we talk a lot about Shauna being ruthless and violent and resentful, and not to say she isn't those things but also--
Shauna, who risks burning alive to save Van.
Shauna, who pauses to comfort the reunited Tai & Van after the latter is found safe
Shauna, who consoles and looks after Javi all through season 1 while his older brother is busy being misogynistic and getting fucked
Shauna, who takes on the job of butcher despite not necessarily wanting or enjoying it and never complains or slacks off even when the task becomes traumatizing
Shauna, who tries to get Jackie to eat, to keep going, when everyone else has given up on her by that point.
Shauna, who has to be goaded, essentially given permission before she becomes violent
Shauna, who loved her baby in spite of the stress her pregnancy added to an already precarious situation, who spoke to him and cradled him and futily tried to keep him alive, who buried him away from the others to keep him safe in death
Shauna, who kept her daughter's favorite childhood toy in her car long after she'd outgrown it, to always keep a piece of her close by
Shauna, who sees Tai struggling and invites her to stay over, so that Tai won't be afraid to sleep
Shauna, who goes along with Jeff's boring, milqtoast furniture salesman fantasies because while she doesn't love him the way she did Jackie, she does care about him and wants to make him happy
Shauna, who was the only one of the group to show up to Misty's how to get away with murder seminar and thank Misty for going to the trouble
Shauna, who is soft-spoken where Jackie is loud, conciliatory where Jackie is pushy, helpful where Jackie is lackadaisical, proactive where Jackie sulks.
Shauna, who's not a perfect friend or mother or wife but who's still quietly one of the nicest, most empathetic of the Yellowjackets and yet because she got drafted into being the group's butcher, wrote bitchy journal entries, and did one fucked up thing behind her best friend's back (which she immediately regretted and agonized over) gets rebranded by fandom as caustic, overly-snarky and quick tempered when it takes her 10 episodes to get pissed off enough to raise her voice
what pissed me off about the writing in regard to liz/echo this season is that is feels SO manufactured.
liz knows better than this. her going behind his back to do her experiments on his biology is SUCH a massive betrayal considering how he told her from the get-go he didn't want to be a science experiment but even that aside there is no way in hell that the aliens wouldn't have been found out if she had succeeded. it's like she was blinded by her need for glory (yes, glory) that she stopped caring that she was putting pretty much everyone she loves in danger. she didn't see what happened to nora and the other aliens, but kyle and michael did. maybe that's her disconnect there. liz can be brilliant without alien dna to steal!
that's why white people writing latinos (and poc in general) never lands right. liz became a caricature of herself this season. i'm latina and do not find this storyline uplifting or do i feel represented well by it. it makes us look bad which is exactly what liz was trying to avoid and i 100% blame that on trying to write someone else's experiences.
obviously she and max will reconcile end up together and get married etc so in the long run this won't matter but max was not wrong for blowing up the lab and writing it like MAX needs to grow to be a good partner is like? all he did this season was give liz space and trust her while she went behind his back. i'm not gonna villianize his trauma or his addiction to the serum. he is a good boyfriend. i hope/think he blew it up partly do drive her away because he only has ~months to live~ or something and wants to avoid causing her more pain but even if not i still believe liz was in the wrong and the fact that the writers don't GET that blows me away đ¤
Itâs okay if you count on your fingers, if you continually change how you look, if youâre passionate about something you arenât good at, if youâre confused about your identity, if you score low on tests often. Itâs okay if you have an irregular skin tone, moles, frizzy hair, unevenly clipped nails, crooked teeth, acne, eczema. Youâre enough, and youâre deserving of love.
little things i never want to forget about the hargreeves:
all of them used to defy their father, sneak out to griddyâs, and in fiveâs own words âeat donuts until we puked. simpler times, eh?â
luther wrote poetry while he was on the moon, especially about comets
tom hopper and the UA crew have said that the scratches all over lutherâs body were made by him. he couldnât stand the loneliness, especially during that first year, and would often resort to harming himself as a way to vent his frustration
itâs also pretty likely that heâs had body dysmorphia at one point or another
he also has a habit of stress eating
diego almost became a detective, but he dropped out because he wasnât good at following orders. he even went to police academy!!!
