I Know You Are In Everything Mom ❤️

I love you in a way that all my thoughts are consumed by you, I love you… in a way that I long to be close to you… to see your face, to hear your voice and to touch you.

In a way that I don’t want anyone to get close to you…In a way that I wished I was the only one able to look at you. In a way you wonder, how has someone that keeps lingering in your mind…from the time you open your eyes until the last moment before you fall sleep, someone whom your heart aches for when you see them in pain or sorrow, someone who makes you feel uneasy or restless, when they care about other thing or someone other than you.

Someone who makes your heart overwhelmed with joy…when you just talk with them. That’s the someone I have in my mind… so I ask you, Am I that person to you ?

I wanna fly

Can you take me far away?

Give me a star to reach for

Tell me what it takes

And I'll go so high

I'll go so high

My feet won't touch the ground

Just stitch my wings

And pull the strings

I bought these dreams

That all fall down…

Lil orange fungi

My life may not be perfect but at least I’m not attracted to men.

When you walk away I count the steps that you take.

I’ve never felt this way before, everything that I do reminds me of you, I love the things that you do.

I miss you…

And all I ever wanted is for you to know, everything I do, I give my heart and soul.

I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me.

I miss you… ❤️

"Nobody's Home"

Well, I couldn't tell you why she felt that way

She felt it every day and I couldn't help her

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home

It's where she lies broken inside

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes

Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why

You've been rejected and now you can't find what you've left behind.

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find

She's losing her mind, she’s fallen behind

She can't find her place, she’s losing her faith

She's fallen from grace, she’s all over the place…

She's lost inside…

BMO being BMO 💙💛💚

I always had this fixation of staring at windows, for some reason it always made me feel comfortable, has something genuinely very beautiful and dark between the worlds from here and there, I will never know what impact this will have on my heart.

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