i will give tiktok one concession and that is that it has spawned a comment that contains a phrase that i think of often at relevant moments: pack it up boys we've made a social blunder
The disapointement I feel each time I spam talk to Wyll and no new dialogue appears even though I did absolutely nothing to trigger it
Please send me requests I'm bored
I GOT MY FIRST ASK THAT ISN'T NH RELATED ???? Anon hold my hand rn
i always wonder what would NH boys react to their lovers having a very close boy best friend. would they be jealous or what.
Interesting ask ! I kept the friends' pronouns gender neutral !
A bit annoyed at how close you are to your friend, not exactly at you, but he never had that type of bond with someone and it confuses him
Lowkey believes your friend has feelings for you, but he won't say a thing at first
But if he sees you two talking, he might put his arm around you just to make things clear
He's just a bit jealous
Your friend is unfazed
I'm going to be honest, this might cause an arguement between you two.
Well not exactly cause the arguement, but he will definitely bring it up during it.
You have to remind him that you're dating him and not your friend.
And that you're friend is like a sibling to you since you two pratically grew up together. Nothing else.
That will snap him out of his jealousy and he will probably be embarassed of not being more mature about his own insecurities
It'll take him a few weeks, but he will slowly warm up to your friend
Frow then on, he treats your best friend as HIS best friend.
Yes you're clearly third-wheeling their bromance at one point
Doesn't like it.
He won't tell you anything because he's too closed off to try to talk about his feelings
And he's lowkey nervous that you will realise you found someone better.
He feels the same jealousy that he feels about Lucia when they get compared
Absolutely hates it. He feels like he's replaceable and it stings.
He wants to be your best friend too
If you talk about your friend, he will get snappy and eventually he will try to avoid the topic altogether
And then avoids you
He doesn't know how to process his own feelings and does what he does best : pushing people away.
You will have to corner him and ask what's wrong and he will probably break down right there
At first, he sounds angry, but as he starts to tear up you can clearly see that it's not that.
He's not upset about your friend being close to you or anything
He's just feeling like he's living again all the moments where he was compared to his older brother and seen as a place holder for him
You will need to calm him down and reassure him that it's not the case
After that, he will become somewhat friendly with your friend, but he won't seek their contact either. He's just not a very social person
And he learns to open up more about his feelings to you
Doesn't really care nor mind it at first.
So what if you have a friend? As long as they aren't as annoying as his brothers it's fine.
The start of the problem comes from your friend.
Let's be honest, your friend probably don't trust him AT ALL and he can feel it when they talk to him
He knows it's a deserved feeling, but he's still annoyed by them anyway.
He probably makes condescending remarks to them when they bring up any of their doubts or suspicions about him.
Mefy will probably try to manipulate you into ditching your friend or into taking his side about the oncurring arguement.
Of course, knowing very well his tactics by now, you see right through him and it quickly escalates into an arguement.
He tries to play innocent and you will have to bring some sense into his head
He probably started to revert back to his old personality and once he realises he goes quiet in a blink.
It will take him time to form his words correctly and then he will give you an apology
He won't start to be nice to your friend after that, but you can see that the jabs he says to them are no longer mean-spirited and instead simply teasing or playful
Probably the most mature out of all the characters.
He's happy that you have someone to rely on and doesn't mind one bit that you two have such a close relationship
Kaim isn't a fan of strangers, but for you he would love to meet your friend
If he enjoys their presence he will simply tell you that you have a nice friend
If he finds them rude or doesn't enjoy spending time with them, he will tell you that he would rather spend alone time with you next time.
He's really upfront about his opinion of your friend, but will never try to persuade you to stop hanging out with them or even insult them
If they make you happy, then it's not his business
Of course, if he ever wishes to spend more alone time with you or has doubts about your friend's potential feelings for you, he will be direct but tactful about it
He won't make any assumptions, but if he has questions he won't hesitate to ask them
Overall, he's pretty chill about it and if there's any issues he won't hide them.
Biggest sweetheart ever.
He's happy that you have such a close friend to rely on!
He's a bit envious as he doesn't have any close friends due to his reaper disease
But even so, he won't ever try to destroy your friendship with your best friend
Unlike some people
If you get into a fight with your friend, he tries to meditate things and have you two make up
He doesn't want to see you upset
I feel like he might feel akward around your friend since he has very low self-confidence
But he's still very glad that you love him enough to make him meet other people in your life!!!
If your friend looks like they don't like him, he might beat himself up for it
Please reassure him
He doesn't like your friend
He doesn't like anybody
At first, he's annoyed to have to "share" your attention and he might huff or even make snappy remarks about your friend in their back
He would also make sarcastic comments at them in their face once they meet
He just doesn't like people, can you really blame him
If you argue about his comportement, he will simply dismiss you and call you dramatic
He might even grow some suspicions about you cheating on him with your friend
He tries to dismiss the idea, but it's still there
What if you realise that there's better than him on the market?
