Lots Of Thoughts Recently. Everything Feels Plastic.

PRIDE AND PREJUDICE (2005) dir. Joe Wright

it’s not a myth. it gets easier. every bit of hard work is worth something. it builds you up.

Ada or Ardor: A Family Chronicle, Vladimir Nabokov

nothing is more therapeutic than waking up at 4am to take a stroll and admire a sleeping city

something deeply intimate about being outside early in the morning all alone and seeing the world as she is

to all the people who used to top their classes but can't find the energy to do that assignment now, to all the people who watch dance covers in awe and imagine themselves doing the choreography wearing crop tops and cargo pants, to all the people who love watching aesthetic videos and vlogs and yearn for their home to be cottagecore with soft radio in the background someday, to all the people who stare at pretty strangers, wishing they had their eyes, or their hair or their pretty smile, i just wanna say that i see you and you are a beautiful soul. you are worthy and capable of living the life of your dreams. ♡♡♡

the mood is missing art museums and brown sugar boba :(

I miss walking through museums and going to get iced coffee afterwards, mind full of centuries of history.

another call out :’)

F a c t s

be busy. busy not checking messages. busy reading those books you never started or finished. busy having a good night of sleep. busy taking care of yourself and your skin. busy moving your body. busy helping your community. busy reflecting on your life and what you can improve. busy doing things aside from the capitalistic viewpoint of “productivity.” busy slowing down.

saying “i want him” about the character but not in a romantic or sexual way . i just Require him i need to Obtain him

y’all, i feel like i need to remind y’all that there’s a huge difference between ignoring what’s going on, and taking a mental break because you’re exhausted with trying to keep up with the situation in the country right now. this shit is no joke and is weighing incredibly heavy on people such as myself and if you need to take a break from this and just log out, please do. please take care of yourself and don’t feel bad that you’re not keeping up with things at every second of the day.