It Isn’t Christmas Now But I Wanted To Add On A Little Fact. I Lived In Russia For Two And Half Years

It is here!! Sad to see such a fic come to an end but alas all good things must end. Anyways peep the art for the final chapter (aka the second half of it) along with the full piece. And make sure to check out @lynne-monstr wonderful works, along with the final chapter once released.

Link: https://archiveofourown.org/works/40368858/chapters/101121453

Fox Week D1 - Mind Control

This one is more of a big hint at mind control because it’s the path I went down.

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When Fox woke up he was sitting at his desk, datapad in hand.    The last thing he remembered was going into the Chancellor’s office.  He scrunched up his face, running through his memories to find out what had happened.  Nothing came to mind.

This occurrence has been happening for years on end.  It bothers him that he can’t remember what happens in between the visit to the Chancellor and when he’s at his desk.

Fox has run through correlations, reasons, on who and how this has been happening to him.  The only common piece of information was when it starts and ends, of course those are the only pieces that he remembers.

The problem with the starting point, is that it’s when he visits the Chancellor.  And Fox couldn’t just outright accuse the Chancellor of something that he might have not even done.

Speaking of the Chancellor, it looks like Fox has just been called down again.  Turns out a clone has gone rogue and tried to kill the Chancellor.  Fox hoped that maybe with this turn of events, he might get answers.

I’m not okay

Lmao Umbara be like “live to fight another day” aha

I was rewatching Clone Wars because I finally got my parents to sit down and watch it with me, by the way I am not ready for the downhill sadness at season 2, and I just like made a random connection. So you know these clones that we’ve heard about, they usually have a somewhat high rank, they get one episode at least but never over ten, and they end up dying. Why are they all red. Like Keeli, Thorn, Ponds, Fil.

Ya know You Found Me by The Fray. Yeah soo like that one line “Lying on the floor, surrounded surrounded.” Uhh yeah I’m just gonna drop this

//I have to say it even tho I love the meme- Phil has not adopted Ranboo as his son. He- on the request of Technos and loyalty of Ranboos actions came to get him. Techno said Ranboo a good "kid" and they (Phil and Techno). Talked a little about him and Techno felt "bad". Phil moral system is kinda hard to pin down. But he goes to get Ranboo because lets be honest no one gave a fuck enough to get him. He was homeless but even the "bad guy" came back for him.

// Philza and Wilbur are the only canon family. No if and or butts about it. Ghostbur is a sore spot for him that no one really asks about.

I think it really stuck out how Phil switch between too modes with Ghostbur.

When he screams about friend, Philza stand his ground he does not regret helping in destroying L'Manberg. But quickly tires to sooth him. Because he can't quite dissociate Alive Wilbur and Ghostbur. He openly admits that he has been looking into bring Wlibur back. But he doesn't go into detail and Techno does not push him.

When Ghostbur comes back (talking about the kill me again to bring me back.) He tires (the way Philza plays his character can be read in so many ways. This is my interpretation of it.) To distances himself vocally from Ghostbur. And becomes eerily quiet, at the talk of him having to kill Wilbur again. On a whim, on a chance that MAYBE it brings Wilbur back. A connection he still see ghostbur as his son- then Ghostbur talks about remaking L'Manberg and Phil disassociate again, he hards and flat out disconnects (from voice chat lol). Not My Son.

We talk about betrayal but Phil was never on a side. He was with L'Manberg at the start because it was something his son created. Not for his own personal gain the one to gain was Wilbur.

Heres a prefect example, Fundy and Niki of their own accord fuck over L'Manberg in its final moments. That is real betrayal, Phil who floats between who ever needs him allies with no one.

Expect on one motive to destroy L'Manberg after he has silently gone through his own trauma. It ruined his kid- and in a way, proved GLatt right. (Without him everything would be destroyed.)

Let me round back to just how broken up Phil feels about Wilbur. And how him killing him was not Phil fault. (To save some from my long ass post heres a summary.) There was not a single out for Wilbur after he destroyed L'Manberg. He beg for death because Wlibur could not live with the guilt and tinge of madness. To confront his friends after a sweeping victory that he single handedly ruined. No- even ghostbur says everyone hated Alivebur.

And its true- they won he couldn't just let it be. (Back to phil-)

No one notices, Phil doesn't hate the individual person. Its not that personal, its the government. And in a way he tells them it has corrupted them all. This isn't him trying to justify his actions. Its the truth. He held the blade that killed his son. And he watched as people torn each other apart over L'Manberg. Exiling people, the fight over who would rule, the literal public execution, the countless betrayals, the manipulation. Lets not forget the favorite green boy who stirrs the pot from the sidelines doesn't help neither.

We don't see Phil reaction after Wilburs death by his hands. He disappears. (besides some goofs and gafs but im talkin hard canon.)

When it came to sneaking into the Festival. Its like he's telling himself, more than he is to anyone else. "I wasn't invited so I'm not going." (It's like he's trying to convince himself.) But I think he knew no one was really invited. He is building a farm in the middle of the fucking artic for goodness sake. That is 100% busy work to keep his mind from spiraling. He didn't want to go and he just listen to what happen from Techno. He doesn't get involve social personal relationships like Techno. Techno build friendships and get betrayed.

Phil builds nothing because it never meant to becomes personal- until destroying L'Manberg is put on the table. Phil agrees but not for Techno cause- not for Dream, not really because of the government. Government only plays a small part and then it finally gets personal when he he brings up Wilbur.

Wilbur won hands down, they got the victory. They got L'Manberg back as Phil tries to reason with Wilbur who still clicks the button anyway. Other than that, he doesn't share the same hatred as Techno. No investment like Tommy, Tubbo and the rest. Phil sits in limbo, until someone ask something of him.

It was Wilbur his son and Techno his close friend. No one else. One he had to kill because of his own madness. The second he allied himself with for his own personal reason.

Cause I can guarantee, Techno, nor Dream, nor Tommy even thought about Wilbur during the end. But Phil sure did, he showed just a small glimpse of his true feelings.

My leadership teacher started watching Clone Wars and I laughed. I hope she’s ready for the finale.

*Lets Not Delay* is probably the most iconic clone wars amv maker to me. I mean they made the Fireflies amv, the Noots amv and one of the tenth man down amvs. And the Real World amv, Time of Dying amv, We Are amv, The Will Not Die amv. They just made a lot of iconic ones man.

You can really tell how much Carolina cared about her team in the beginning. Season 10 when Wash is getting chased by the car and she’s like “oh no you don’t” and I’m like :tears: cause she cared she really did.