One Of My Best Online Friends Is Dying In The Hospital Right Now.
One of my best online friends is dying in the hospital right now.
He has a brain tumor and he's going in for surgery. He might die and he might go braindead depending on how the surgery goes.
His parent's don't care enough to be there with him so the only person with him is his therapist.
Please don't let one of the good ones die, God. I know he'll go to heaven, but he can't leave yet. He has so much ahead of him.
Ch if you die I don't know if I could handle it.
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This is where my life is at this point 😔
J - Just
I - Into
R - Risky
A - Antics
I - I also wanna die and drink and jack off and die and drink and jack off and die and drink--
She’s… letting me design the angel.
I mean the design part isn’t the problem.
Most of my old OCs are angels anyway. Not sure what that says about me, I’m a little confused these days.
The hard part is going to be drawing it while I still feel my wings…
It’ll just feel wrong…
Taking time away is the only way for progress to be made at this point. My emotions are numbed for now but I know I’ll have a few breakdowns. That’s okay though. I have my brothers and I have my distant friends. This is the way I will grow. I don’t need to recover to progress with growth. The recovery can happen at the same time. I have lots of time, I don’t need to rush it.
As for my plans for school in the meantime, I think I’ll start hanging out with my classmates for once. There’s a few of them who interact with me on a normal basis.
I left some people waiting for me but I won’t rush to them. I need some time.
I will probably be posting some terrible stuff soon but I can almost guarantee I won’t act on any of my urges.
maybe if D paid attention to ANYTHING i've said, she would know that im not interested in her
You've done enough damage, D. Leave my life once again
"...You're strong. I know you are..."
What an oddly familiar phrase. What an odd thing to tell me.
Thank you, Opal. I'm glad I stopped you back then.
I hope Ch lives.
So… I didn’t eat again today. I know I said I would but I genuinely didn’t have time this morning and I’m out of money to buy lunch.
I’ll eat something at dinner time I promise
God at this rate I’m gonna be more malnourished then that glowing russian twink/ref
someone please send me asks or something ive had next to no interaction with anyone today including my mother.
the closest thing i had to a conversation today was being thanked for doing all the work on a group project, and the several times i apologized quietly as i ran away from someone while trying not to throw up out of guilt
It wasn't me I swear it wasn't me I would never say anything like that I'm so sorry.
Whoever it was should be ashamed
It wasn't me I can promise you.
i apologize for even the smallest things like i always do. it's just part of how i am i guess
ooh nice!! what type of exercises do you usually do?
Usually I go for a run or hit the weight room at my school since I don't really have a full workout plan yet! I'm going to get an actual gym membership so I can workout whenever I want, because it's too late to go for a run and i can't access the weight room right now!
So pretty much I'll just do whatever I can without equipment and maybe do what I can with my weights! :D
