curtains
i was drawing while looking completely normal; hunched, bended towards table and had a calm, focused expression on my face. but inside, i was losing my mind. i was pulling a whole ass yotaro "im actually scared of drawing" panel. but i looked normal. it's so weird to me that i can lose my mind while sitting there and doing something i don't even have to. i was lying in my bed carefree and i chose to lose my freaking mind and be scared over some pen and paper. casually, of course. i lost my mind so casually even i was amazed by it.
try not the lose my freakin mind whenever scout regiment mentioned...failed
from being the boy who wanted nothing more than to be the Military police and live a quiet life to becoming the man that would die proud as a member of the scout regiment, he grew up (and so did we)
joker
creating drives me crazy my fingers are wiggly my brain is just a jello i try to create from nothing from void and i go insane i sit there with nothing just my two hands and red eyes and lose my mind over void, over the possibility of creating something from that void
there are monsters nearby
11-25-2023, 10 PM
everything rots