i gathered the courage to look at it :D
its published now, i hope you lovlies enjoy!
it's called "is it so terrible to want to be loved?" and my account is WoodlandStars13
i’ve got a little fanfic i wrote last night while half-delusional and i’ll probably publish it tonight, i just need to work up the courage to look at the hot mess i made
oh gosh darn it, i missed another day where i was finally visible for once
welp, i wish all ppl who are on the asexual spectrum a very lovely, delayed happy international asexuality day!
make sure to drink some water and take care of yourself my good people :)
i’ve seen this movie 17 times in 17 months (so far) and can quote nearly every line and i haven’t noticed this before. he’s so handsome, i love him <3
can we talk about the fact Marko's hair is in a little ponytail....... i'm sick.
guys i made a commission for an acquaintance and i’m actually so proud of myself. like it feels fairly accurate which is nice cuz i’m usually bad at making stuff feel realistic, tho i try my best. and! its 3260 words- a full 9 pages! i never put this much effort into my schoolwork
and i finally finished it today so i feel kinda relieved ngl (rlly just cuz i got it done in time) but i’m so proud. plus i’m getting about $80 from this. i finally finished another project of mine!
sadly, i don’t think i can publish it- and if i do i’ll have to edit it a bit- but ig we shall see
was talking to my gf about my fear of dying young for being trans and my mom putting my deadname on my gravestone, and she said "i hope that never happens, but if it does, i will carve your name into your grave myself if i have to." and i think theres something extremely raw about that sentiment and trans community in general. you can kill only our bodies, but you cant kill transsexuality
“Be curious about what you’re writing about” is not stock Common Writing Advice but it really, really should be. There are a lot of written works that fail due to the authors just being obviously incurious about what they are writing about.
hi my lovelies! so i have a fandom i’ve been working on for awhile but it recently hit me that, while it is technically largely my own original work and all original characters, my oc’s are nearly all based on some obsession i’ve had
for example, the main one is my character sky whose genderfluid, uses he/she pronouns, and lives and breathes for the 1987 movie the lost boys. i was planning on having multiple stories revolving around this obsession of his, and throughout various stories mention that he wrote a fanfic or is working on one
however, i did start this fandom idea just wanting to practice my craft, maybe just as a side thing to get better at writing
tbh i feel like i was going somewhere with this but i’ve forgotten.. i guess i just don’t know if it could be considered fully original or not ? well, if any of you have any thoughts on rlly anything with my fandom-in-the-making please let me know!
i probably won’t publish any of it for a long while cuz im still working on the plot and everything, but i may publish it on ao3 sometime in the future
I love the tlb fan base on Tumblr bc it's just like me and 8 other people reblogging the same posts
okay. so i’m polyamorous, right, i’m open to having multiple partners and whatnot
but!
so far everyone i’ve told has been.. kinda a jerk about it. AND I DONT UNDERSTAND IT
why? what’s wrong with being poly???
it’s not cheating. like, if i had a partner then i started crushing on someone else and that other person liked me as well, id go to my partner and talk about it and if they’re chill with it- and if the other person is chill with it- then i’ll date the other person while continuing to date my partner
i had a bf once who, when i explained that i’m poly to him, told me that he doesn’t want me dating other ppl cuz that’s cheating. but it’s not. AND!!! dude fucking cheated on me
and i just genuinely don’t understand what’s so wrong with having a crush while you have a partner. it happened to me years ago, where i had a lovely partner but i developed a small crush on another guy. i wasn’t going to do anything about that crush of mine, but my partner found out and he was upset and i felt bad cuz of that but i also didn’t understand. and i still don’t
i’ve just been ridiculed every time i mention that i’m polyamorous and i don’t get it. why can’t i love multiple people? everyone does it all the time- i have a plethora of friends who i love, and when i last had a partner i loved him too. so why is it wrong for me to love multiple people in a romantic way?
i’m not going to cheat. i’m not going to say that i’m poly as an excuse to be a jerk
i’ve found that oftentimes i love so deeply that it aches. i can’t help the fact that sometimes i get flustered due to various people, i can’t help that sometimes i have a longing to be with someone; but that doesn’t mean i wouldn’t want my partner anymore
sorry for my little ramble, it’s just gotten annoying to be shamed for this :/
they/he/she/xemhiya my names daisy :)can be found on ao3 @WoodlandStars13have a lovely rest of your day! make sure to drink some water plz and thanks
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