I Won’t Stop Until The Hair Tie I Wear Around My Wrist Stops Leaving Markings.

Drinking coke zero gives the impression of you eating junk food, because everyone thinks about “coke” but not the zero🩷

Life is good🎀

No one’s forcing me to eat, I’ve been relaxing and my stomach doesn’t hurt anymore; I think it was the sight of food to make me feel sick honestly, and if I ate it I just had to p since I felt REALLY sick.

Back on track, let’s see if I manage to hit my <60 this weekend🩷

The day, the music

Died💔.

Well, in the end my roommate forced me to eat and I honestly want to cry.

Imagine going <500 kc4l since the beginning of August without a single binge, and when you binge for the first time your mom goes “I should have had you do push-ups instead of sleeping, omg”

Thanks mom

Getting to a point where even only seeing a picture of food makes me feel nauseous and sick.

We’re getting there angels.

I’ve been hungry since the day I was born.

I’ve been hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry and hungry.

I am hungry. I spend my life going around places, foaming at the mouth like a starving hyena.

All it’s left to do at the end of the day is staring at my body in the mirror and wondering when will this end.

The jealousy I’m feeling right now is borderline morbid: a friend of mine told me that she’s constantly yo-yo’ing between 41 kg and 46 kg.

WOMAN PLEASE YOU ARE LIVING MY DREAM LIFE AND YOUR REALLY HEALTHY TOO??

Jealous.

Went to see a dietitian today and I’ve been too honest apparently because she refused to give me a diet with grams.

Fml

Going to the beach and wear a swimsuit is so humbling

I need to lose 6 points on the IBM chart, or I won’t be responsible for anything I do anymore.