Just Finished Season 2

just watched the reign storm eps of danny phantom and Sam said something like "You did it. You saved the town." and i got intense gravity falls flashbacks

oh this wednesday my biology teacher said "what kind of pornography is this!" at the state of her classroom's curtains

oh and i eavesdropped on some medical gossip today. apparently the workers at clinic n6 got a 115k bonus this march, while my doctors only got 23k. And clinic n3 got like 209k, and they say their bonuses get higher and higher every year?

finished this thing finally it was annoying

random ass items like that bread did NOT last, pretty sure the chess club always ate it so it was replaced with a new loaf every time i came? The eggs kept moving, at some point they disappeared. The wooden shoes thingies were a pain and i also drew one of them with the lights off cuz the other clubmates were doing something with a projector so then they turned the lights on and i got jumpscared lmao. Oh and the wheat and the metal curvy knife thing also moved a lot. Now that i look back on it tho the knife thing was like extremely rusty i prolly should've made it brown instead of vaguely blue. I like how the metal cup turned out tho! Kinda made me realise i should use more water cuz what the hell. Bread looks kinda moldy but it prolly was irl so that's accurate. It was actually way greener before i slightly changed the colours last minute.

I did NOT like painting the eggs. The colours were so off and the shadows were so weird and the shape was a pain but it turned out okay i think.

Ugh i need gouache paintbrushes. Like at home i only have watercolor ones and it's a pain using gouache with those. At the club obvi there are all the brushes you need tho lol

My volume button on my phone is broken. It's annoying.

Metal cup's my fav part here. White cloth least fav.

Also the photo's kinda shitty it's all a bit blurred oof.

just woke up and i had a dream where my law teacher replaced herself with an animatronic who looks like a normal young woman (long black hair, probably asian but idk, normal teacher clothes) and the animatronic killed you if you broke the rules on her class 3 times (phone, cheating, no uniform or outside shoes). Like on our first say with her she killed someone right infront of everybody(incinirated a girl/woman with a laser beam, only ashes left) so we were all terrified. and i already managed to break the rules twice? once when i SOMEHOW hid my phone in my hair, but it fell out and my classmate who sat next to me(which was random cuz we're not even close) caught the phone and tried to hide it without her noticing but she did and i got a strike. the other time i dont remember. And on our third day with her teaching, i came to school in my home clothing for some reason?? was wearing the cyan shirt and green pants I've got on right now. so obvi that wasn't the uniform and our class had law as the second period so on the first one i was just spamming my mom to text our homeroom teacher that I have a stomachache so that i can go home cuz i dont wanna die but my mom doesn't read the messages and like my classmates are already mourning me or whatevs but i woke up before it happened lol

Also somewhere in-between allat our class flew to Europe for some reason with our English teacher???? but my bff wasnt with us so i was walking alone n i got lost but i just followed 2 girls and we found the rest of the class. and all that was happening at night?

Oh and on the third day when i went to school in my home clothes, i was literally walking outside, in winter, at probably like -17°C in a T-shirt and was completely fine somehow

my mom said i had a weird dream cuz of the heat cuz i fell asleep at 2pm-6pm right next to the radiator

^ and i had like 4 hours of sleep this night which is probably a normal amount for the ppl on this app but i usually sleep for 6 hours so i was a bit ... sloggy? I think that's the word

i dress way too casual for events 😞 like why is everyone here wearing blazers and formal dresses while i'm accidentally matching fits with a 9 year old boy?

CAT

This shit lowkey focuses on everything but the damn cat it annoys me but whatevs. Also was taking this pic at home so I actually got an okay angle ahah

Anyway turns out I was also supposed to name this and like what??? Wtf do i call this thing??? Like it's just a cat sleeping on a keyboard 😞 I panicked and just wrote "Modern cats" on the back '-' it's shit i kinda hate that but like i had no other ides lol. Actually there was one, "The modernisation of cats" but i have no idea what the word modernisation means, i just liked how it sounds so i decided not to use it.

