fyodor's unreasonably bloody hand after it got slightly electrocuted
“Resources for writing realistic injuries” no. I want to beat my characters to shit and I don’t care where the blood they’re coughing up is coming from. Like in anime.
these trivial moments… might actually be precious.
Pandemonium by Kim Jakobsson.
he desperately wanted kenny to hug him even though he hates him even though his clothes are filthy and he smells gross and he merely treats him like a person, levi still wanted to feel warm in someone's arm again like he did when kuchel hold him; he knew it won't be the same but he still wanted and waited, his arms itched his body felt cold and he kept waiting but for a very, very long time, no one touched him like his mother did. his hair got long and he considered going to a barber to feel someone's touch even at the tip of his hair. at some nights he felt his mother's lingering touch on himself and tried to remember how it felt to be touched without feeling threatened, when his hands are covered with blood he tried to remember how the same blood makes people warm in their veins and how it felt to be touched, touched, touched
touch starved
circle paintings
ink, gouache, acrylic, and soap on paper
4.5" x 6", 2024
um i turned him into a college physics professor
and i don't necessarily believe any of this i'm just saying words recreationally
i feel so weird when i look at the moon. when it's full i suddenly visualize the whole solar system in my head and be aware that we are actually on a floating rock; when it's like in the picture i took, i can swear it does have a personality and it knows. sometimes it looks bright red, right above the horizon and i feel unreal. it's like i look at the sky causally, similar to how i live, and then i see moon, it distorts reality for me and i feel lost. even at times i say myself, "just a rock", it doesn't change how shaken i feel after observing it.