I Want To Be Covered In Bruises And Scars

Me when they start the sentence with "my" when they refer to me

hii 💌

- anon o(> o <)o

hhhh... wanna make my pinned post look cuter~~ but i need motivation?? why tho!!!!!!

If you're dead inside then how dead are you? Not how dead you want to be but how dead inside you are right now.

- 💮

as dead as a corpse that has rotten, oxidized, n decayed so much that its turned into fossil fuel.

i wish i could dissapear, remove myself from reality, become one with death.

do those feeling ever go away? will i always be like this? will i break one day and give in? should i even care about my future if i don't know how long i'll last?

sorry if this is too much i just feel like i'm so close to giving up.

(changed cuz i honestly hate my original response)

ermmm idk how to comfort ppl n all so im not rlly gonna talk about it... n im the worst person to get advice or anything whatsoever from... but ty for expressing ur thoughts to me through this ask of urs!! just know i appreciate u for still being here :3

(sorry idk im not positive myself so i cant give advice without it going "yeah u should do it")

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I HAVE TO KEEP POSTING OR PEOPLE WILL FORGET THAT I EXIST!!!!!!!

BUT THAT’S REALLY FUCKED UP, RIGHT? DON’T YOU THINK? IT’S FUCKED UP THAT YOUR ENTIRE EXISTENCE CAN JUST BE FORGOTTEN FROM SOMEONE’S MIND BECAUSE YOU SLOWLY DISAPPEAR FROM RELEVANCE

LIKE WOW!!!! IS THAT ALL I’M WORTH???? WOW!!!! WHATEVER HAPPENED TO INTRINSIC VALUE BULLSHIT???

ALL OF THAT IS A LIE!!!! ALL LOVE IS TRANSACTIONAL!!!!!!! YOU HAVE TO GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE IN ORDER TO BE LOVED AND NOBODY FUCKING LOVES YOU IF YOU’RE DYING

i love being a landmine girl!!