Okokok So

okokok so

its been almost 2 weeks????? since me and my fp last had an actual conversation. i tried reaching out but they just ignored it and keep sending me fuckin memes and instagram posts and ignoring my message 🙃

i feel like i've already gone through the fucking 7 stages of grief with this mf and now i don't know if i care what they choose to do, so now im just wondering:

do i attempt to reach out again somehow and if so what the fuck do i say? OR do i just abandon ship and give up the entire friendship and see what happens-

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I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

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2 months ago

You guys are so sweet to me when I’m dysphoric and it’s really cute when you’re like “I’ll always see you as a boy” “you’re the cutest boy don’t worry <3” but I really need someone to crack me in the jaw and call me a faggot

Like rough and violent affirmation honestly. Tell me I sound so stupid calling myself a girl and then shove my face into the dirt when you fuck me idk

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1 month ago

Grahhh fuck!! I have this stupid desire for human connection!!!!

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2 months ago

The way I'd actually be okay with somebody having a full blog dedicated to just pictures of me? Spoiling me with gifts and stuff I like?? Stalking me but also being my friend so I feel like it's not wrong when you have pictures of me!! It's just friendly? The picture of me sleeping?? That's from a sleepover and it has a filter on it silly! Not creepy at all.

I'd adore that.