your artwork is simply amazing! I was awestruck when I saw your beautiful art. Im so amazed about how you spend hours doing these beautiful and cute animals. You have an amazing skill and I hope I can see more of your outstanding art!
Thank you so much for your kind words! 🙏 it means a lot to me 💕💕
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I draw original characters, love drawing fantasy, dragons, humans the most. Please write to me if you want to commission me. Looking forward to it.
Sometimes you just enjoy..
Rebecka
Maybe I'm overthinking this but at times anywhere on the internet I decided to share my ocs, barely anyone really interacts with my content compared to when I post art I did for others (e.g. Comms, gifts) , meaning it's other people's characters. It was fine at first, I mainly draw for myself after all but I noticed how it's not improving a single bit over years. Which makes me wonder if my content is simply uninteresting.
Repetitive furry headshots get me a lot of traction, the thing is that's not what I want to be known for, which is why I stopped including these artwork in a lot of places I'm on. (Other than FA because that's were my clients are so I of course post results).
See, a lot of attention gives me anxiety. I don't want to be popular with my content. I simply want to feel connected and I want to have a few people liking my work. Which doesn't seem to work at all. And something that I simply lost completely.
Repeatedly trying to built a following is just exhausting. It doesn't matter how hard you try to connect to others/other artists. Nothing works out for me. I just end up sitting alone in the corner again. Part of the problem might also be that I become very socially awkward. I for example don't like chatting. A few years back I had absolutely no issues building a following but I also just drew animals, something I don't really have interest in that much today. With the current art I create I feel like I'm simply invisible. Not only that but I also get zero commissions in that field too. My art is not bad, I'm proud of it, which is something I can't say about pretty much anything else I do in my life.
Big reason why I feel this way about people avoiding my own original content is the none exciting support in shares. What I mean with this is , I get a few likes, maybe a comment if I'm extremely lucky but reshares, no matter the platform aren't there. I got boosted by a big account on a different platform a few days a go which made me extremely happy but literally nobody shared. As if my art is embarrassing and nobody wants it on their own feed as a sharing post.
I enjoy drawing my own characters for yknow myself. And I don't think this will ever stop. It's just an extra nice warm feeling when I did something I'm extremely happy with and it would get loved by maybe 20 people or so. But it's simply not there which is often a big down-putter (if this word exists LOL)
Funky icon of my oc Lui... I love how this one turned out.
Commissions open / links
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(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*.✧ Christmas gift I did for @stormeko
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Here are a couple of rainbow beam pieces I did. (Rainbow Beam is a form of my Character Lui)
Scene of Lui and his fury bud having convo over serious issues. Toothy needs a proper profile from me as well as the other fury Scar, although I didn't want to really post about the nightfuries in my character world as they're just little side events that appear here and there. Idk. whatever.
It literally took me one month to get this done. But mainly because I got interrupted with commissions and some other private things. Well, nice to see this finished up finally... Pretty happy with how this turned out!
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