"playing With My Toys" And The Toys Are Concepts

Chronic emptiness will be the death of me. I can’t seem to fill the void no matter how hard I try.

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

The thing is, no one cares how hard you’re trying. They just want you to pass their expectations. Anything less means you’re lazy. What a brutal world we’re living in right now.

manifesting a calm antisocial bf who only cares about me

touch starved but for physical violence

"summer is the worst" "no winter is!!!" actually both are. down with Big Temperature. spring and autumn for the win

sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal

i don't even think they KNOW they're my fp at this point. ive told them before. so they either forgot or they don't give a fuck.

Can we normalize disabled people experiencing human emotions?

So often ableds expect me to act like a perfect little inspirational angel, when in reality I’m a human with emotions like the rest of y’all.

I don’t want to have to smile after you tell me you’d kill yourself if you were in my situation.

I don’t want to grin and nod while you treat me like a child and pet my hair.

I don’t want to laugh it off when you tell me about your friend who had my condition and died.

I don’t want to generously share my deeply personal medical history with a stranger I just met on the street.

I want to cuss and call you out on your BS, not sit compliantly in my wheelchair like a sweet little angel.

so does everyone have random impending doom or