I Can't Stop Thinking About The First Time He Tian Wakes Up In Mo's Arms. For The First Time, Someone

This is petty of me but fuck it… I cannot wait for She Li to see how Mo is somehow thriving after he tried so desperately to break him. I know it’s just going to eat him alive knowing that Mo is somehow still okay and not only that, He Tian is now closer than he’s ever been to Mo.

Mo is strong. Mo is resilient. Mo is loving.

No matter how She Li tries that will never change.

i was rereading 19 days and for some reason i imagined he tian playing the piano after chapter 270.

now i headcanon that he tian so confidently promised to learn to play the guitar in a week not just because he's a pretentious asshole. he tian already knows how to play another instrument, the piano, because in his childhood his mum often sat him next to her or on her lap, and little tian listened to her play with a throbbing heart. she taught him for a while, and then, after her death, he tian continued to practice simply because it reminded him of his mother, of those few bright and warm moments from his childhood that he wants to cherish and preserve forever.

he tian doesn't have a piano in his apartment, because technically it's not his apartment, but his uncle or some other relative. or he was too lazy to move it/buy a new one, idk... after all, he tian still hasn't sorted out the boxes with his stuff since moving into his current apartment, and he's about to move again soon (.,_.).

i just can't get over the picture in my head where he tian is playing some melancholic and sorrowful melody, and guanshan is leaning his forehead against the glass of a huge window, watching the raindrops trickle down. when he tian finishes, they huddle together on the couch for a few minutes and then tian rests his head against redhead's lap. guan shan gently strokes his hair, and they talk and talk and talk...

he tian: when i die my tombstone won’t say “RIP” it’ll say “VIP”.

mo guan shan: that’s because they reserved a special place in hell for you.

he tian: yeah, the throne.

catboy / catman

evil mo guan shan be like: dickchicken

Mo: [carrying all the groceries in both arms]

Tian: [reaches out to help]

Mo: [switches all the bags to one hand to hold Tian's with the other]

Tian: That's not what I--

Tian:

Tian: Okay.

i am 99% sure that guan shan snores. just a little, it's more like a loud breathing, but tian still constantly teases him about it.

he tian: you can become a millionaire in no time.

mo guan shan: yeah? and how?

he tian: marry me.

although he tian wrote that he is ready to be a leash for guan shan, it is tian who is more like a dog. he follows mo everywhere and is ready to protect his redhead, even if he has to sacrifice something of his own/himself.

tian is attached to shan like a dog to its master.

they don't have enough money for pants in size, it's so sad :( two poor little meow meows