diego has the cross stitch grace made specifically for him on the wall of his basement apartment, and in a frame no less
heâs also a big-ass mommaâs boy
and heâs the only one grace calls âsillyâ as a term of endearment
and he has a fear of needles due to getting that tattoo when they were kids (yâall know which one iâm talking about)
plus his stutter only comes out when heâs under extreme emotional stress
and a close rewatch of 1X03 shows that his bedroom had an overflowing abundance of books so what if him and ben used to bond over thatđ
allison speaks seven languages
she told her daughter about her siblings, and claire obviously knew them well enough that she was calling them "uncleâ and âaunty,â and that last one is especially heartwarming because this was around the time that vanyaâs book had just come out, and yet, allisonâwho has the option of never telling claire about herâstill does, and even explains why she wasnât allowed to go on missions
klaus was smoking blunts at fourteen
klaus was clutching daveâs dogtags right before five teleported all of them to the past
and iâve noticed that he has a habit of doing that in general in season 2, especially when heâs feeling kind-of low, but sometimes itâs also an unconscious habit and thatâs cute, too
klaus would write the things the dead would say to him, all over his bedroom wall
klaus has a habit of going barefoot whenever heâs at home
five was the only person vanya felt comfortable enough with to present new violin pieces to
five outright says that everything heâs done so far was to get back to his family and keep them safe
@me-evil-neverâ wrote in the tags: âfive has watched his family die/be dead like 3 times if iâm counting correctly (YES YOU ARE AND ITâS A PAINFUL FACT WE MUST ALL LIVE WITH), plus all he has ever done in his life since age 13 was to get back to them so he could spend time safely with themâ and YES I AGREE why would you hide such an excellent point in the tags because, sometimes, even i forget that itâs only been two weeks for him, and theyâre probably the roughest heâs had since being stuck in the apocalypse as an actual child, and idk about you guys, but i just really want to give five a big hug because lord knows he deserves needs it
allison used to paint klausâ nails during meals
and was apparently a daddyâs girl, though how one could become a âdaddyâs girlâ if the father in question was reginald hargreeves is beyond my capacity to understand
ben was reading chekhov as early as 14
ben was a bookworm, both in life and death
vanya had the smallest room
vanya openly called ben the kindest of their siblings in her book, and said that when he died, none of them had any more reason to stay
before he left, diego gave reggie a piece of his mind
all of them know how to dance
they all know how to speak and read greek (ancient fucking greek, as one of you oh-so-eloquently put it)
vanya knows how to speak russian and god knows how many other languages
(by this point iâm really convinced theyâre all multilingual and there just hasnât been an opportunity for them to utilize that yet)
she also has a mr. snuggles teddy bear
according to klaus, vanya used to cry when the others would step on ants as kids
klaus is pansexual
he also dated twins once (though iâm not sure if he dated one then the other or both at the exact same time)
and has mild claustrophobia from being locked up in mausoleums all the time as a child
diego swore a pinky promise with lila and called it âthe pinkiest promiseâ heâd ever make, and even though heâs a hard-ass who wonât hesitate to cut anybody in half, heâs still at his gentlest when heâs around her and he doesnât even try to hide it
off her meds, vanya got first chair and a solo on her first try (as a violinist in a professional orchestra, lemme tell you that this is no easy feat to do)
she also seemed to have an affinity for bach (againânot easy!!)
