At The End Of The Day, It's Not The Boy That Made You Write Poems Either With Tears In Your Eyes, Or

You wouldn't feel like eating when a feeling eats you from inside.

Fuck 'freak'.

Is somebody willing to match my whimsy?

If I ask you "where are you now?" and you don't reply with "Atlantis" sorry you're going to my blocklist.

Does your heart sink a little like mine does whenever I see those same sparkle of your eyes in your recent group pictures which I first saw when I held your hand and called you mine for the first time, or were your "I love you"s just a lie like the saying "boys don't cry"?

Tumblr walkers exist?!? THEY ARE SO NICE WTH⁉️💞 ~59770

my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.

Peace in Love?

Growing up in a family where love was but a superficial concept among two individuals who claimed to be in love but actually wouldn't think twice before pulling the trigger on each other, I didn't get to understand what love meant.

Romeo and Juliet's story is stereotypically considered to be a great love story but were they really in love? Or did they love the idea of being in love? Sigh, what are you, love?

How crazy it is to think a simple four letter word could have so many meanings depending on who uses it, how they use it, when they use it or why they use it. But um wait, it could be absolutely be meaningless to someone else too. You could think someone is in love with you without realising that they lead you on perfectly. Sigh, anyways moving on.

I have been in love a lot times, but do I know what it actually means? No, but I do for sure know how it feels to be in love. It's so bitter-sweet, so painful yet such a beautiful feeling. It's like getting your soul crushed into a mould just to let it get built by your lover again hoping they do it with care. It's like a baby bird trying to learn how to fly, taking a leap of faith fully aware they might either fall to death or fly higher in the blue mesmerizing sky. It is as if "to love" is "to gamble", "to love" is to "take the risk". You never know if it was worth it unless you give it a try.

Love is not just having lovely moments, it's like a going through a storm and if you're true to yourself and your lover, you'll be just fine with a few scratches maybe but that's all. Love was never just peace, it is a fight, but it's the one you don't fight with eachother but fight for one another. To love is to understand eachother even in the silence. To love is to respect eachother boundaries. To love is to let go of ego and embrace selfless love for one another cuz what goes around come back too.

"My life is miserable, nothing is happening as it shou-"

"OH MY GOD PAWS AWWWWWH 😭😭💕💕💕💕"

Oh, you think you're safe now?

Nothing can deliver you from these paws!

I post here either when I'm suicidal as hell and very self destructive OR when I feel like yapping a lot. Nobody shall know what we feeling rn baby💅

Alan you're not a singer but you sing for my heart with your melodies better than any singer out there.