I Desire Nothing. Truly. My Gut Burns With Lust For Nothingness In Its Purest Form.

“You hold flaws so beautiful, even perfection aches with envy.

No. It aches with desire.

A sickening, damning desire,

That secretly slips to the soles of your feet to devour you whole.”

—— by CarpeVenus (@songs-of-venus)

Even if i’m the villain

I felt peace, you see, because I'd embraced the madness. And yet I don't believe it was madness. I use the word as shorthand. The world will call it madness. You can't convince normal people otherwise.

Lisa Taddeo, from Animal

I need a hug.

Fuck I need more than that

I need rope to tie me so tightly the pieces will stay together

my body is tired.

my mind is cruel.

i don’t know which one will win.

i don’t want to look cute and coquette, i want to look like a ghost haunting you until your last breath.

Look like the innocent flower,

but be the serpent under it

faded memory

There is something to be said about the way in which a memory fades - like ink in water, rippling until it is no longer there.

It fades with the finality of a written ending, in way it leaves no room for further discussion; it simply vanishes.

And like ink in water, it is hard to catch before it leaves completely. It simply stains other memories, giving a gray veil

that wasn't there before. But its echo - that noise it made while it lived, forever remains in your brain.

~ Ely C. Winters.

Fuck restaurants and arcades.

Take my hand and bring me here for our first date.

Me after coming back to this hellsite after 9 years