I Couldn't Believe It, So I Went To Check...

he tian: i want to wake up with you every morning.

mo guan shan: i get up at 6:00.

he tian: *covers his face*

mo guan shan: …forget what i said.

jian yi: someone's trying to kill me, it could be anyone!

zhan zheng xi, concerned: do you have any suspects?

jian yi: no, it could be anyone!

zhan zheng xi: i mean not necessarily, it’d just have to be someone you pissed off.

mo guan shan & he tian: no, no, jian is right, it could be anyone.

mo guan shan: i have a gift for you.

mo guan shan: *embraces he tian*

he tian: oh, thank you, little mo. i couldn't even dream of such a thing.

mo guan shan:

mo guan shan, flushed: it wasn't the gift.

he tian: guan shan and i don't use pet names.

jian yi: i see... what did your mum call you as a child?

he tian: she died when i was 4. i don't remember much.

jian yi: i see... :(

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jian yi: then... what do bee's do?

he tian: honey?

mo guan shan: what do you want, dickhead?

jian yi: my hands are cold.

zhan zheng xi, holding jian yi's hands in his and rubbing them together: feeling better?

jian yi: ...my lips are cold too.

zhan zheng xi, rubbing jian yi's lips with his hand: is that better?

jian yi, almost crying: yeah...

This is petty of me but fuck it… I cannot wait for She Li to see how Mo is somehow thriving after he tried so desperately to break him. I know it’s just going to eat him alive knowing that Mo is somehow still okay and not only that, He Tian is now closer than he’s ever been to Mo.

Mo is strong. Mo is resilient. Mo is loving.

No matter how She Li tries that will never change.

drunk he tian: *crying*

mo guan shan: hey, asshole, why do you look so fucked up?

he tian: you know, little mo, i have a dream, and so often it seems to me that it will never come true.

mo guan shan: what kind of dream is this if you can't make it happen?

he tian: i want you to wanna kiss me so bad that you don't even ask. or ask. it doesn't really matter. i just want you to wanna kiss me. i want you to love me. i want to be with you. but... you don't want to. so now i'm drunk and crying.

mo guan shan: i can't fucking believe it. did you ask me, huh? maybe... maybe i want to, too.

he tian: well... no? do you wanna kiss me?

mo guan shan: fuck yeah.

he tian: *crying even more while they're kissing*

he tian, tired after a long day at work: hey, guan shan, can you do that thing that makes me happy?

mo guan shan: *smiles*

he tian: yeah, thank you.

the little kitty fang😭 guan shan is literally a poor little meow meow