And in the heat of the arguement he might even throw those accusations at your face
Even if he knows you would never want to hurt him
It doesn't end well and you leave the room to avoid pursuing the arguement
He will come later to apologise to you and explain himself
You two will have a serious talk about his accusations and boundaries
while he will not apologise to your friend, he will make efforts to sound less rude when talking to them
Doesn't seek them out though and would rather spend alone them with you than being around them
But if you're happy, he will make an effort.
Do I really need to elaborate?
If you played his route, you KNOW it doesn't go well at all the moment he will learn about your friend's existence
He's jealous and possessive
To such a large extent that it's almost toxic
He's already jealous enough when Noel and you hang out together, but now...
He doesn't even know your friend.
Absolutely loathes them and has to restrain himself from insulting them each time you talk about them
He's convinced your friend is trying to take you away
He ends up blowing up and screaming, accusing your friend of trying to get in your pants when you ask him why he's so snappy
It really doesn't go well.
Noel and Mikael have to come see what is happening because of how loud the both of you are.
You end up going to sleep in your old room while he stays there, staring blankly at the wall with Noel staring at him
Inception
At first he's convinced he's right and that you're just being naive
why else would your friend and you be so close?
It takes him days to think over the situation and analyse where it went wrong. He will even ask Noel for his opinion
Noel just looks so done with his life
When he realises how over the top his reaction was and how you seemed to avoid him at all costs...He goes to your room and apologises
It's up to you if you decide to accept his apology
If you do, you two will have to work a lot on mutual trust and healthy communication
He will be on edge, scared to lose you again
If you make him meet your friend, he will wrap his arm around your waist and hover quietly around you.
But he will play nice since they seem to make you happy
Jealous.
Not because he thinks you're cheating on him or that your friend is secretly in love with you.
No, because he feels like he doesn't sees you as much as usually when you go see your friend.
He doesn't know how to explain how he's feeling, so he will stay quiet. But you can see that something is bothering him.
If he meets your friend before you have the chance to prod him, he will glare at them and stay around you.
It becomes painfully obvious what was the issue when you see his comportement around your friend.
You will have to ask him to explain how he's feeling and why
It'll be hard and he will search his words, but once he does, he firmly states his problem.
Please reassure him, Noel has big abandonment issues and he would break if you were to leave him.
He will understand that his actions were not ok when you explain to him that you did not like his comportement and he will apologise for making you upset
He will probably take some herbs to give your friend next time he sees them as an apology gift
He's not jealous, not angry...
He's sad but happy for you
His heart can't decide if he's happy that you are happy as well
Or if he's sad that he feels like you finally found someone better suited for you
He doesn't think he deserves you and if he feels like you might be better off with your friend, he might try to subtly get the two of you together.
So romantic
When you notice this, it hits you in the face like a truck and it stings
You will have to knock some sense into him and tell him how stupid he is
You are dating HIM. You love HIM. Not your friend.
It will take some time for him to really believe that you love HIM instead of anyone else.
He will apologise and try his hardest to change his self-loathing mindset.
Once you make him meet your friend, he feels a bit out of place, but...
He sees you smile and having fun with both him and your friend
and his heart melts
He truly does love you and for once, he will allow himself to be selfish and keep you arouung him.
Guidelines
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I go by She/Her pronouns and you can call me Tchia. I'm a queer woman and my native language is french (I'm french canadian). Most of my posts in the past years have a few typpos and spelling mistakes due to this but I would consider myself fluent in both english and french :)
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Fandoms I'll write for (this list might change over time) ;
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Mystic Messenger
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Obey Me
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Matchmaking : Give me a physical and psychological description of yourself or an OC and I'll matchmake you with a character of your desired fandom(s). If possible give me your/your oc's hobbies and personnality traits.
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''Matchmaking'' between a description you give me and a character I believe could suit you
Headcanons
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Requests concerning your OCS
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Hard NSFW
Any type of NSFW with MINORS even if they're aged up
''Yandere'' types of fics
Love triangles
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Poly relationships including people from the same family (Ex: Beelzebub x MC x Belphegor)
January 2025 is kicking my ass.
I have a new job which is great. I'm behind on money which is not. My mother had an urgent medical scare which has left her impaired.
My meds were all jacked up for a bit so I'm waiting for my anxiety to even out.
I'm trying my best but it doesn't feel like it's nearly enough and I'm worried I'm not going to have a place to live.
It feels like every time things settle down they kick back off again.
So, I need help. I'm doing commissions, SFW, NSFW doesn't matter.
My shops (Gumroad and Cubebrush) are also going to be 50% off. For anything that requires a code the code will be HELPINGHANDS
Right now full price would be preferable but I'm willing to go as low as 50% off my current prices.
Here are examples of my work.
