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this is a more serious post and vague TW for suicide

does anyone have any advice on how to help someone who is suicidal/get them to not kts? the person who is the reason im making this post isn't CURRENTLY trying to end it but they were a few months ago and I feel like it won't be the last time. I tried my best to help them last time and get them to keep living and they did but looking back on it I said a few insensitive things in an attempt to keep them alive and other than that spent the whole week-ish period just begging them to not do it and I want to know how I can help if/when it happens again. Ive dealt with suicidal thoughts/impulses in the past, (i dont have them really now dw) but they've never gotten to the level where I'd consider myself suicidal as I've never attempted or fully wanted to follow through with it, more just a struggle to find meaning or purpose so I dont fully know what it feels like and I want to help.

sorry this one is a bit heavier than usual but I was thinking about them and wanted to be a bit more prepared for future incidents.

take care <3

my motivations to get better at track:

-I get an A on running in PE for girls, but I want to get an A for boys too since im a tboy and and A for girls is a B for boys and I'd like to qualify for boys so that maybe I can run in the boys track team next year

-ponyboy

im gods weakest faggot

cherry and soda silly

this took forever since my program is kinda cheeks erm I feel like this deserves a kyuru mention (cherry, soda, cherry and soda together, and lesbian cherry)

american flag because the Oklahoma flag is ugly, I would know

i have a habit of idealizing places in books but ive been to Oklahoma and I do not like it

why is sending asks so terrifying for no reason like every time I do it I feel like I am being put on trial

you ever just make a half hearted oc for a piece of media you love so you can wiggle around and talk to yourself as if you are the actor for said oc and and doing an interview and yap about the book and movie and the characters?

UPDATE: I finished it right after a math test I didnt get and I feel like there is a lil guy with a meat grinder tearing away at my organs from the inside

i felt that the whole read though

rusty james ily <3

s.e. hinton my mental health can't take more of this

im about 2/3 of the way through rumble fish and I smell an unhappy ending

i dont like this

im scared

and emotionally attached to rusty james

help

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why is it that when I search up "evie outsiders" on ao3 I have to search to find any evie/steve (her BOYFRIEND) fanfics without it being friggin angsty OR adding sodapop as an angst factor. dont get me wrong, I love my angst and soda, but for the love of god please just let my girl be happy with her boyfriend