You,"he said," are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.
— Emilie Autumn
You know everyone is going to hurt you at some point in life you just have to find the ones worth suffering for.
At least our paths have crossed.
i don’t really know what i’m doing i don’t really have a plan i’m just doing what feels right at the moment and for the rest whatever happens happens as long as it feels right.
She blames me for not leaving a toxic situation, when being in one. But how could i? After all the pointing fingers, the slamming doors, the screaming and the fighting. I have never knew better, i guess that what they say is true. I am just like my fathers.
nobody really understands what i’m going trough
They act like they do
But they don’t
They don’t know shit about me.
Every eyelash that was on my face, every dandelion i blew, every birthday candle, every coin thrown in a fountain, every 11:11, every fallen star, i wished for just a little longer with you.
Today i came home from my vacation
Usually you would run to me for hugs and little belly rubs
But the house was empty
My bed felt empty without you in it
I felt the ghost of you,
Happy to see me back
But it will never be the same again
I miss you alot my little star
Especially on moments like this
How many times can you let the same thing break your heart?
As long as you love it…
losing you
Didn't just broke me
It completely destroyed me
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