Manga Panel Redraw! :3

guys, i may not post for a bit because i’m working on a bsd related flash game. i’ll give you guys some teasers when i have more done. in a nutshell, it starts out as a cute little day in the life of 15zai then it slowly gets more and more disturbing. i’ll probably have a demo out by june. this is inspired by the lacey games series btw. i’m currently working on art for the icon.

hmmmm…

a little fanfic piece i decided to write because i don’t actually feel like ranting about how akutagawa isn’t obsessed with/in love with dazai and that it’s just a cry for help and approval. this is just me trying to imagine the scene where akutagawa decided that his goal was trying to get dazai’s approval.

“Does it hurt, Akutagawa?” Dazai said in a cold hiss. 

There was an angry look in his eyes as there usually was after every minuscule mistake made, but there was something else to it. Something more crazed, more feral. Like a rabid animal inflicting its own suffering onto anything it could sink its teeth into. He was holding the younger man by the collar, keeping him from collapsing onto the ground.

“You’re pathetic. You have no clue what real pain is. You’re a failure. You’ll never be good enough for the Port Mafia.” Dazai hissed through gritted teeth. They were words Akutagawa had heard before, but they never failed to make him feel like an ant being slowly burned to death by a kid holding a magnifying glass. That’s what Dazai truly was. A kid. It was easy to forget with his imposing demeanor and annoying pedantic genius. 

Akutagawa found himself unable to speak. His thoughts were swirling and shaky. It was probably the blood loss getting to him. All he could think about was how much he wanted to hear four little words from Dazai: “I’m proud of you.” 

That was it. That was what he wanted more than life. He wanted the person that made him feel like nothing make him feel like something. Was that insane? Probably. 

Dazai threw him down onto his back again. It hurt, it really did, but he had to keep going. He got to his feet shakily. There was a determined look in his eyes as he did.

it’s a wip and i’m already suffering 😭

i just played cold front for the first time it’s really good and OMG WINNIE IS SUCH A SWEETIE I WANT TO GIVE HIM A HUG AND HEADPATS HES SUCH A CUTIE I’M CRYINF

trying to unartblock the artblock

if i color i’ll post an update, but uhhhhh, yeah. :p

omg tysm for this!!!

cowboy nikolai wip. it kinda sucks.

i’ll finish it later, i promise. don’t come for my family 😭

art dump!!! these are just sketches cuz i don’t have enough energy to shade.

here’s the full page under the cut

a doodle from the summer of my second favorite bsd character!! it’s not the best but i think it’s cute :3

a redraw of art from february 2024 because i’m procrastinating :D