I love characters that have never been loved before experiencing it for the first time. They're taken aback by softness. They're confused by warm words and being cared for. They're almost scared by the loving way they're looked at. Fleeting tender touches send them reeling. Their heart almost feel like it's going to burst. What does it mean? All they know is they don't feel as though they deserve that, even if they reciprocate. It's been proven time again that they're unlovable and yet...
Being treated so gently feels so good and they aren't sure they want it to stop.
A sword is a weapon. The art of swordsmanship is learning how to kill. That is the truth. What Miss Kaoru says is sweet and innocent talk that only those whose hands have never been stained with the blood of men can believe. But, to tell you the truth, I much prefer Miss Kaoruโs sweet and innocent talk over the truth, indeed I do!.
โpatienceโ is not a word, itโs a whole mental and psychological mindset
rur-owo-ni kenshin uwu
this one is himwura kenswhin de gozaru yo . . . . a wuwoni who means no harm that he does !!! how could a murder be my fauwlt with a bwade like this?ย
someone make this stop.
an independent and private roleplay blog for ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ / ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ of naoko takeuchiโs bishoujo senshi sailor moon. manga and headcanon-based. established 2014. dreamed by fae. ยฉ
Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It doesnโt make you stronger. It doesnโt build character. It only hurts.
Kate Jacobs (via quotemadness)
Tender Buttons, Gertrude Stein
โ if youโre done lying to me, then you should stop lying to yourself. โ โ itโs not going to be easy, you know. โ โ well, it sounds like youโre working for a nutcase. โ โ make sure that youโre safe.ย โ โ look, i wanted to tell you! i wanted to! but how could i?ย โ โ see? iโm not just a pretty face. โ โ iโm sorry for what happened to you. โ โ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. โ โ wait, wait, wait. something about this feels kinda hinky. โ โ what a warm and homey place, huh?ย โ โ iโm willing to forgive and forget. for old timeโs sake. โ โ looks like he was killed. ripped to shreds actually. โ โ these guys have been tailing me for weeks. thought i lost them. โ โ should i be flattered, or worried?ย โ โ so with our luck, whatโs the odds this volcano is going to erupt on us? โ โ i hope i donโt go to hell for this. โ โ i can handle this. iโm tough. i grew up with nuns.ย โ โ fair warning, last person who betrayed me wound up dead.ย โ โ you told me youโd say out of trouble. โ โ how do i know youโre real? โ โ donโt ever point a gun at me again. โ โ make sure that youโre safe. โ โ i have made a lot of mistakes. a lot. iโm not a perfect man.ย โ โ i had a lousy father. lousy childhood. โ โ sounds terrible. check his wallet. โ โ letโs not forget who walked out on whom. you donโt get to be jealous. ย โ โ progress demands sacrafice.ย โ โ shut up. i really thought you were gone this time. โ โ i canโt leave you alone for one minute, can i? โ โ on a scale of 1-10, how scared were you that i was gonna die?ย โ โ i canโt walk away. iโm tired of walking away. โ โ even an enemy must be fed and sheltered. are you my enemy?ย โ โ we can still stop him. i can help you.ย โ โ gotta say, you have a real knack for breaking things. โ โ do as i say not as i do. โ โ looks like hell spit you back out. โ โ whatโs your story, anyway?ย โ โ i donโt take big risks without a good payday. โ โ i guess it runs in the family, huh? โ โ you canโt reform the villain and save the day. itโs just not done like that. โ โ sorry, i just need to get my head back in the game.ย โ โ this isnโt our fight. itโs my fight.ย โ โ i wonโt let them hurt you. โ โ skip the mind games. you donโt know me.ย โ โ no offense, but your ancestor was a right asshole. โ โ youโre unusually quiet. whatโs up your bum?