Perfectlyzealousperfection - Prince Caspian

Self portrait, based on this photo(don’t reupload)

Hope you guys like my art!! This did super absurdly well on tiktok

Tagging it to spare the uninterested

Not gonna let this stay in capris comment section because the scene of alucard naked except for the bedsheet wrapped around him stained with the blood of people he once trusted sobbing on the floor of his childhood bedroom, a reminder of more blissful and innocent times and also his most painful memory, next to the wedding ring of his father who he had to kill with his own two hands that he hasnt moved an inch off where it dropped on that faithful day, just for just the smallest bit of comfort he could get from the presence of his now destroyed family is just. Too powerful

Then seeing him having fallen into the habits of his "dead ol dad" with the corpses of sumi and taka staked in front of the castle to scare off anyone daring to get close. Man

Another detail i will not shut up about is that sumi and taka were naked when they died, yet their staked corpses are clothed. Alucard put their clothes on before displaying them to the world to save the last resemblence of their humanity, a type of mercy they didnt have for him. MAN

All this buildup just to have him trust the first human he sees again but. Yknow. That scene was cool i loved the hashtag parallels and hashtag symbolism

Dorks.

My Dalily Routine meme

I can't believe I forgot Castlevania fandom for quite sometime.

autistic anger issues are So Much. i have my temper more under control now in that i rly dont yell/lash out anymore but i do regularly boil inside with incandescent uncontainable rage over something inconsequential and then it evaporates in the span of ten minutes. incomparable

2018 tumblr post:

1: why do they call it a boner when theres no bone in it

2: there used to be

3: why does this sound so ominous

2025 tumblr post:

1: forward my shambling soldiers and slay without thinking. let blood flow into every crevice of this rotten land

2: yes my lady

3: yes my lady