They’re Gonna Do Both

drawn on 18.08’22

i should get back to making videos like these theyre so fun istgg

oh also thank you everyone who wished me a happy birthday, whether you end up seeing this or not (:

leave him alone he’s pupating

also hello, technically my first ever post on tumblr. i figured i wouldn’t ever get to posting on here but the lack of collective uproar in the bsd fandom about the absolute body horror that went on in the newest chapter is baffling to me and i must fill this niche. like right now. he literally emerged from under bram’s skin that is terryfying and i need more. also i am very much aware of the fact that the “tripolar singularity” line does not refer to fyodor himself, but the composition of this piece is already whack i needed something to fill the blank spaces. yapping aside- bon apetit fyodor enjoyers and haters alike

we lost a huge culture war when everyday people started describing works of art as "intellectual property" and "content"

happy wednesday. this image is singlehandedly holding me back from doing something unwise college is kicking my ass rn

like the studies themselves are chill its the organization and online sites and such.. oh the misery etc etc

oh yeah i bought it for my room for that exact reason lol. 10/10 blanket, very soft amd comfy, slightly stretchy. my friends and family call it the „aro blanket”

AROMANTICS

IKEA ACCIDENTALLY MADE PRIDE FLAG BLANKET

(Not sponsored or anything just thought it was a neat coincidence!)

:O!

tried drawing using greyscale for values before applying colors. definetly a way to do things, but not as intuitive for me as my usual process. either way, back from the dead and got into the college i wanted to get into the most so yippee for mr. adult man (me). i drew this sometime during the recruitment process to play around with poses that would express emotion (?) but also not be a literal study or a big piece. because i was quite tired and overstimulated taking care of all the administratory aspects of college applications. very hyped to begin studying actually (: i bound a shitty tiger calendar in some faux leather i had lying around and added new dividers to it and everything so now it looks extremely legit. but enough rambling- bon apetit

yeah okay i think drawing soukoku is therapeutic for me. never before, maybe excluding my depressive episode at like fifteen-sixteen yo. have i ever drawn this much soukoku. good news is i finished applying to one of the colleges i want to attend. it made me spit blood but i dont need to worry about that hellish application site for at least another 24 hours. at this point i feel like i would rather go through a hunger games style tournament to get in rather than typing in my email or PESEL number ever again. my distaste for computers continues to sabotage my daily life. but yeah- save me soukoku. soukoku drawing save me. soukoku drawign

yet another lighting study based off a photo- i can’t seem to find it in my camera roll right now but it is somewhere

and soukoku, as usual. i really do default to drawing them when tired huh

i have never been more glad to have a sister that shares my own interests. this thing is getting stolen ASAP

literal art

YYYEAAAHHHHHHH

I LOVE YOU ARCANE PLATE💞💞

why do a regular lighting study when you can play dressup with your favorite characters

thank you chuuya for existing this was rlly fun to draw and the rendering was incredibly pleasant to do- just one of those pieces that you feel sad about finishing it because you can’t work on them anymore

version in red and reference photo under the divider thingie