ย โ โ that was my last cigarette. โ โ okay, well, why donโt you just walk away? โ โ why this obsession? iโm just worried. โ โ i canโtโฆi canโt breatheโฆi justโฆcanโt breatheโฆย โ โ donโt touch me. get away from me. โ โ if you let these bastards win - after this - i will never forgive you. โ โ youโve got your pride all tangled up in this thing. itโs making you reckless. โ โ any trouble you shoot first and ask questions later. โ โ dangerous to be out so late.ย ย โ โ easy now. look at me. โ โ my leg! donโt touch it! i know itโs broken!ย โ โ are you going to join me, darling? โ โ this is my gig. you want your share, you play by my rules.ย โ โ we donโt get to choose how we start in life. real greatness? itโs what you do with the hand youโre dealt.ย โ โ i always felt that we were destined for something great.ย โ โ you should relax. youโll live longer.ย โ โ i taught you better than that. โ โ so thatโs a no? felt like a no.ย โ โ quit acting like youโre gonna lie down and die, all right?ย โ โ i have a spare bed.ย ย โ โ is there no bottom for your ignorance?ย โ โ even cornered dogs bite back.ย ย โ โ that one is my favourite. it makes your eyes twinkle.ย ย โ โ admit it. youโre gonna miss this ass.ย ย โ โ you think iโm a monster, but youโre no different from me.ย ย โ โ how many people have you killed? how many?ย ย โ โ you will not stand in the way of destiny.ย ย โ โ you stick with me, iโll teach you a few things. โ โ well, if youโd like, i can tell you where to stick it.ย โ โ face it, genius, youโve been played.ย โ โ yeah, keep smiling, asshole.ย โ โ i got nothing to prove. โ โ donโt hand it to me. iโve had everything handed to me โ โ you donโt know when to give up, do you? โ โ you stick your neck out, youโre asking to lose your head. โ โ oh, and now youโre blushing. โ โ just so you know, itโs not my first lost city. โ โ are you always this clever? โ โ i was trying to rescue you, as a matter of fact. โ โ you know, at this point, iโve run out of words. โ โ what do you say we really ruin this guyโs day? โ โ whether you die or not, i donโt really care. โ โ i thought youโฆi saw you get shot. โ โ itโs like a camera. you justโฆpoint and shoot, right?ย โ โ god, whoโs being unprofessional now? โ โ i always knew you were gonna make something of yourself one day. โ โ letโs just pretend i skipped all of sunday school. โ โ oh no you didnโt do that. thatโs not funny! โ โ save the world, triumph over evil. โ โ are you trying to kill me? โ โ know what i love about partying with a bunch of crooks? nobody cares that you smoke indoors.ย โ โ you gave me a goddamn heartattack.ย โ โ iโll die a thousand deaths before i let you win.ย ย โ โ i didnโt tell you because i was afraidโฆof losing you. โ โ what ever happened to just living a normal life?ย โ โ even if you think youโre protecting me, you donโt have a right to shut me out like that. โ โ i meanโฆ thanks for saving me. โ โ en garde, dickhead. โ โ i love you. โ โ come on! we can get out of here together. โ โ everything i touch turns to shit. โ โ how did you find me anyway? โ โ iโve got my eye on you. โ โ you were going to sell me out, werenโt you? โ โ love to know what youโre thinking.ย โ โ well, well, well. get it?ย โcause you know, itโs a well.ย โ โ itโs a shame weโre leaving empty handed though.ย โ โ okayโฆyeahโฆhow do i look? โ โ thank me after we get out of this alive.ย โ โ youโre lucky that i found you when i did.ย โ โ theyโre just saying that because it gets to you. โ โ look, if youโre into shady stuff itโs totally cool. โ โ ha. thatโs my girl.ย โ โ i made a promise that i was done with this life. โ โ listen, sunshine, the world doesnโt care.ย โ โ well, thatโs it. now you know everything.ย โ โ donโt even think about not coming back. โ โ you know, i shot the man who told me that. โ โ i thought that iโd be satisfied. instead, iโm left with this strange feeling of emptiness. ย โย โ as thrilling as the next adventure may be, in the end, youโre always left with that same feeling. โ โ you know, i didnโt think i could trust you either. โ โ i almost lost you once before. i just canโt do that again.ย โ โ donโt even think about not coming back.ย โ โ thatโs it! no compassion! no mercy!ย โ โ sentimentality in this line of work will get you killed.ย โ โ i need your helpโฆand you need mine.ย โ โ i kept your tears in a jar.