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Right at the end of mine.

I’m on my gifted kid to being a fucking idiot arc (I’m neurodivergent and chronically burnt out)

Hello, welcome to my hellsite blog

I will be constantly talking about cats, SOAD, Touhou, and life in general.

Something I should mention is that I don’t use tumblr very often, and I have no clue how it works at the moment (I suck at learning new UIs). I’ll use it more once I get it.

Peace!!!

She doesn’t understand

This is exactly the description I imagined. For me, it honestly feels like being a pilot of a big flesh robot, and your controls only work half the time, and the processor is under so much pressure that it just isn't doing it's job. I truly wouldn't want anyone to feel like this because it sucks so bad.

What Autistic Burnout Feels Like (Part 1)

Autistic Qualia

“I’m not going to do the thing because I don’t view it as important.” ← Conscious decision made of your own free will.

“I want to do the thing because I view it as important, but trying to get myself to do the thing creates the same reaction as trying to put my hand on a hot stove would.” ← Executive dysfunction, a physical health problem that doesn’t answer to your own free will.

“Trying to get myself to do the thing creates the same reaction as trying to put my hand on a hot stove would. This must mean I don’t actually want to do the thing and I’m just tricking myself into thinking I do.” ← No, that’s still executive dysfunction, but you’re having brainworms about it.

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Los Angeles Times

Fatal shooting of autistic teen raises concerns about police response to people with mental health issues

Ryan Gainer's death has heightened concerns from activists about law enforcement's use of force against people suffering from mental health

Ryan Gainer's tragic death is part of a pattern of police violence against Black autistic children and adults.

Our hearts go out to Gainer's family, and we join them in calling for the release of the body camera footage and for police accountability in the shooting.