I Miss You. Fuck You For Making Me Miss You. Fuck You For Doing That I Hope Youre Fucking Rotting And

i cannot fucking deal with you anymore lol i feel like such an afterthought in your life and you're practically in the center of mine

I think everything is just supposed to be fucking miserable all the time.

i can’t wait for when chatGPT and ai image generation also crashes and each prompt cost $50 an attempt. oh you can’t get your stolen big tiddy anime ghibli art for free anymore? you want to buy real big boy art from real artists now? beg for it. beg for it like a dog.

breaking news: attention-seeking jirai girl (me) has killed herself after recieving no attention on the internet ♡

anyway

P L E A S E stop sending me memes and actually talk to me please please please

Grahhh fuck!! I have this stupid desire for human connection!!!!

i kind of just want to post every single thought i have in my head in the hopes you'll talk to me and not think im completely lunatic because idk how to talk to you or anyone for that matter but i really want to

wow. i really haven't spoken to my fp in a whole week. after 3 years of talking every single day, all day.

they've sent me memes all week, i only actually opened our chat for the first time yesterday. all i did was like the posts they sent me. i didn't really know what else to do. i feel like this is so wrong. everything feels wrong and i feel numb.

they had made this big instagram post with their new besties during the week too, so I know exactly what they've been doing this whole time that they haven't been talking to me.

why is it impossible for me to be anyone's first choice.

why do i still bother lol