🙏🏽 Forever Loyal To Ana.

My face when my dad decides to body shame me on a random day unprompted. 😭

'Why do you always add random numbers in your notes app'

-God forbid a girl has hobbies 😮‍💨

(: ♡♡♡♡

𝜗𝜚 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝟒𝐧𝟒 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬

(my dms are open <3)

Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.

But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.

the way i hate everything about myself rn

˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖✮-----꒷꒦︶꒦꒷𝑨𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒄꒷꒦︶꒦꒷-----✮˖⁺‧₊˚ ˚₊‧⁺˖

⁺ 　　 ˚𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖊𝖘 𝖙𝖔 𝕭𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖓 𝕬𝖓𝖌𝖊𝖑.

. * 　　　 ✦ . 　⁺ 　 .⁺ 　　 ˚

. * 　　　 ✦ . 　⁺ 　 .

𝟏. 𝐃𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝟐-𝟑 𝐋𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐖𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫.

𝟐. 𝐍𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐨𝐫 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝟓𝐩𝐦.

𝟑. 𝐃𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝟖𝐚𝐦 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝟏𝟐 𝐩𝐦/𝐅𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝟖𝐩𝐦 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝟓𝐚𝐦 𝐨𝐧 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬.

𝟒. 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝟑𝟎 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐲 + 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐝.

𝟓. 𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐭 = 𝟓𝟎𝟎/𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 = 𝟏𝟎𝟎𝟎.

𝟔. 𝟓𝐤 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 - 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝟖-𝟏𝟎𝐤 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬.

𝟕. 𝐀𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐦𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐛 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐮𝐞.

𝟖. 𝐅𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞.

/) /) ~ ┏━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┓

( •-• ) ~ ♡ 𝑰𝒕'𝒔 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒆𝒇𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕.

/づづ ~ ┗━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━┛

✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ•͙✧⃝•͙✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ•͙✧⃝•͙✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ•͙✧⃝•͙✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩̣̣̣̣̣ͯ•͙✧⃝•͙✩ͯ•͙͙✧⃝•͙͙✩ͯ✧⃝•͙͙✩ͯ

Silly little rules that keep me safe and secure in my journey. ♡♡ That I'll follow religiously until I get to my goal weight. I might add more as time goes on.

P.s if this triggers/bothers you please block, don’t report!🌸

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She binged like she was trying to fill a hole no one else could see.

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Crying and wondering why my mom picks my toxic dad over me. ):

Yep, I'm the girl who st@rves but still ends up fat cause I'm a weak b*tch

Being fat and anorexic is the worst combo to ever exist I swear