BEN APPRECIATION FUCK YEAH

WOAH??? Thank you guys so much for the support on the taylyn post????

Uhm here have some sillies sillying

I wanted to draw ash,logan and Ben and even haruka from milgram as well but that's gonna have to be for another day

Here are the full chibis (my first complete attempt at chibis yippie)

A fire reignited

“You came after all. I thought you were a scaredy cat” The pizza head looked at Monster with a smug grin on his face.

“I’m gonna fuck you” Monster smirked.

D.Pizza chuckled “Funny, That’s what I used to do with you!” He charged at him. Punching the can in the face. It hit him straight in the nose, Breaking it.

“Ugh, You bastard!!” Monster grabbed Pizza by the collar, Hitting his cheesy head with his own metal one. “Was breaking my nose once not enough for you?! You broke it again!!”

They tussled and turned, Until they ended up on the floor with Pizza on top of Monster.

“Ha! You’re made of metal and yet you can’t push me off. Did you go for zepzep purely out of spite? Or was it actually because you’ve taken a liking to people who won’t put up a fight?” D.Pizza smirked.

The can gasped “How dare you!!?? My love for zepzep is as true as it was…!”

He stopped himself mid-sentence, Hesitating. “Tch.”

D.Pizza gave a confused look. “As true as what?”

Monster didn’t answer, he couldn’t even look Pizza in the eye.

“Answer me dipshi-“

“It’s as true as the love I had for you!”

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A beat passed by.

Nothing but silence and the rhythm of their hearts could be heard.

“W…What..?” D.Pizza was caught off guard. He waited a bit, expecting Monster to make a snarky remark or use the opportunity to land a hit on him, But the piece of metal didn’t do anything.

D.Pizza sighed “You’re still hung up on that?”

“Of course I am dumbass!” Monster yelled “You think I can just forget everything and move on as if you didn’t cheat on me with some cheap whore from the damn bar I worked at!!?? Dear god, Do you even know how much you’ve hurt me?!”

D.Pizza had a shameful look on his face “Look, I know that I did some…not so great things back in the day, But I’ve changed!”

“No you fucking haven’t.” Monster looked disgusted “Zepzep told me everything, about how you kissed a Hamburger in front of his fucking face.”

“Hey you leave her out of this!”

“Why? You’re probably gonna cheat on her too!”

That pissed Pizza off “Can you fucking stop?! I already told you I’ve changed, I’m not the same as before-“

“Did you ever even love me?!” Monster cut him off, Pushing against Pizzas hold against his wrists.

D.Pizza was caught off guard, He pushed back down against the other, struggling to hold him down “What are you talking about? Of course I did! I-“

“THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU CHEAT ON ME?!” Monster yelled, The pain evident from the cracks in his voice. He turned his head, Looking away. But even then, You could tell he was holding back tears that had gathered up from years ago.

Suddenly it started raining. It was as if the sky felt pity for him and was trying to help Monster cover his tears.

“Tch, God damn it” Pizza gave a sigh and then…

He kissed Monster, Like how he used to many years ago.

Monster, Caught off guard and wide eyed, tried to push back against him. To throw his ex lover off of himself. But…There was a voice inside of him.

A voice that yearned for that familiar sensation, Yearned to be in D.Pizzas arms again, To let go of everything and just feel the others warmth against the cold of the rain and the cement floor beneath them.

And you know what? Monster wanted to give in. He was so tired from the constant back and forth the pair had had, both physically and verbally, for the past few hours.

And so, He did. The can relaxed his body, Let go of his tears and kissed the pizza back.

He felt...Free. Like the heaviest of burdens had just been taken off of his back.

Their kiss deepend, Became more heated. Years of unresolved tension finally being broken and manifesting itself into endless want and desire.

Suddenly, The image of the cute little alien who had stolen his heart popped into Monsters head.

He pushed back with so much force that D.Pizza nearly got thrown.

The can was breathing heavily “What the fuck am I doing?”

The triangle head reached out his hand to touch the metal heads cheek “What’s wrong?” He asked.

Monster slapped his hand away “Stop, I can’t do this to zepzep” The can looked ashamed “I resent you for cheating on me and yet here I am kissing YOU of all people behind my lovers back…How can I be so stupid…?” He asked himself.

D.Pizza smirked “Actually, I’ve got a proposal to make.”

The can gave a sceptic look “And what may that be?”

“How about you, Me AND zepzep go poly?” The pizza grinned.

Monster took a second to process what had been said to him.

“Are you suggesting a threesome?”

“Mhm”

“And what about your current partner?” He tilted his head.

“Eh” D.Pizza shrugged “We’ll just invite her to the polycule, The more the merrier am I right?”

Monster had some concern in his eyes “Shouldn’t we discuss this with them first?”

“We’ll do that when the time comes, BUT for now” D.Pizza gave an all too familiar smirk “Your place or mine?”

Monster was taken aback, He couldn’t believe such a thing was happening. But he wasn’t opposed to it one bit. He gave the other a smile.

TW for mentions and talk about suicide (attempts) regarding the text:

You know as a haruka kinnie it actually terrifies me to know that he died from the same method I was using in so far (hopefully) the last and probably most planned out attempt I had at suicide...I already was doing it so no one would've noticed and had that one person not convinced me, even if it was indirectly, I wouldn't have been here.

That was nearly a year ago and I've been doing better but every now and then I think back to the day I planned it, the relief I felt when I found out I would no longer be there and the fear that followed after that thought at the realisation that I was happy about that, the fear from the fact that I actually genuinely physically felt like a weight and a burden was taken off of my shoulders.

Makes me wonder what would've happened had someone seen through muu and reached out to him sooner.

Anyway I never showed this sketchpage did I? Sooo here, I actually drew this quite a while back but I never showed it even tho I wanted to, glad I shared it now lol

(Also don't mind the hiragana for sakurai being wrong by the time my friend pointed it out I was already done with the page-)

Tobako and saike might unironically be becoming my fav duo in ool

This was inspired by something someone said in the ool server, u guys should definitely check it out!!

(No we don't talk about the new milgram video rn it only added to my depression)

predictions for haruka third voice drama if he turns out to be alive (perhaps unlikely):

1. es and haruka throw bricks at each other

2. es: "hey. sorry for voting muu guilty after you said you would kill yourself if i did. just wanted to let you know that suicide is never the answer and. that people care about you"

haruka: "who else could care about me other than muu?"

es: *audibly vibrating at the thought of having to be emotionally vunerable*: People.

HELP WHYS IS THIS SO TRUE LIKE HE'S EVERYWHERE

you can never escape natsuki hanae

Some shit I made inspired by a/during a convo with bestie 😔💔 (bestie pls use tone tags I can't read :( /hj pls use tone tags tho I do actually need them /gen)

Babys first post on bluesky 💃🫶💅✨️

Uhm yea I'm on there too now lol

chat help I may or may not have gotten my friend and by extension my whole class in trouble by accident help

I didn't even go to school today 😭😭😭

CHAT THEY'RE ALIVE

Overthinking went brrrr 😔

chat help I may or may not have gotten my friend and by extension my whole class in trouble by accident help

I didn't even go to school today 😭😭😭