TW: Health Issues And Mental Health Issues

TW: health issues and mental health issues

hi, so apparently the day im supposed to get surgery is going to be a jam-packed day for the doctors so im getting it in 3 weeks... im tired man.... im tired of acting like this perfect human that has her life together. Im tired of my family saying that im doing so well, when they don't know the real me. they don't know im in debt, they don't know i have 2 unstable jobs, and let alone can barley even hold a job! the longest i went before getting fired was 3 months! im so fucking tired of faking being happy tired of asking how other peoples days were! im tired of comforting people, im tired! I dont want to go to therapy because i dont want to hear the same thing over and over again! i dont want pills! i want to feel something! i want to know how to stop feeling like nothings real! I wanna hang out with my friends and not feel like everyone there hates me! I dont wanna fell numb! i dont wanna feel happy, I just want to feel something! I feel like i wanna die but im too afraid to slip a knife through my throat. IM TIRED OF FAKING!!!

when i found out i had a tumor... that was the first time i was scared of dying. I at least want to try and get my life together. I dont want to have my head have a tumor, everytime i think about it i start crying and force my self to laugh. i dont want to wake up and find two empty vodka bottles and instant noodle cups laying around my house. i feel fake because i comfort my friends and i dont take the advice myself

Please i just wanna feel somthing other than pain, hurt, sadness and fake happiness. Just give me another chance, and i promise, ill do things differently... please. Cause to be honest i think im going insane.

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yoo what's up!

so basically i started watching sasaki to miyano a couple days ago and now im HOOKED. they already have some snz scenes yes yes, but I NEED MOREEEE 👹👹👹👹👹👹👹 so you see, i would like it if you made headcannons of that one blond guy, hirano i believe? his voice is SO HOT 👹👹👹👹 (whoops sorry you know the demons) and he needs to SUFFER GEJGKEJGHQWJDG. also, maybe some caretaking hcs for the others as a sprinkle or smth. im looking forward to FOOOOD 👹👹👹👹🐄🐄🐄🐄so feed me well (jk please take your time i dont wanna pressure you 😇) anyways, byeeeeeeee!

omggggg my first baby to feeeeed!!!! This is my first request so I’m gonna make it good i promise! Tysm your putting your faith in me!


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11 months ago

I live… WORKING ON SOME MORE SNEZCANNONS RN!! WHO NEEDS REST AND RECOVERY WHEN YOU HAVE CHILDREN TO FEED!!! HAHA

11 months ago

WHOOPsIE!!!! Had a bit of a break down there guys... sorry bout that. and forgive me for my profanity, have a good day/afternoon/night/evening!!


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Anime snz wav makers! please reblog this post so i have more people to follow 😭😭😭🥲


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here’s something for you guys while I’m editing my last draft 😅

Get to Know Me!

This is just a fun little thing I’ve been wanting to do since the dawn of time but could never find a post to reblog that satisfied what I wanted. So I made this, feel free to reblog and use it yourself!

Get To Know Me!

❤️ how tall are you?

🧡 what is your sexuality?

💛 what is your favorite feature on yourself?

💚 where are you from?

🩵 do you have any pets?

💙 do you have any siblings?

💜 describe yourself in five words or less!

🩷 dream job?

🖤 favorite hobbies outside of your blog

🎂 when is your birthday?

🌙 your zodiac (Sun, Moon, Rising)

💉do you have tattoos and/or piercings

🚗 can you drive?

✈️ favorite place you’ve traveled

🎤 have you been to a concert

🎵 favorite artists

🎧 last song you listened too

📺 last show you watched

📝 last thing you wrote

🔐 something no one would guess about you

🧟‍♀️ scariest thing that’s happened to you

🔥 craziest thing that’s ever happened to you

🍓 favorite food

🍅 least favorite food

🍊 favorite season?

🍋 favorite genre to read / watch / write

🍐 if you could make one character real, who would it be

🫐 some place you’d love to visit

🍇 a word your friends would use to describe you

🍒 what is your earliest memory

🍌 what is one talent you wish you had

💌 why did you start this blog?

