N°5 - COMIC CON 2014 - Jensen Ackles  Photo Credit Goes To The Amazing Redteekal

yay! so glad you liked the movie! whos your favorite character? :)

Gosh, I can't really choose, I like all of the characters in like a small individual way but if I have to really choose I'd says it's between Allison and Bender. Between those two characters, I can't choose who's my favourite haha!

Some more ground breaking news that really isn't ground breaking. Jr Bourne, may also be a smoker and that also adds to the whole sexy silver fox type of guy. . .

Can you tell that I really like these men. . . ?

Okay, so, some ground breaking news. Not really ground breaking and you people probably don’t care and I shouldn’t care about it but like I’m okay with this and I don’t mind. And I know celebrities are human too but like bruh.

Ian Bohen smokes cigarettes. Not only is he a biker and sexy as sin, he also smokes. I know I should’ve connected the dots already from his photoshoots but bro. He’s even better!

I know smoking is bad for you but, I don’t know what it s about hot biker men, wearing leather jackets with tattoos who smoke…

I don’t mind me, carry on with your day. I need to re-evaluate my life on what type of men get me hot and what I should actually be focusing on…

Christ…

Update on Wait, Who’s Back?

So, I’m currently typing up the second chapter of ‘Wait, Who’s Back?’ I recently posted a little preview of it. The preview will be up there until I have the time to finish the chapter and then I will post the actual chapter over it. If you want to check out the preview, you can find it : Here

AU Idea

Hey guys, so I've been hyper fixated on Little Women and I'm currently watching all of the adaptations of it! Whilst watching the series version, something just clicked in my brain.

What if...

What if there was a teen wolf fic that is based loosely around Little Women!

Of course, I haven't thought it all through yet, aka who's who in fic but I thought it would be niche idea and a way to add a little angst into the fray.

I don't know, thought I'd just post my idea out there before it disappears from me lmao

So, I’m finally going to watch The Breakfast Club. I mean, after playing a game that’s based around it, it only seems fair that I watch the movie considering I enjoyed the plot of the storyline...

So, I might push this back and start it when I officially finish college. I’ve got about a month left before I leave and then I can concentrate on continuing on writing the third chapter of Wait, who’s back? and then I can also start with this new fic!

A new fanfic idea!!

Hey guys, I have this fanfic idea in my head, as much as I love Peter and Chris and their ship, in this upcoming fic they’re going to be the bad guys. So, I’m reusing my oc, Liliana Stilinski but instead of being Derek’s best friend, she’s laura’s, and she gets together with Jordan Parrish.

Anyway, with the way the story is going, it’s going to be angsty and it’s going to have the mention of someone having a miscarraige and cheating. I’m sure you’re seeing where this fic is going. Hopefully, this fic is going to turn up as a one-shot because that’s what I have in mind but if not then I’m screwed haha.

Without ado, wish me luck cause I’m going to need it considering my terrible writing skills…

It’s been a few hours, you’ve just been hanging there. You’ve been quiet, too quiet. Usually there’s music playing, or your foot steps could be heard. But today, you’re quiet. Your little sister, who doesn’t normally come to greet you because you lock yourself away, decides to see what you’re doing. She assumes you’re taking a nap, or doing some homework quietly. She runs up the stairs, eager to see, but she comes to an immediate halt. You’re not doing your homework, nor taking a nap. Your music isn’t playing and you aren’t walking around. You’re hanging there, completely still, now just like her. At this moment, her whole world shatters. Everything she has ever known, looked up to, loved, is hanging there by a thread. At this moment, her life has been changed forever. At this moment, she wishes she was hanging with you.

