https://www.tumblr.com/seraphic555/747563825080025088/if-you-were-asked-to-describe-just-notice-it?source=share
You answered it very well
I got we don't need to realise since we are it already so why is this illusion so indulged in this illusory searching? š¤
And all these doubts and the questions about " ", is nothing but " " it seems so hard to drop š„²
I know it seems like youāre struggling but thatās because youāve probably become obsessed with trying to drop something. I had to completely stop consuming ND content for like a month to stop being obsessed. Take a break and youāll realize that you were always at the finish line and the journey was an illusion of the mind.
When I look in the mirror, I can't immediately drop that it's not me, it feels so real š. I have desired to be my desired appearance but I realised this too. I can't change the current appearance because there is no appearance but how can I experience anything? Also how to drop the sense and feelings of I š„²...
There is no āquick fixā it just becomes natural by observing and detaching over and over again. Look up Sunny Sharma meditations on YouTube to practice detachment from thoughts.
What do I mean when I say āillusionā?
Iām not saying you are hallucinating as if you were on drugs or you need to stop seeing things, itās more like one of those drawings where you can see a rabbit or a duck, but in reality itās just ink.
"You've been somebody long enough. You spent the first half of your life becoming somebody. Now you can work on becoming nobody, which is really somebody. For when you become nobody there is no tension, no pretense, no one trying to be anyone or anything. The natural state of the mind shines through unobstructed - and the natural state of the mind is pure love."
-Ram Dass
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Yes Iām also hitting myself with sticks when I play the drums š¬
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https://www.tumblr.com/seraphic555/748492710225346560/no-reason-to-stop-living-life
but what if things i wanna do are not possible in current physical illusion? for eg, i want to have an established business without the hassle of starting it etc.. that puts me in this weird cycle of wanting this āchangeā in illusion but
wanting means not having, and since we are THAT, everything already is
so im back to trying to know mySelf but then there is no trying and no seeking.. its all a very weird cycle..
please help
Seeking your Self is valid, because if you didnāt seek in the first place you wouldnāt even be here and you would just be like everyone else.
āAnd I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.ā
- Matthew 7:7 KJV
Seeking is necessary until you find yourself. And Permanent identification with God is necessary to do the works of God, and you can do this by returning again and again until it becomes more ānaturalā than your human identification. You canāt be the same limited human as always and suddenly have the power to change things.
Uk I can hear a voice in the head, idk who is it so I keep going back and forth š that's why I can seem to lose the sense of I...
How is the voice you if you are the one watching it? Are you the songs that play in your head too?
Hey!
I'm really sorry deep into this that I got lost...
Sometimes I understand everything but then next moment I gave into those doubts š...
But then next moment I read that I'm not even giving in, it's all appearance
So I'm letting these empty appearances doubt myself and always be dependent on others š
I don't want to
Donāt take this too seriously or look into it too much all you need to know is that you are Brahman and all āthingsā are illusions. Doubts, too. Take a break if you need to
Ngl I find ur pointers too simple and straight to point!! Thank yoy.
Ty I appreciate that. Non Dualism is not supposed to be complicated or vague at all