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It isn't love, it isn't hate It's just indifference

Ye:] I don't know if I should have said something else, this is probably the first time someone did this

Heloooo

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I'm going to state an opinion that is probably very unpopular, and I will probably get hate for it, but that's okay.

I think that it's okay for a teacher, regardless of said teacher's gender, to say they love and care about a student(regardless of student's gender), even if it's unprofessional. They are kids, after all. As long as it's not romantic, inappropriate, or ill-mannered, then it's okay. Some kids need affection from teachers that they might not get at home. So, even if it's unprofessional, it's not necessarily a bad thing.

Once, a paraprofessional(who wanted to be a teacher), had said, 'I have a sharp thing in my hand-' and, to me, it felt like a threat. The feelings didn't process/sink in till later, when I got home. The next day, 5th hour, I mentioned to my English teacher(who is in the same room as the paraprofessional). The para himself had left to go put their snacks in the new high school. While he was gone, I went over to my English teacher after I finished all my Study Skills assignments(I had a few late papers, plus that day's work), I told her about what he said and told her it hurt. I couldn't help but cry. She offered me a hug, and I reluctantly took it(despite my dislike of hugs). She told me he didn't mean it, told me that he had a rough day the day before, because a kid had been saying rude things to them(I think), and it made him a bad mood. She told me he 'loved' me, et cetera. I can't remember all that she said, but she said that he thinks I'm talented, regardless if that's true or not. She said he would never want to hurt me. When he came back, she asked him to come over by her. Me, I was just fidgeting with my Rubik's Cube, trying to do my usual thing of 'pretending I'm fine, nothing is wrong here' thing. My English teacher tried to get me to tell him how I felt, but I repeated, 'I can't,' several times, and then started crying again. I hated myself for that. I hate crying for stupid reasons, especially in front of people. Anyways. He said, 'I feel bad just because you're upset,' not exactly the same way he said it probably, i don't remember, but it gets the point across. My English teacher tried to get me to say it, but I couldn't, she she told him for me. At some point, he muttered something about the kid. I think it was about the things he said. Can't blame him. After it was explained to me, I understood. I understood where he was coming from. But what he said still hurt. I thought he wanted to hurt me because of the serious tone he had. I think... it hurt that bad only because I like him. Technically, he's a paraprofessional, but he pretty much teaches a class, so I always viewed him as a teacher. If I do it like that, you could say he's my favorite 'teacher'. The English teacher is a lot easier to talk to, more understanding, less dismissive, and caring. The para, on the other hand... I mean, regardless of it all, I still think he's cool. It's hard being drawn to someone who seems like he cares less about you with how dismissive he can be. There was this one kid(also the same kid who said those rude things to the para and English teacher) that started calling me a weirdo and a bunch of other things. I don't know him... not really. It was only a tad bit, very little, and I think it's odd how I cared less about the things he said but cared more when the para said something hurtful. Also my English teacher said, in front of the para, that I was one of his favorites and he x

'corrected' her, saying I was his favorite, not just one of them. I don't know if he actually meant that, or he just said that to make me stop being upset.

One time in class he said they aren't supposed to have favorites so he won't tell people that someone is his favorite and the first thing I said was like, 'you probably wouldn't mean it anyway,' and he denied what I said. If he won't tell other students who his favorites are, why would he tell me I'm his favorite? To get me to shut up and stop being so emotional over something stupid?

I have regrets, too. When I was home the day it happened, after I had processed my feelings, I cried awhile(hate it so much), and then I wrote a hateful letter to him. I wouldn't actually give it to him, it's like, 'write letters to the people who hurt you,' type thing. But after the next day, the day he apologized, I regretted it so bad. I feel guilty for it.

Also once time in class he said he moved schools 4 times before coming to our school when he was a kid and I asked why he moved so much but then I said, 'I don't care,' and he paused weirdly. After that, I felt guilty. Still do. I considered asking him why he moved so many times when he was in school before going to our school tomorrow in class. I don't want to feel guilty anymore, and I'm genuinely curious. Is that a bad idea?

Dez thing. There will be more parts since Tumblr has limits to the amount of photos each post.

Redesigns of a few characters, and a few characters I am now showing. Technically, Roxanne is a redesign because I changed what she looks like but I hadn't officially made her on Gacha Life 2(till now) since I had gotten my new phone. She used to have brown hair and brown eyes. Now she has red hair and brown eyes.

And not any less of an asshole than before.

Anyways.

Destiny 'Dez' Fischer(daughter of Dionysus, twin sister of Dexter)- the one with the strip of red hair and holding a sword.

Dexter Fischer(son of Dionysus, twin brother to Dez)- the one with black and purple hair.

Dante Fischer(son of Zeus, half-brother to Dez and Dexter)- red hair and blue eyes.

Young Roxanne(3yrs)- red hair and brown eyes, before she got her wings cut off by her parents.

Roxanne Fischer(adult)- red hair and brown eyes, looks not happy.

Does Dez look too much like a boy?

"Kill them with kindness" WRONG. drop the opera house chandelier on them.

reblog to bonk the person you reblogged it from with a hollow cardboard tube

Yeah I'm awkward too.

Heloooo

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