PJO SEASON 3 RENEWAL HOW WE FEELIN FOLKS
a/n: holy cow uhm 35 likes on my first post ?? take this hastily made post as a thank you. if you want me to make a part 2 lmk š«¶š»
a/n: also this is meant to be an afab reader but i tried not to use any gendered pronouns
you met them in middle school. you had just moved to beacon hills and since you had no one to sit with at lunch, stiles convinced scott to introduce themselves.
and somehow, it worked. you clicked with them instantly, seamlessly integrating into their lives like a puzzle piece theyād never known was missing.
the saying ātwoās a party, threeās a crowdā has NEVER been applicable to the three of you. wherever you went, they followed. wherever they went, you followed.
intimacy had never been an issue for the three of you. sure, puberty was a little different for you and the boys but for some reason it was never awkward to talk about. maybe because stiles never had a filter when it came to anything.
you got your first period ? you whined about how badly it hurt and suprisingly, scott was the one who comforted you most. his momās a nurse, she taught him ( i know she did. mama mccall teaches her son to respect women and about anatomy. he had the talk very early. )
stiles had to learn a bit. but his adhd caused him to go down a health rabbit hole and now heās always worried when you complain about cramps. āare you okay? did an ovary burst?ā heās stupid and he knows better but he means well and his mouth says things before he can think.
of course, stiles and scott did have their own conversations about their side of things. mostly about how you were the subject of a lot of their fantasies. but theyād never tell you that. theyāre not weirdos.
as you grew up, you were always able to talk about crushes with one another. stiles had been in love with lydia martin forever and whichever girl caught scottās eye for a time. you had the occasional fancy but it always passed. for some reason you always got bored. i wonder why.
sleepovers were always fun. star wars marathons and dumb sci fi movies and you forcing asking them to watch cute romance movies with you. and youād always cuddle up between both of them, not wanting to have to choose between your two favorite boys. they didnāt mind.
at the start of high school, you realized just how handsome they had become. stiles with his adorable buzz cut that made scratching his head so easy during cuddles. and the soft tendrils of hair that would curl behind scottās ears. you wished you could brush them back. but that was normal, right?
you were always their biggest supporter so when they said they wanted to try out for lacrosse, you were there. you even made a poster ( obviously both their names were on it. it was easier to hold one sign. )
the team made derogatory comments about how you must be a slut and you had to be giving it up. why else would you have two best friends who were both guys?
and that hurt you. but the implications of the statement burrowed somewhere in your mind and didnāt go away. i mean, you had always been together platonically. would it really be so different if you were romantically?
and you tried to ignore it. you did. it was illogical to feel that way for two people. to want two people in a way that made your heart hurt and your stomach ache. wasnāt it?
so you told yourself it didnāt matter because stiles still liked lydia ( or so you thought ). it would never happen anyway. and youād been friends with scott for years. he probably only saw you the same way he did stiles.
you were wrong. you were so wrong.
after scott was bitten, things shifted between the two of you. he seemed more confident, more sure of himself, and he seemed to be around you even more than usual if that was even possible. you liked it. you liked it a lot.
the morning before the first lacrosse game, you and scott were talking before school. stiles was nowhere to be seen ( likely having broken down with roscoe again ).
that was the topic of conversation, actually. you two were placing bets on what had delayed your best friendās arrival.
āi guarantee you heās duct taping roscoe on the side of the road again.ā
āthat or his adhd ass forgot to set his alarm clock again.ā
and you were both laughing. you were laughing so hard and you didnāt notice the way scottās face had changed. like you were the one who made the sun rise in the morning and put the stars in the sky.
ācan i kiss you?ā
the question caught you off guard. it wasnāt something you expected him to ever say. you were silent for several minutes. it was the longest stretch of time scott had ever felt. and then you nodded.
he was so sweet. hesitant, at first. it was simple and short, but his lips were soft and you could feel him smile when you kissed back.
unfortunately, you two never had a chance to talk about it or what it meant as the familiar blue jeep pulled into the parking lot a few seconds later. you didnāt know if stiles had seen what happened between you and scott. honestly, you didnāt want to know. because even though you felt something for scott, you felt something for stiles too. and you didnāt know what that meant yet.
and with all the drama going on between trying to figure out who bit scott and surveiling derek and getting through classes, it wasnāt easy to find the time to talk things out.
and maybe itās better that you didnāt. because then you kissed stiles.
you hadnāt meant to. honestly, you really, really hadnāt meant to. but scott was out with derek so stiles had decided to keep you company and do homework together.
except you both got very bored very quickly so you turned on a rerun of some old movie youād seen a thousand times before. and stiles kept pointing out the inaccuracies which sparked a heated debate between the two of you.
you were rambling, trying to prove your point that it didnāt ruin the movie. and you noticed that his brown eyes were locked on yours and he seemed to be holding his breath. and he looked so pretty that you stopped mid-sentence and all coherent thought went out the window.
you kissed him first and it shocked the hell out of him. you took that as a bad sign and immediately pulled back, embarrassment causing a burn in your cheeks and a stammer as you tried to apologize.