Anyway about the paining process, idk i just watched julian & friends and lethal company letsplays. When I was done with the pencil stuff i was thinking abt colouring it with watercolours but the details were kinda intimidating so i went with gouache but I had like no gouache left and i didnt feel like buying more so i found a pack of like ... at least 9 years old gouache cans and that paint was *SOLID* so I poured boiling water in it but that did literally nothing so i just gave up but turns out im just an impatient fuck cuz it was perfect the next day lol. Like it was better than my newest gouache pack.

Also I was drawing the lighting in here at random cuz i confused myself with the 'out of frame lamp light' and the laptop light so now it just looks weird but oh well. Lowkey hate how the cat and the background look like they were drawn in like ... different styles???? Like the cat was me putting random dots while everything else is me putting random lines but uh that one's not too bad i hope. Also made the outside in the window too light. Ooh speaking of the outside tho there were supposed to be tree branches in like .. the foreground??? of the window?? but by the time i was done with the windows i didn't feel like drawing them

Aaa and the earphones' wire is supposed to be chewed through but it kinda just looks like I accidentally painted over it with yellow??? I should've made the gap bigger lol.

But great now because of that window i wanna draw a night sky in a city which would make no sense i guess cuz in a city there are no fucking stars at all??? Like I know about light pollution and all, but I SWEAR there used to be at least some occasional stars?? Now I'm lucky if I see one. One time we went on a car trip at night, which we don't usually do, and the AMOUNT OF FUCKING STARS OUTSIDE THE CITY???? LIKE OH MY GOD????? THAT IS BEAUTIFUL. I really need to get out at some point just to stare at the sky ahah. Lowkey wanted to bleed out somewhere in a field lookign at the stars on that car trip. But like frfr I've painted stars a lot but it's like never enough. That reminds me of a thing i drew some months ago tho i might post it maybe? I'm just using this app to rant abt random shit and post the stuff i draw cuz it feels lowkey embarrassing to post it on my instagram ahah. Like ppl who actually know me would see that. That's just terrifying.

Also I'm not sure if you're supposed to lay gouache on that thick? It kinda feels like my art club teacher is avoiding me cuz like man always goes around giving pro tips and advice but never to me 😞 im lowkey unapproachable tho cuz for some reason when i was 12 i decided to just Not Socialise™ and people remember me like that so maybe it's that lol. I was lowkey dying on the inside when he was giving another student advice and it was basically "Do NOT do *everything I just did* EVER." like damn okay man

Anyway rant over, thank you for maybe reading. Jonathan out.

just watched the wicked movie and I LOVED IT????

Like that was amazing why did yall make my expectations so low. Thought I was gonna regret wasting 2 and a half hours, instead got blessed with whatever the hell that was???

As someone who has never watched/listened to the musical, i was SHOCKED by the wizard being evil. AND the teacher!!!! Like I thought they were cool :(

A red flag I immediately noticed were the monkey guards tho??? And how they didn't talk? Also when the wizard said he wholeheartedly agreed with Elphaba about the animals I just thought why he didn't help them in the first place, and why he needed someone to ask him to do it

I hated Galinda tho. In the begining at least. Then she kinda grew on me. I guess that's called character development lol

I also liked Elphaba x That Prince Guy at first way more than Elphaba x Galinda. Like, I just hated Galinda and it felt manipulative lol. And I thought the Prince Guy was cool. Not cool enough for me to remember his name, but pretty cool still. BUT THEN!!!! THEY STARTED SINGING THEIR WHOLE JUST YOU AND I THING AT THE BROKEN WINDOW AND DAMN????? LIKE OH OKAY YEAH THAT'S.

Hated the cliffhanger (((

But that miss morrible looked at Glinda weirdly at the end so I guess she's gonna manipulate her now???? Oof some sorta forbidden romance vibes r gonna happen i feel (between elphaba and glinda obvi... not the teacher.)

