“You Must Allow Yourself To Outgrow And Depart From Certain Eras Of Your Life With A Gentle Sort Of

If you are not too long, I will wait here for you all my life.

Oscar Wilde

Gratitude

Despite being lost in translation,

Being pulled apart by an ocean,

Knowing my limitations

I wanted to let you know.

From my first journey walking,

A world where everything was foreign,

Always there for me to fall back,

You guided me by the hand.

Early mornings and cold awakenings,

The winds at my back,

You laughed to shield me from the cold.

Early mornings and early prayings,

I ran to burst,

Your patience was my solace to hold.

Now years have passed,

We're no longer together,

I've grown apart,

But I'll always remember.

You brought me to today,

These steps I take are yours,

These feats I own and life I live,

You brought me to today.

I am made from you,

So with everything I have

MAKASIH.

Aku akan selalu sayang kamu.

-pyxisjaded

Rog just being Rog …

When the eyes tell more than words can describe in a picture.

This is one of the best things I've seen.

“All I have to offer you is everything in me.”

— William Chapman

Waking up in the morning and not wanting to get out of bed.

“You can, you should, and if you’re brave enough to start, you will.”

— Stephen King

Jaded Heart

You were the moon who pulled me home

You were the sun that grew me

You were there when I was alone

You were the one who loved me

You promised you'd stay

You were the only one by my side

But one day you casted me away

And all I see now is a divide

The stars, I once tried to reach

The path you lit, I tried to follow

To make you proud was all I ever wished

Now I can't help this happiness I borrow

One misstep and it all disappeared

This great wave rushed over my head

I could no longer see your light

You turned your head as I bled

It ached to think you no longer had faith

I showed you should have trust

But it was already too late

Now your words echo in my head

I couldn't embrace the apologies

I knew you would only lie

So I tried to have faith in myself

But now there is something broken inside

I won't make it, I'm not enough

In the greatest depths my wound still weep

Tried to fake it but somewhere I've given up

My euphoria now lasts skin deep

There is no beacon to turn to

My foundations turned to rubble

Loneliness is my solace

Don't have to confront the troubles

Blame now falls on no one but me

I guess there was truth in your eyes

For now I can't get back up

And I'm stuck wondering, why?

Why am I not strong?

Why stay walking on ice?

My fears seem all gone

But they're taunting in their disguise, for-

You are the moon who untethered me

You are the sun that made me dust

You are the one who left me stranded

You are the one who had my love

- pyxisjaded