āstiles i am so- iām so sorry. i didnāt- i mean- i know you like lydia- shit iām so sorry.ā
he kissed you the second time. and all of your worries went out the window. you were still kissing when scott walked through your door.
for the second time that night, you wanted to crawl into a hole and die.
āi was wondering when that would happen.ā
your mouth DROPPED as you gaped at scottās words.
when you got your composure back, you three had a very lengthy conversation about what this meant for the three of you.
you knew you liked them both and you didnāt want to choose. thankfully, they didnāt make you. youād always been their favorite and theyād give you anything you wanted.
now you have the two best boyfriends in the world.
so anyway if anyone wants to write a void!stiles smut fic based off of the beast by lady gaga ā¦.. i just think that would be neat ok ( this post is me giving express permission for someone to use this idea just tag me when you finish it for .. academic research purposes )
when people like/reblog my posts i feel so validated
more stiles fluff pls bc hes so lover boy
thank you SO much for asking i love stiles so much he IS lover boy i need him desperately
also sorry this is so short iām still trying to kick whatever sickness i have </3
heās so stupid in love itās sickening ( or maybe thatās me but )
constantly talking about you and/or wanting other people to bring you up so he can talk about you more
heās so big on PDA, it really doesnāt matter what form. heās just so in love with you and he doesnāt care who knows it.
lingering hugs and forehead kisses and ruffling your hair and staring at you fondly while someone else is talking to him
āstiles are you even listening to meā and the answer is always no. not when youāre around. his thoughts are always preoccupied by you.
if youāre not too big on PDA though, heāll try to tone it down and settle for holding your hand or playing with your fingers while youāre standing next to each other. heās fidgety and he likes touching you, he canāt help it.
i feel like if youāre watching a movie together, youāre in his arms. you claim itās because heās a nice pillow ( and he is ) but really, itās the feeling of being safe.
you know as long as youāre with him, nothing and no one is touching you.
he always searches for you in crowded rooms. youāre the first thing he looks for, the first person his eyes settle on. he doesnāt always have to be with you but he at least has to know youāre around.
i feel like heās only ever fully vulnerable when heās alone with you. his whole life is sarcasm and jokes to cover his real feelings but with you, itās so easy to let it out.
sure, you talk about the deeper things that he doesnāt tell most people but itās more than that. you make his racing mind quiet. you calm him in a way that he hasnāt had in maybe ever.
in those moments, itās just you and him laying in bed and he looks so peaceful, so gentle it makes your heart ache. your fingers are running through his hair and his arms are around your waist and his head on your chest and thereās never been a more perfect moment.
i feel like the first time he says i love you is an accident. heās been overthinking on how to tell you for ages, worried you may not say it back that it just comes out.
and of course you say it back. after that, he says it all the time. you could be sitting in the passenger seat of his jeep and heās driving and heās staring at you instead of the road and you ask him why heās staring
āi just love you, thatās allā and he shrugs like thatās the only possible answer he could give
stiles is the type of boyfriend who sends you random articles about a subject just because you said you liked it once.
he does like seeing you in his clothes so he will always lend them to you. but also, he likes getting them back once they start to smell like you.
heās also the type to sing you cheesy love songs off key to annoy you ( but you also find it endearingā not that youāll tell him that )
he drives you to school a lot. he says itās better than the bus and youāre not even that much out of his way so itās really no problem ( and itās 100% an excuse to spend more time with you and make sure you get to school okay. whether you actually get there on time is not relevant. )
heās always telling you about the crazy shit he overheard from his dadās phone calls and about school gossip ( because letās be honest, that boy yaps. he knows shit. )
he shares his snacks with you. ( itās such a simple thing i know but where i come from, sharing food is a love language )
speaking of food, i feel like you guys have dinner together a lot. if the sheriff has to work late, youāre either inviting stiles over to eat with your family or you and stiles bring food to the sheriffās office to make sure his dad eats too.
and on the subject of the sheriff, he adores you. heās not really the type to say it aloud but he can see how happy you make stiles and how much you take care of him. and he does appreciate that you take care of him too. itās been a while since theyāve had someone else to look out for them both.
stiles will do matching stuff with you. halloween costumes? check. matching pajamas? check. same flannels? check. he may have complained about it at first but once you convinced him he was hooked. he thinks itās adorable.
eek thank you for the tag !! <3 i might make a drabble out of this lol i love the vibes heās so lover boy
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It's time for another tag game everybody! This one's because I missed valentines day... So here ya' go! Sweet treat from Joy š¤
; pick a fictional character, a small gift and a sweet treat. Your date is perfect now!
