it lolol) today with a friend
tried to do this cute animated doodle-blogging commentary ive seen around, kind of obsessed
had a mini heart attack when i realised my first graphic design assignment was due at 11:59 a.m. and not 11:59 p.m.
thankfully i was almost done with the assignment beforehand and only had to add few finishing touches (◡ ω ◡)
rant coming up because why not
so i feel like im sucking at the whole "college experience" thing
i haven't hit rock bottom in terms of my academics but im so SO scared that i might. istg college level assignments are no joke and I FEEL LIKE IM ALWAYS LACKING UGH
i haven't participated in any clubs or committees or any student activities. either because whenever there's smtg, im tired or because im undermining/second guessing my skills.
LMAO recently ive also been thinking that im just plain talentless like everyone has their 'thing'. what's my thing? nothing. there's nothing that i can confidently say is my thing.
yeah my self esteem has taken a hit after coming here.
i keep comparing myself to one of my friends and honestly im envious of how she's actually experiencing college and how involved in the clubs/activities she is. and she's so funny, bubbly and smart and everyone likes her.
okay that's it for the rant, ill be fine eventually (atleast that's how i pacify myself). maybe others also feel the way i do, maybe my friend feels this way too and i just don't know it🤷
chaotic study sessions and pretty campus walks <3
just finished yet another statistics test and now im preparing for social psych 💪
AND THE FACT that this isn't even finals szn😔🤧
thissss but make it wlw
clumsy gf 🤝 dhyaan se gf
clumsy gf 🤝 dhyaan se bf
had yet another hectic (eventful) week
💌 had my final exhibition for graphic design class (had to run all over the city while preparing the file and other collaterals😭)
💌 treated ourselves after all the hardwork🤭
💌 pretty clouds on campus
💌 a really cute campus catto
💌 study session with a friend (from a completely different major lol)
i have two mid-sems this coming week, pls pray for me😔😭
second year of uni is over!
felt like it was yesterday that i moved in, all excited for the new year and it's suddenly just over :(
also technically it's not over because i have an abnormal psychology exam still left tomorrow but most of my exams/jury exhibitions are over and i feel sad ngl
but anyways i will try my best to study for the last exam after a cute dinner i had last night while watching apothecary diaries (love maomao sm)
till next time <3
this week's photo dump (✿^‿^)
live, love, laugh food honestly (the picture in the middle is an ice-cream sundae situation made in a dorm hahaha)
a foggy morning on campus
did some origami in statistics to stay sane
campus fountain said 🏳️🌈
even though i feel v sleepy, afternoon classes are a vibe 乁[ ◕ ᴥ ◕ ]ㄏ
the campus cattos make it better <3
i have to study for 4 finals in 2 days
and i have two papers on one day
IVE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE
HOW DO I EVEN GO ABT THIS
hope i make it through
edit: I MADE IT THROUGH IT'S OVER
SO HAPPY FOR WINTER BREAK HAHAHAHAH