Restarting my life has never been better, I am starting fresh with good people. Life is good, it's worth it.
Today -
I did get good number of things done at work, still some are pending, need to complete them too!!. Weather was amazing and i was in absolute love with it. I need to schedule a meet with my manager probably next week and discuss my progress, it'll help me put thing in perspective.
Day 30 - 18/02/25
Everything was going fine, idk why i hate myself so much, porn, lateeeee night pushing, ruining the next day ... Why am i like this ?
Day 3 - 23/4/25 (Wednesday)
Well, we are having some technical conference in our company and there were many great things happening around. I spent time listening to start up co founder and really awesome research professors.
I finished debugging whatever was causing issue, i just dont know if things work
Eeeehhh, i should realise as an engineer i need to embrass problems and find efficient solution
Anyway, one guy kinda pissed me off today. But fuck him.
I am writing a oisuga rain fic, hehehe it is sooo fun to read for myself.
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Day 64 - 24/03/25 (Monday)
Started today again at 9:30 am, now i have a girlfriend hermione hahaha
1. Company work - yeah it was satisfactory, i have some more work to do, which I'll do tmooooroww
2. Flow movie - fuckin fantastic , one of the best movie i have ever watched
3. Cherry magic vol 10 - will read in car 🥺
4. Excersize - 10 mins walk | 10 mins dance | 10 mins stretch | 15 mins breathing excersize - yushhh doin
Before sleep - 10 mins yoga stretch | 1 hour vipasanna - will doooo
5. Head bath and complete skin care routine
6. Brush teeth and floss
7. Flow movie blogging/vlogging/journalling
8. Today's journalling
Well good start, i have selected terapist, will go on wednesday
Day 46 - 6/3/25
Why? What i keep crying. Would you want your daughter to go through what you are going through?
I swear to god, this is soooo true for me. Every single time i get scared, i get nothing done, doubling down on the fear again
I won't let it happen today, even if its a little messy, I'll still do my best to get it sorted.
I'll do it even if its imperfect, thank you ❤️
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Day 58 - 18/03/25 (Tuesday)
1. Company work
-- My career goal is to become a PF
-- First step is to become the M
-- company work hours
-- when no meeting (8:15 am to 7pm)
-- when meeting (8:15 am to 4:45 pm)
-- weekends (8 am to 5 pm)
-- 60% daily work 40% innovation work (everyday 10 hours will be given to company work - 6 hours for normal work | 4 hours for Innovation work)
Semester 1 goal redefined
-- To be a better engineer (G exam syllabus, my master's education material)
-- my own cute/aesthetic web applications
-- To loose 10 kg and get stronger
-- To pass JLPT N5 exam
-- To make my first public blog / vlog
-- Go to park every fucking weekend / holidays
-- To watch good movies in theatre
-- To read atleast 10 books and all of cherry m manga
-- to solve a puzzle
Today's goal -
1. Company work
2. Meetings
3. Excersize
4. Clean room
5. Bath , brush, skin care, floss, haircare
6. Stretch
7. Breathing exercise
8. Meditate
9. Sleep
Girl Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁
Day 17 - 5/2/25
Well!!!?!!!! Accident ???? Yeah, left for office to take metroool!!! But wow the bike guy let me down lpl. A perpendicular hit and i fell!!!! Pretty bad !!! I cried not causw of the pain, but why my left leg again, good thing was i had a good helment and my hoodie, saced my head and hamd, my jeans was also a life saviour.... Wow yesterday mentally unwell and today physically!!!
Gurll Blogging - Tristina Autumn 🍁
Day 15 - 03/02/25
1. Office work
2. Git - full course
Well monday, i think i did my stuff and OH MY FUCKING GOD , I GOT A PROMOTION....WHAAAAAAAT!!!! I GOT A PROMOTION GUYS!!!! My pay increased, my job grade increased, i am like WHAAAAAAAT. i said ky family and friend....heheehehehejejeejeje. anyway... That was it
Day 2 - 9/4/25 (wednesday)
I woke up and did a little walk, my face is twitching, kinda felt fucked up mentally. My sister said i need to visit a neurologist and i need to do that as well.
Nanami tells me to relax a bit, to calm down a bit, cause anger and anguish never did any good for me. Okay???
Goal -
1. Company work - need to submit it by 7 pm today !!! God damn gojo !!
2. Teraphy session - 1 hour (erwin smith)
3. Exercise (I'll add a 10 mins walk today and a stretch after my bath)
4. Sleep?
25 | she/her | asexual | INFP-T | I wanna live in america and make my dream of becoming rich and a successful engineer come true 💟
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