✏️ when did you start writing fanfic

🖇️ what are your favorite asks to answer

📚 how do you come up with the fics you write

📌 what is the fic you’re know for

🔍 what character do you enjoy writing for the most

🖊️ what character do you not enjoy writing for

💔 is there a fic you wish you didn’t write

❤️‍🔥 what character do you simp for most often

🧚‍♀️ favorite characters of all time

🪐 favorite shows / series of all time

🌝 a show you would recommend to anyone

🌚 a show you’d tell people to stay away from

🌹 favorite kinks to write for

🥀 kinks you would never write for

🌊 a kink you would like to write but you think you’d be judged

❄️ full fics, imagines or head canons

☂️ your favorite fanfic from another writer

Get To Know Me!

A couple of in depth questions!

🍄 what is something that’s happened in your life that you wish you could go back and change?

⭐️ what is one of your biggest accomplishments? Why is it so important to you?

🪻what is the toughest thing you had to go through, but can say you’ve successfully overcome?

🌺 what is the best gift someone has ever given you and why is it so important

🍀 what is your comfort show/series and why is it your comfort show? How has it helped you?

10 months ago

hanzawa sneeze headcannons

soooo sorry this was late! I was unexpectedly hospitalized 😅

Hanzawa Sneeze Headcannons

How do they sneeze?

Honestly I feel like he would have like a medium type sneeze, like a normal one. Nothing to special

How many times do they sneeze?

He is definitely a rapid fire sneezer, like his normal is in rapid 4s. But when he’s sick then all hell breaks loose and there is no stopping those rapid fire sneezes until he stifles.

Do they stifle

Yes and no? When he sneezes right? They end at the fourth one, but every so often he’ll get that uncontrollable rapid fire sneezing fit that he can only stop with a sneeze

How do they feel abt sneezing

he thinks it’s completely normal

do they say bless you

Hmmmmm… he’ll smile with a chuckle and say “something in your nose dear?”

that’s all I got, I’m sorry it’s not very long but I hope it will suffice


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Alr So When I Said I Wasn’t Gonna Upload, I Lied 😅 So Basically This A Snez Kink Blog, For Weirdos

Alr so when i said i wasn’t gonna upload, i lied 😅 so basically this a snez kink blog, for weirdos such as myself, i can’t make wavs for the death of me… BUT i will make story’s and headcannons (if i find the courage to figure out what to post first) ummm… I’m very innocent, like seriously it kinda surprises me that i know what a kink is, (my parents were really overprotective and didn’t tell about the deed until i was 19) sooo… if you’re gonna be talking about the deed with sneeze in it I’m gonna be asking questions on what the hell your talking about most of the time. (But don’t worry i know about most noughty toys, things, and phrases, thanks to the internet…. I’m traumatized)

What i WILL write

Kpop stuff

sneeze stuff (obvi)

anime stuff

fluff

angst

allergies

what i will NOT write

emote (i have serious emote)

smut (for anime or Kpop, many of them have stated it makes the uncomfortable and i think we should respect that)

character death

mess (Not really my thing)

Deadly illness

anime’s i know

AOT (Attack On Titan

HXH (Hunter X Hunter)

JJK (Jujitsu Kaisen)

Kakegurui

Link Click

SXF (Spy X Family)

MHA (My Hero Academia)

Sasaki To Miyano

HKTB (Hanako-Kun Toilet Bound)

Obey me!

The Yakuza’s Guide To Babysitting

CSM (Chainsaw Man)

Tokyo Revengers

Black Clover

BSD

Buddy Daddies

Demon Slayer

Paradox live

Sk8 The Infinity

Death Note

Zom 100

(don’t question how i know and watch all of these anime’s, I’m a weirdo weeb who has to much time on her hands 😭)

Kpop groups i know

SKZ (Stray Kids)

BlACKPINK

Ateez

TXT (Tomorrow X Together

BTS

Enphypen

Itzy

(G)-idle

NCT

aspea and a bunch more i will put later

ofc please no minors, it’s nothing personal i promise it’s just that when your parents are ready they will tell you all about this type of stuff.

WELCOME TO MY BLOG!!!!


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ANYONE WANNA SNZ RP WITH MEH


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I literally have sooo many unfinished drafts it’s not even funny, and I’m trying to figure out the perfect one to finish for my first fanfic. SEND HELP, CALL THE POLICE IF YOU HAVE TO IM SCREWED!!! WHY DIDNT I LISTEN TO MY MOM AND BECOME A LAWYER!!?! But I’m determined so I’m not giving up just yet.


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She/her, mid 20s, i will not be posting on here, cute/weirdcore, ADHD, my favorite food types are spicy and sweet, i love sour sweet and spicy stuff, i also like scary/horro stuff

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