i love all my friends that are insaide my computer, im going to find a way to get u guys out someday trust me
So often ableds expect me to act like a perfect little inspirational angel, when in reality I’m a human with emotions like the rest of y’all.
I don’t want to have to smile after you tell me you’d kill yourself if you were in my situation.
I don’t want to grin and nod while you treat me like a child and pet my hair.
I don’t want to laugh it off when you tell me about your friend who had my condition and died.
I don’t want to generously share my deeply personal medical history with a stranger I just met on the street.
I want to cuss and call you out on your BS, not sit compliantly in my wheelchair like a sweet little angel.
I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I csnttakrotanymirs I can’t take it anymore I can’t take it anymore I snt take it anymore I can’t take it snymore (I say as I proceed to take it)
literally all i want is someone who's excited to talk to me im tired of desperately sexualizing myself in the hopes that that'll come i just want to be loved and wanted lol
i hate snapchat memories lol. just saw some pics from 5 years ago of me and my friends on call when we started online school during the pandemic and it fucking stung way more than i anticipated. these people don't talk to me anymore. they've all moved on with their lives and im still drowning in the past by myself, wishing they'd come back to get me. they have partners and new friends in our old city, and i got forcefully pulled away to a whole new province without my permission. i get to start all over again with friendships and family i don't want in my life.
i miss my friends.
Need to have the kind of gay sex where we are wearing clothes and fighting each other and we don’t have sex
Asking someone you barely know what their disability is equatable to just coming up to someone and saying “hey what’s the most traumatic thing that’s ever happened to you?”
Able-bodied people assume most people with mobility aids ESPECIALLY wheelchairs, have been in some sort of traumatic accident, and yet y’all still come up to us asking.
“the ethics of vampirism” well i just really like it and think it’s cool. What about that
what i wouldn't fucking give to be punched in the face.
nobody lures you into the fog anymore
i wasn't meant to live this long and that's why i don't know what to do when i feel this awful