I Love Like, Pseudosex

yea well im possessed and its yours

Dr Ignoreitandhopeitgoesaway does make some good points

We mostly joke around on this blog but can someone unironically mail me prescription amphetamines

Everything feels like abandonment

good boy but in the way you praise a hunting dog after you have it gore something

i wasn't meant to live this long and that's why i don't know what to do when i feel this awful

sorry for obsessively refreshing your blog every chance i get for any new posts or information retaining to you, it will happen tomorrow and the day after that and maybe even for a few weeks or months and for forever just as long as i can keep watching you like this…

i will never be able to love someone without hating them.

*slaps my body* this bad boy can- ugh auugh that hurt

I don't know a single disabled person who hasn't been traumatized in at least one way by the medical system. Moreover, how are we supposed to heal from our medical trauma when it is continuously reinforced? I act differently in medical spaces because of my medical PTSD to the point I used to have selective mutism in those spaces (it's much better now). But I was treated horribly because of the selective mutism and trauma responses, making my PTSD worse. How can doctors be okay with re-traumatizing someone who already has severe medical PTSD? How can doctors be okay with not being educated on medical PTSD or gaslighting? How can they be okay with ultimately making our lives, care, and trauma worse??? The lack of understanding around medical trauma is unacceptable, especially because of how incredibly prevalent it is.