I’m Thinking Would Digimon Mix Better With Dungeon Meshi Cause Digimon Aren’t Made Of Flesh And Bone

I just realized I have not logged into my Ao3 account in like over a year cause it’s too embarrassing to explain what Ao3 is to anyone

this panel from the world guide of falin being surrounded by other girls while laios is all alone kills me because. that's it. that's the key difference in their journeys.

as laios states himself, he left the village in order to create a home for him and falin elsewhere. a home that won't collapse due to others' hatred and fears like their old home did, a home where they are loved and accepted unconditionally. but as he soon found out, even before earning money, or having walls surrounding him and a roof above his head- what he so earnestly desired was to meet other people who will accept him for who he is as well. instead, he kept being tormented by those around him, shunned and sneered at. his loneliness quickly became all-consuming until he truly had nothing left except for the monsters in the pages of his book, but even that became a target of mockery and destroyed. that's why ever since the day he left the village, he never felt that he truly made the right choice. so he kept running away: unable to resist and unable to accpet.

and an ocean away from him there was his sister, who never managed to fully fit in herself. but unlike him, she met a person who became a home to her and learned what a true friendship was for the first time in her life. and laios clearly realizes that too when he finally sees falin and marcille together, he can tell his sister obtained the greatest treasure there is on her own- the exact thing he never managed to find anywhere himself, thus coming back empty-handed to the sister he left the village for.

but when you read this part of the manga, laios's focus is on falin's loneliness, not his own. he talks about how it hurts thinking about all those moments she had to spend alone because he wasn't there for her, so it almost sounds like he's the one who couldn't bear her suffering and therefore decided to not let her go again. but we do get a glimpse of their first meeting after that almost-decade long separation in the manga, and then we see more of that in the world guide and daydream hour- and it becomes abundantly clear that it was falin who was trying to protect and save him from this pit of loneliness and depression he was in.

so instead of just doing his best to atone for leaving her behind in the village and making sure she is never lonely again, it might also be that laios was desperately clinging to the one person in the world he felt that accepted and loved him unconditionally. those words he used to describe his motivation to stay by falin's side are the exact words she would've used as well; she couldn't bear leaving him behind in this state. in a sense, they were each other's shackles.

but then she did. she died for him and their friends, and ironically enough, it was by leaving him alone like this that he was finally able to stand on his own and put his full trust in others. to have the courage to reveal who he is and give others the opportunity to accept him after such a long time of hiding. it was a long journey, but his hiding finally came to an end when he faced the others after shedding his monster form. and i love that the person who was falin's "home" all those years away from laios, marcille, became just as meaningful to him during their time separated from falin- the first one to find him and show him that he isn't alone anymore. just as he did for her.

so at the end of the story when falin talks about all the places she would like to go, it's not just that she wants to pursue her own dreams- but that she actually feels free to do so and go anywhere she desires. and one of the main reasons for that is that her brother finally found new people he wants to be with; his own home.

Dungeon Meshi Season 1 Blu-ray & DVD Covers

Just finished catching up to DandaDan it’s so much fun.

It’s a nice refresher reading battle Shonen as a break from other stuff I read it’s so good.

But I do wonder apart from the main ship of Ayase and Okarun if like anyone ships idk Aira and Ayase or Okarun and Jiji

Idk how to describe it but they all have such a fun dynamic with each other that even if basically crack ship and Headcanon fueled if others ship together other characters apart from the main one

It’s my birthday my only wish is for Chilaios

Why are people following me

( "´༥`" ) nomnom

So pretty

laois touden ; the hermit

Band AU Laios, Chilchuck, and Toshiro forced to go through a moe outing trip to go visit a port town a few train rides away to try to get inspiration for a new song or two.

Chilchuck ends up sharing a bed with Laios to not disturb Toshiro who seemed tired but instead accidentally cockblocks him since Toshiro wanted to share a bed with Laios.

Laios is just happy he can hug something as he sleeps as I think he’d have a million plushies of different monsters and animals and reads them bedtime stories that are just monster encyclopedias that every time they get something wrong Laios just raises an eyebrow at his plushies before going back to reading.

The way they’re both literally so me in completely different ways is actually suffocating.

You’ve both ruined my life and I love you both so much I ache everyday that when I look in the mirror I am nothing but disgusted in myself for not being able to be happy even in the stupid life I love