Oh and the whole animal repression thing. Very reminiscent of the real world at the moment sadly :c especially the SILENCING thing like DAMN

And OH MY GOD, THE GRAPHICS??? OR WHATEVER THE HELL IT'S CALLED???? EVERYTHING WAS SO PRETTY AND MAGICAL AND SOMETIMES DISTURBING IT WAS BEAUTIFUL OML

Right. Loved it. Rant over, thank you for maybe reading. Annabelle out.

Finally done with this i guess but anyway i was actually done with it last class but when I came to class today my teacher just wasnt there like i couldn't find him at all i even checked the staff door thing but he was just gone and i didn't know what to do cuz i was done with this painting but i couldn't just go and start a different one cuz i didnt know which one and well it just seemed weird i guess??? So after like 7 minutes of standing awkwardly waiting for him i just got an easel and started working on this one again but i had like no idea what to do so i sorta just sat there for one and a half hours putting random strokes to look like I'm doing something and hoping i dont accidentally ruin it but then he came back and like i COULD just go up to him and say like hey yo im done with this, what do i do now but like at tht point i already accepted my fate. Oh and also while i was sitting there i kinda discovered that i talk to myself in my head? Like i don't know i guess i just never noticed before that i have conversations with myself mentally but cool that was fun . And about the easel things, i just googled the word for those and it kinda bothered me while i was in class that i didn't know what it was called but anyway the tiny little room everyone was painting in was like pretty densely packed(as in 4 people . It's like really small, not THAT small but the giant table in the middle takes up a lot of space ) so it was really awkward trying to get to 'my' spot first of all, and second, my seat was like really close to another girl's easel so i was just really really worried about accidentally leaning back too far and bonking my head on it so that was awkward. Also my shoulders are in absolute fucking pain right now.

Oh and when I was taking the picture I was in a hurry cuz everyone started packing and i didn't wanna stay in the way too long so it turned out crooked and at a weird angle. I knew it would be crooked when I was taking the photo, but damn i didn't think it would be THAT bad. My favourite part of this thing is probably the bottom right corner. Oh and the things on the like uhm . Wtf is it called. Basically the lamp and the things in the painting kept fucking moving every day i came there so like the lightning n all is very inconsistent on the weird wooden thing so thats annoying but whatever i guess. Not sure what I'm gonna be drawing next but i'll prolly go with gouache cause the watercolours stressed the hell out of me. Oh and speaking of watercolours, my dad said that im laying it too thick and it looks like gouache and that im using it wrong but like when I draw it too transparent it feels incomplete??? :'I so idk

Anyway thomas out, thank you for maybe reading

oh no tucker slavery and dictatorship is bad

right lol i just watched like 4 eps of dp it was nice

danny n val were so cute in flirting with disaster like might be my fav ship so far. i just like their vibes and all the identity stuff going on. also val got a winx transformation hell yeah. i like the black belt martial arts badass vigilante x some dude dynamic too haha. val's new suit is kinda meh tho, the old one was cuter. i think i just don't like how her face is like, visible in the new one. like i get that it makes showing her expressions easier but she just looked really cool with the faceless evil helmet

sam is cool, i like sam

ngl with the name 'micro management' i thought it would be a jazz episode, but instead it had that guy. he's eh, bullies suck. sometimes he has his good moments but like the whole asshole thing really overshadows them.

i hope that fuckass creep prince guy died or something. double died. like why is bro looking for a bride in a SCHOOL. welp dorathea overthrew him so that's cool. dorathea is a sick name, don't know if i'm spelling it right tho. sam looked sick riding a dragon in that outfit

don't you just hate it when your bffs aren't listening to you so now you gotta become a tyrant and enslave the whole school and make them build the sphynx

lol i hated that episode just because of the embarrassment like damn. i get why tucker was mad abt nobody listening to him tho that looked annoying.

'who the hell is wes'

killed me. also from what i know wes is like a fandom-wide oc, i guess this is how he got his name? lmao

ooh next ep is called 'masters of all time' sounds fun, i like time related stuff

eugh i should really watch the new mlb season im falling behind