Do You Really Want To Eat All That?🪽

So real. I ate 800 calories and I want to shrink myself, hide myself inside the walls.

“its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit” “its still a deficit”

I mutter to myself like a crazy person as I rock back and forth in a curled little ball.

guys take me out im gunna loose it

Is my blog making it worse for people?

Are minor seeing what I post and get triggered?

I have been thinking about it and it’s now my nightmare.

When I made my account I just wanted a safe space to talk about my 3d and my thoughts. Now I feel guilty that I may be a bad influence!

I’m so fucking embarrassing! I fucking forgot to zip up my fucking pants. Had to zip it in the fucking station 🤦🏻‍♀️

Hello I am Snoop!

This is mainly an 3d Blog, but I may post other stuff too.

My other account recently got banned and I lost all my moots and my safe space. It truly broke my heart and since I opened this account I haven’t been active much, but I hope to finde new moots snd loose all the weight I gained since :))

Here are some facts about me:

• I have 4n4 , Mia and B/P

• I am a vegetarian 🌱

• She/her , Bisexual 💕

• I have BPD (although not medically diagnosed, cause I hate any and every medical care)

• I speak three languages

#s to find me:

#rockroads , #snoop

HW : 53.7 kg

LW : 48.2 kg

CW : ?

GW : 45 kg

UGW : 40 kg

I have been eating and p/urging all day today! I need to be stopped.

💗⋆˙⟡ Reblog if you’re an active blog in April.

I get so frustrated and angry when I binge. Meanwhile when I’m ⭐️ing I’m like the chillest person ever, but this mother fuckers got to push me to eat when I am in control for once.

When I hear someone laughing.

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

Don’t wanna jinx it, but I‘m so close to my lw :)))