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i can't // mitch rapp x reader
the day was long enough as it was; your body lethargic, dirt staining your skin as it burrowed toward your nail beds, forehead slightly pink from the blood that you wiped away. you stared at the remnants on the back of your hand as you waited for the elevator to reach your floor.
time was moving slowly, caused by the exhaustion from the mission you had just completed. barely completed. alone, but with enough luck to get you by. the beckon to report your conclusion in person was a weight that made your shoulders drag. your head hanging with as much disappointment. you cursed, aloud, and to yourself, but still found your empty body waiting in the lobby of the CIA's empire.
leaning against the frame, you listened as the elevator sung, the contraption opening at a decreased pace, predetermined energy conserved to just get you past the doors -
you saw gold. you always did whenever you looked at him, it was the first feature that entrapped you from the very beginning. they were hidden behind hooded eyes but you were still magnetised. he looked just as tired as you, if not more, the length of his hair long enough to lick at his cheeks as he finally focused on your waiting form.
his gaze grew slightly. it was as if realisation hit, and you only just managed to stop the door from closing as you spent your time staring at one another in silence.
you were alone today because of him. he was alone today because of you. it was never like this - never alone. you and mitch rapp shared every second of your lives at one point, and it was glorious to revel in a partnership that stretched beyond the field. but you didn't just have each other's backs, you had each other's hearts.
muscles that not only pumped blood, but held passion and endearment. that kept promises and oaths. hearts that were given to another for safe keeping - but they ended up shattered, like everything in this cruel world that kept you employed.
you took a step forward and spun away from him, your nose inches from the closing door. he remained at the back. it is a shame that your job left you both bitter and stubborn - emotional regulation gone out the window, patience slipping through fingers that hardly had the energy to grasp anymore. you both would argue from the moment the sun exchanged roles with the incandescence of night, to when the birds sung their morning lullabies.
it provoked two souls to tear apart. but the giddying warmth, the contentedness that often hid behind closed doors, the love that pulled you two together once upon a time still lingered. and it fucking hurt.
"i miss you."
your voice was hardly recognised by your own ears, but mitch heard perfectly. it was a thought that swam in your mind daily and the courage to let it slip past trembling lips was only found when all defences were down. a bitter-sweet opportunity forced by your fatigued demeanour. your tone was quiet but it still shook. nearly as much as the contraption you were standing within.
it made mitch gulp. the innocence of your tone thumped strongly in his chest, the confession making his fingertips twitch with need. he stared at the back of your head before you were getting closer, his feet absentmindedly pulling him toward you.
the next sound he heard was your breath hitching. his own hitting your neck as he stood behind your form, hands desperate to grab onto your waist. but he forced himself back before the roughness of your denim jeans could graze his callused skin.
florals. even after the day you had, he could still smell the floral scent of your shampoo. or maybe it was just burnt so thoroughly in the back of his mind that he was imagining it. just like this moment. he dreamt of it so much.
he also dreamt of the moment he would hear the angelicness of your voice again.
and the way you would touch him.
how he would touch you.
but this world is indeed cruel. and this man has loved and lost before. twice, now.
he wanted to reassure you, but found it difficult to push sentiments from the weight of his tongue. he could end it right here, right now. but he won't. he can't hurt again, and he would only hurt you more in the end.
mitch drew a deep breath and you felt it once again as it tickled loose hairs on your neck.
"i can't."
strained syllables escaped him as his pained tone cracked through the empty elevator space. it echoed, digging deeper in your hearts the more the sound reverberated. he squeezed his eyes closed, the honey shade disappearing.
the movement around you both stopped, the door opening to your destination.
you drew a deep breath now, finalising the anguish that pushed and pulled in your chest.
"i know."
Hi, gorgeous! How do you think Stiles would execute breakfast in bed? Beautiful disaster maybe? Or would he be super careful and tame his clumsiness?
