Undecidedhania - If You Know Me Leave Me Alone

i wish the urge would just go the fuck away

Now they complain I will damage my hearing

Why do I always look mad

If im in school without my lipgloss I might just go back home

Design graphics Geya Shvecova (Balanced frequency) Archive_301222

Me when I finally cancelled the plans, I was suffering even thinking about. Quess I will have to water my fish, what a pity

I just cried. I went with my mom to church and the priest came to the confessional so she was like you have to go and confess cause its easter soon so I went and there was a way of the cross happening and all that and people where like having a mini pilgrimage around the church and when I went to confess that's when they stood right in front of it and there where like children along with my younger brother but I had to go cause my mom made me so as I was telling all those monotone sins like lying and laziness they were listening to everything like with no shame they were literally 30 centimetres from me and they didn't even try to hide that they were listening they full on turned my side...

So as I finished I was like whatever I just told the same shit as I said those typical like arguing with siblings and parents and lying yk what I mean so it was the priest time to talk and he asked me how old am I so I answered him 17 and he started talking (loudly btw) about some sin I didn't even fucking commit like wtf like fucking scolding me and I like tried to say that I never done that and never would like wtf why and all those kids have been staring through all of this and then it was time for them to move forward and I literally looked to th side and my brother came fucking smirking for i don't fucking know what for like fully fucking listening so I came home and cried cause what the fuck was he talking about like he just pulled that sin out of his ass and was full on talking loudly about it in front of all those kids and my brother and you know like half o the church that was probably next to the confessional and my brother later said that he heard so it just pissed me more off cause wtf you doing listeing to all that for fuck off. So yeah do not recommend 0/10 will not go there again I don't give no fucks about my mother. (Sorry for it being long or any mistakes I'm too mad)