even though he was barely out of puberty, ben was smart enough to reprogram allisonâs teddy bear to say âluther smells dadâs underwear.â
upon possessing klaus for a few minutes in season 2, ben could be seen clutching various flowers and smelling them repeatedly
klaus can actually levitate in the comics
according to @valkerymillenia, ghost!ben once saved klausâ life in the comics after he overdosed on heroin yet again
both klaus and diego repeatedly tried to open the lock to vanyaâs old anechoic chamber and were absolutely furious when luther wouldnât let them
diego called elliott âone of oursâ despite knowing him for all of a week and a half
he also calls herb âherbie,â calmed him down after accidentally drawing a weapon on him, and created a secret handshake with him, all within two hours tops of meeting him
if one really thinks about it, diego is actually good with people? and that makes sense because he left the academy as early as seventeen, and he wouldâve had to talk to a lot of people just to make ends meet that first year alone, and even though reggie tried to squash that part of him down, heâs still a good person at heart, you go prince of pointy things, make us all proud
âWRITE IT BADLY. Write it badly, write it badly, write it badly, write it badly. Stop what youâre doing, open a Word document, put a pencil on some paper, just get the idea out of your head. Let it be good later. Write it down now. Otherwise it will die in there.â
â Brandon Sanderson on overcoming writerâs block to create a first draft as a professional author
This is an appreciation post for the fanfic authors who arenât included on rec lists
For the fanfic authors who donât get art of their fics
For the fanfic authors who canât get to 1000/500/100 hits
For the fanfic authors who donât get comments/reviews
For the fanfic authors who write for small fandoms
For the fanfic authors who write rarepairs or gen fics
For the fanfic authors who get hate for the ships/characters/fandoms they write
For the fanfic authors who write in English despite it not being their first language
For the fanfic authors who donât write in English
For the fanfic authors who donât think anyone reads or likes their work
For the fanfic authors who arenât big name fans
For the fanfic authors who donât get requests in their inboxes
For the fanfic authors who canât write stories that are more than a thousand words
For the fanfic authors who only write one ship
For the fanfic authors who are just starting
For the fanfic authors who have been writing fic for years
For the fanfic authors who use fanfic to practice writing
For the fanfic authors who write self-insert fics
For the fanfic authors who write about their OCs
For the fanfic authors who write to vent or cope
For the fanfic authors who are just waiting for their big break
Keep creating, I love you â¤ď¸
remember the brief trend earlier this year of celebrities posting their co-stars middle school pics and captioning them "it makes me so mad I can't hang out with this kid"??? Richie and Bill, within seconds of each other and without mentioning their plan to each other first, both post pics of them like hugging as kids captioned "it makes me so mad that I HAD to hang out with this kid" lmao
omg ok but this would be so hilarious if they roasted each other while no one knew that they were childhood friends. like obvs before derry they didnt even know each other so the fans would have no reason to associate them in any way but then after derry. richie and bill dont make a post like âhey weâve actually known each other for a long timeâ or anything like instead richie just tweets a pic of bill as a child one day with some caption like âanyone else think he looks how cold fries taste?â which just causes Mass confusion bc hUH??? like richie didnt tweet anything abt bills writing so it doesnt seem like he just read one of bills books and was upset by it. but ppl still dont have any reason to think richie and bill know each other. so in the end ppl just think that comedian richie tozier woke up one morning and was like. you know what? Fuck that horror novel guy
oh, i am finally old enough to know why my parents took so long to grab their coats. why they would ask us to get ready to go only to sit down for another round of coffee. what would i tell myself, at 10 years old? itâs okay. sit down with them too. take in the extra hour with your friend and her family. when you get home, write down every moment in your diary. one day you will be older and you will be waving goodbye to your best friend, and you will turn the key to start your beat up little car engine, and you will look back over your shoulder. her hair will be blowing in the wind and she will be beautiful and you will be, for a moment, struck by all of it. what you will feel is so wide and nameless that it will engulf you. and you will think of being 14 and kicking her under the table in math every time you wanted to whisper something behind the teacherâs back. you will think about how long the days felt, and how you could hold her hand whenever you wished, but you didnât. and you will think about all of the people you could have lingered with. and you will wish, more than you have ever felt a wish, that the universe just gave you that - more time to linger. more time to say - i love you. i know i need to leave, but i donât want to leave you. and when i go, i am leaving a piece of my heart that lingers too.Â
one more round of coffee. the days are so short, and you are so lovely.
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