(I hope you're feeling much better! š)
omg hi lovely !! i am feeling a bit better now <33 and this is SUCH a cute prompt, thank you for asking and giving me this :))
as stiles is our resident adhd disaster i think he tries really hard. but alas, i donāt think he is as successful as he hopes.
as his mother died when he was young, he wasnāt really taught to cook and since noah works most of the time, i think itās a lot of junk food nights and simple meals. ramen, mac and cheese, anything easy to do. and while i do think some aspects of breakfast are easy for him to cook, the elaborate breakfast in bed idea is a bit too advanced for our dear boy.
maybe itās valentineās day, your birthday, or a random day where he wants you to feel special and he gets the idea in his mind. so he tries his absolute hardest.
he gathers all the ingredients and lays them out and he has a system, he swears he does but youād never be able to decode it. at first, itās going well. the eggs are fine and the bacon is sizzling in the pan, but things start to decline when he forgets the toaster oven. heās humming to himself as he pushes the bacon around in the pan, dancing a little in the cute little apron heās wearing ( i told you, heās committed to the bit ). and his mind wanders a little to you and how happy youāll be and suddenly the smell of burnt bread fills his nostrils and he freaks. it throws him off his game.
so in his attempt to clean up the burnt toast and rid the kitchen of the smoke and the acrid smell, the bacon in turn gets forgotten about. it fries to a crisp and is unable to be salvaged. by now, the eggs are cold.
it disheartens the poor boy. so he probably just brings you takeout breakfast instead ( which is still just as sweet because he took time out of his day to bring you food. )
in summary, i think he would try so hard to make it perfect which it what ultimately messes him up. and he learns itās much more fun when you cook breakfast together, being goofy and where he isnāt as in his head about it being the āperfectā breakfast in bed. besides, once youāre done cooking you can always take the tray of breakfast foods back to bed and cuddle while you eat.
a/n: i have no excuse for this except iām on my period and i love crying. this can be interpreted as the reader is dead or they broke up, whichever makes you cry more. xoxo š«¶š»
stiles misses you.
he misses the sweet scent of your perfume when he walks past you and the lingering daze heād be in from looking at you. he misses the saccharine smiles youād give him and the playful ones youād respond with when he winked at you in class. he misses the color of your hair and the way it shone in the sun like a beacon signaling home. he misses the sparkle in your eyes when you finally figure out something thatās been bugging you.
he misses the sound of your laughter, bright as bells and unapologetic, echoing through the halls and in his brain and how it was so much more intoxicating when he was the one who made you laugh. he misses your kind words, the gentleness in your tone and the way you can make anything sound sweet. he misses how youād comfort him when he cried and whenever he had a bad day, rubbing soothing circles into his back and quiet murmurs of reassurance.
he misses the familiar sound of your voice, the way he hears it first out of every sound that goes through his adhd-riddled brain. he misses hearing your voice and knowing everything would be okay because youāre here and youāre safe and youāre all that matters to him.
he even misses the way that you fight. riding in silence in his jeep until you canāt take it anymore and yelling until you canāt breathe until you finally give in to one another and have it out the way you need to. whether itās harsh or disappointing or all-consuming heartache, he misses all of the feelings you give him.
he misses your heartbeat. the steady sound of it pounding in his ears as his head lays across your chest and your fingers thread through his hair as you hum softly to him. he misses the constant calmness that comes with you being around when heās alone, mind racing with anything and everything that wonāt let him sleep at night.
he misses your clothes, the ones youād leave around his house after sleepovers or just in case you ever needed an outfit replacement after some supernatural horror ruined yours. he misses the way they smell like you because the ones he has are beginning to fade and heās afraid heāll forget what that smell is. the smell of home.
he misses driving around beacon hills with you in the middle of the night when youāre stuck doing werewolf patrol, the silly games youād play and the way youād make up some outlandish rules to twist the odds in your favor.
he misses the way he always had someone on his side, how you would always believe him no matter what anyone said or did. you always held firm in your belief that stiles was right. he misses having someone to stick up for him about his ideas and having someone in his corner, rain or shine, right or wrong. he misses the feeling of togetherness, of being half of a whole.
stiles misses your stupid texts, the ones youād send him while bored in class, not caring if you got caught and had your phone taken away. he misses the heart emoji youād always put at the end of every one as a reminder that you loved him. he misses the texts in the middle of the night about questions neither of you can answer, whether philosophical or entirely improbable. he misses the way youād text him good morning and how youād always text him to make sure he got home okay.
he misses the hours-long phone calls talking about everything that was going on in your world, supernatural or not, good or bad. he misses being able to say whatever he wants to say without fear of judgement or apprehension. he misses the stretches of silence that come after you fall asleep on the phone together, your voice slurring as you fight sleep but you donāt want to hang up because you just want him. he misses knowing that youāre on the other end of the line, always waiting for him.
he misses you so bad that it chokes him, hot tears on his pillow as he looks at the picture of you two that he keeps on his nightstand. he misses you so bad he canāt breathe through the pained sobs that plague him every night, holding onto the pillow you used to use when you slept over, trying to cling to the memories that are starting to fade.
stiles misses you.
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