Before you decide to take your life, imagine who will find you. Imagine them walking into a room, and seeing you just hanging there. Whether it be your little sister, little brother, mother father, grandparents, a friend. Imagine what will happen when they find you. No, they will not say “Finally, they’re gone.” No, they will not say “I’m happy they did that.” No, they will not say “I never loved them anyways.” They will die. Their hearts will break. They will hurt, more than you ever could. They will cry, scream, and break down. They’ll believe it’s all just a dream, praying to wake up. Except, they won’t feel that for a few seconds, or a few days, not weeks, nor months. They will feel that until the day they die. Everyday will be hell. They’ll think of you ever second. They’ll hate themselves for not being able to help or save you. They’ll wish they could die too. They’ll want to give up, just to be with you. They won’t be ever be happy again. They won’t smile. They won’t go back to their daily routine. They’ll die every time they walk past your room, or see a picture of you, or think of a memory with you. They’ll think, but stay quiet. They’ll visit your grave, feeling a knife go through their chest every time. And every morning when they wake up, no matter how long it’s been, they’ll wake up to thinking they’ll see you, only to be let down once again. And every night, they will cry themselves to sleep, because even though they refuse to admit it, know you’re gone forever.

Before you decide to take your life, think of your family, burying you. Yes, your own mother and father are planning your funeral. It’s supposed to be the other way around, but it’s not. They’ll have to call the cops, sign a death certificate, pick out clothing, buy a tomb stone, a casket, pick out flower arrangements, and more; All for their child’s funeral. The morning of your funeral, everyone who loves you is wearing black. Tears are streaming down their face, while their heart is breaking. Everyone who you thought didn’t need you, or didn’t care, are waiting in line to see you. They aren’t waiting in line at a party, or a graduation, or at a wedding reception. They’re waiting to see you, hands folded, lifeless, in a casket.

Before you decide to take your life, think of everyone you will be hurting. Don’t you dare say no one, because absolutely everyone will be affected. Your grandparents, won’t have a grandchild anymore. Your parents, won’t have a child anymore. Your brother or sister, won’t have a sibling anymore. Your pet, won’t have an owner anymore. That person you sit next to in class, won’t feel your presence anymore. Your teacher, won’t have a student anymore. That time your grandparents told you no, will haunt them forever, thinking it is their fault, that you are now dead. That time your parents yelled at you, will haunt them forever, thinking if they didn’t yell at you, you would still be here. That time your sibling said they hated you, will hate themselves, because they believe you would still be alive if they said they loved you instead. Those kids who made you feel bad, will wish they were dead too, because if they just smiled at you instead, you would be here. That teacher that said you didn’t meet her expectations, will feel like a failure, because you would still be here, if she believed in you. Everyone, who has ever been in your presence, will hurt, because if they showed you they cared, you would still be here.

Before you decide to take your life, think. Don’t just think of yourself, think of the consequences for everyone else. No one’s life will be the same again. That person who God made specially for you, won’t have you. That happiness that was waiting for you, will never show again. Before you decide to take your life, realize that you may be ending your pain, but you’ll be starting a lifetime of everyone elses.

If you are feeling alone, and think that suicide is the only way out:

My ask is open, and I’m always here. I’ll never judge you. I’ll try to help you.

If you are thinking of taking your life, call:

1-800-784-2433

1-800-SUICIDE

Alright ladies we need another lesbian icon aside Thor so i present:

T'challa, king of the lesbians

When people don't know if Sebastian Stan and Margarita Levieva are still dating but then you low-key think they still are from Sebastian's comments on some of her photos. 😂 He wants to keep it private but still needs to praise the woman in his life!

Update on life

My tutor can f*ck off.

We had a conversation two weeks ago, I know long time but hey, one to one. Private convo and in this convo, she carefully, and I say carefully because without having to even say the actually words, she told me that uni isn't my thing. That the work I have been putting my f*cking back into, isn't worth it to get into uni. She then says that I should look into other uni's to apply to because I won't be able to get a B as my overall grade to get into uni.

However, she continues on to smooth it out but stating that I'm doing better than last year. But that isn't going to do sh*t. Other than that, that's my update on life and I'm still wanting to slip into a coma.

Depressolit out