ย โ โ i expected you to have my back.ย ย โ โ tell you what. when i get back, pizzaโs on me.ย โ โ death. it smelled like death.ย โ โ so they have beaten you, eh? your questโs over? ย โ โ you listen to your mum, okay? ย โ โ trust me - your ego will mend.ย ย โ โ i hope i live to regret this.ย ย โ โ these men were all shot.ย ย โ โ be a lot easier just to let go.ย ย โ โ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say?ย ย โ โ seems like i am always saving your ass.ย โ โ i never asked for any of your bloody heroics.ย โ โ the guys in prison used to say, โyou can steal to eat or you can steal to get rich.โ i say, why not both?ย ย โ โ you were never a chocolate and flower kinda girl.ย ย โ โ i donโt have your luck. people like me know when to walk away from the table.ย ย โ โ appreciate the update, captain obvious.ย ย โ โ you made your choice.ย ย โ โ donโt tell me youโre buying all into that supernatural nonsense.ย ย โ โ i couldnโt sleep last time i saw that.ย ย โ โ itโs actually nice working with a woman for a change.ย โ โ iโm lucky youโre on my side.ย โ โ do you really think all this really could be true? ย โ โ you know, itโs kind of romantic down here.ย ย โ โ just wish iโd brought something to read.ย ย โ โ you can relax. weโre safe here. โ โ i am surrounded by traitors and fools.ย ย โ โ just donโt get us killed.ย โ โ what are you shaking for? โ โ parents must be worried about you. โ โ i wonder what youโre really scared ofโฆnot bullets, or blood, or broken bonesโฆ โ โ i donโt need your bullet-ridden-corpse on my conscience. letโs go. โ โ yeah, iโm fine. oh, but - youโre bleeding.ย โ โ i do seem to attract the scum of the earth. ah - no offense. โ โ all this grandeur, hidden away from the world.ย ย โ โ if we donโt make it out here, i just want you to know - i hate your guts. โ โ iโve got a bad feeling about this place. โ โ thatโs my blood. thatโs my blood. thatโs a lot of my blood.ย โ โ you should play the hero more often. it suits you.ย โ โ eyes ahead, donโt look down.ย โ โ here - grab my hand. โ โ no matter what it is, youโre supposed to come to me so we can work it out togetherโฆ as a team.ย โย โ you know nothing is ever truly destroyed. just purified and reborn.ย ย โ โ you just - totally crushed that moment. you know that, right? ย โ โ youโre a selfish dickhead.ย ย โ โ i do speak a little bit of ____, you know. wait, what did you say?ย โ โ i know you. youโre no hero.ย ย โ โ i wish you couldโve been there. โ โ hey, are you happy? โ โ youโre not gonna pass out on me or nothing, are you?ย โ โ look, iโฆumโฆ.iโm not good with the whole people thing.ย ย โ โ iโve had worse nights, believe me.ย ย โ โ letโs find somewhere a little more private. โ โ hey, take it easy. youโve been out for almost half an hour.ย ย โ โ to rule people, you first must sow chaos.ย ย โ โ itโs not stealing if it was mine to begin with. โ โ take me with you. โ โ iโm left with this strange feeling of emptiness. ย โย โ anyone ever tell you, you have a funny idea of romantic?ย ย โย โ itโs nothing that years of therapy wonโt fix. ย โ โ no. itโs my turn to walk away.ย ย โย โ nothing about our lives have been fair, but weโve made it work. โ โ your people will beg me to save them.ย ย โ โ weโre not on a first-name basis.ย ย โ โ you know nothing about me.ย ย โ โ do tell. maybe over some drinks? ย โ โ we must keep to the shadows.ย ย โ โ hey, you cool? โcause i need you to be cool.ย ย โ โ you must be tired of these lectures. i know iโm tired of giving them. โ โ here, take this. youโll catch a cold. โ โ is that a sin? i think thatโs a sin. โ
Iโve been cold, Iโve been merciless. But the blood on my hands scares me to death, maybe Iโm waking up today
Jaymes Young - Iโll be good. (via stringimipiuchepuoi)
๐๐๐๐ฃ ๐'๐ข ๐๐ก๐ค๐ฃ๐; ๐ฉ๐ค๐ข๐ค๐ง๐ง๐ค๐ฌ ๐๐๐๐ก๐จ ๐จ๐ค ๐๐๐ง ๐๐ฌ๐๐ฎ;ย ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ก๐ก ๐ข๐ช๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฅ๐๐จ๐จ ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐ค ๐ฉ๐๐ ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐ฃ๐๐จ๐จ ๐ค๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฃ.
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