Current prices are listed in this journal below:
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Bullet Train prequel fanfic! this is the fourth part, the others are on my page!!
notes: thank you for all the support on this project, it means so much! This chapter isn't the best, but there are some cute moments, especially the ending (; i hope you love it, i tried to make it as accurate to the British teenager experience as possible lolz, i also need to give toby/lemon more focus!!!!!!
TW: dissection, knives, alcohol, smoking and death mention, strong language as always, painfully bad fashion choices.
name reminder as always!
Toby- Lemon
Michael- Tangerine
It had been three weeks since Michael and Toby killing their own foster father had been seen by Ashley, and the small group of teenagers had become inseparable, constantly hanging out at any moment. It was fine and full of hysterical laughter whenever it was the whole trio, but when it was just Michael and Ashley, the air was always thick with unsaid words.
"Right, urm Ashley- you go with...Michael, maybe working with a more morbid student might help you actually do the dissection" Their biology teacher rattled on, pairing up students for the sheep's heart dissection; Ashley was well known in the school for one thing only, being the girl who tried to give a very dead rat CPR, earning her the nickname Rat girl, and even teens going as far as putting dead roadkill in her locker.
Michael perked up from trying to break the ink cartridge of his pen when he heard this, and he smiled to himself, he watched out the corner of his eye as she picked up her things and went to sit next to him.
"Hi." Michael said awkwardly, moving his things off of the other seat so that she could sit down easily.
"Hey." Ashley responded with a smile, placing her pencil case down beside his, well his was just a small pile of pens he had stuffed in his blazer and put on the desk, whilst hers was a light red fabric case with doodles all over it, including a little heart with an arrow. "Look, I don't think i can do the dissection-"
"Yeah i gathered that much- i'll just do it." He shrugged lightly, unbothered by the fact she wouldn't want to do anything, she was more happy about the fact he was getting to talk to her again.
Michael stood up, taking off his school blazer (which was already scuffed and marked, so it wouldn't really have made a difference if he had kept it on or not) and put on a pair of surgical gloves, throwing the other pair to Ashley.
He grabbed the scalpel, and began to cut almost scarily neat lines in the sheep's heart, whilst Ashley watched with wide eyes, slightly horrified and slightly amazed. She knew what he had done before, but this was weirdly precise.
Toby, who had been working with some random guy, noticed this and caught on quite quickly, coughing obnoxiously loud to try and make Michael realize how much of a serial killer he looked right now.
When Michael looked up, the two exchanged almost annoyed glances, before he realized what he was doing, and shot Ashley an apologetic smile. "Sorry-"
"No, it's fine honestly, I'm just glad i don't have to do it- and you're real at it good too, so that's a bonus!" She shook her head, looking at him.
The two locked eyes again, it was just like the interaction from the day prior, (probably less romantic due to the knife in his hand, and the fact she looked like she would be ill because of the dead animal lung) and Michael got the same feeling he had done last time, as if his heart was going to come out of his mouth, whereas this time they were both looking at each other, not just him at her. But just like last time, they got interrupted.
"Oi Mikey! You coming to mine tonight? Toby's coming- and you can bring rat girl if you want!" A voice called out, it belonged to Ted, one of the more well off kids in the school, who hung out with the twins sometimes, he was a bit rude though, and stunk of a fancy Lynx aftershave.
That snapped them both out of it, and they turned to look at the guy. Michael spoke up, slightly annoyed by the voice, "Yeah- yeah whatever i'll come, and she will too." After a moment, when Ted had turned back around, he muttered to himself and her. "Fucking prick."
Ashley laughed softly, and took the scalpel out of his hand, placing it back down onto the board. "You look like Patrick Bateman doing that." She commented, passing him the other knife to finish off quickly the practical.
"I'm way slicker than Patrick Bateman." He glanced at her, letting out a small scoff at his comment, "You are coming to this party, right? You don't have to-"
"I will, yeah- even if it's tosser Teddy hosting it." She laughed, and so did he at the name she referred to him as, she had lots of nicknames for people, it was almost a defense mechanism because of all of the bullying. She wouldn't admit this to him, but until recently, she had called him maladjusted Michael, because of his inability to fit in, which actually she couldn't either in all fairness.
"You don't hold back at all, you know that right?" Michael raised an eyebrow as he finished the dissection, cleaning up the tools with an eerily neat approach.
"She does not!" Toby called out from the other side of the room, laughing.
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"So, what do people do at these things?" Ashley asked as the three walked down the street and out of their apartment building that evening, down the road to find Ted's house.
"Parties? Uhhh- get drunk and make out." Toby replied quite blatantly, signalling to the bag of spirits and vodka they were taking with them to the place.
"And smoke, and scream, and ruin the house- it's real fun, i swear- as long as it's not your own house." Michael added on, shaking the packet of cigarettes in his hand, none of them noticed the shadowy figure lurking a few metres behind them, they were all too loud anyway to have heard the footsteps, or the shutter of the camera as it flicked photos of the three.
"Just sounds like what i do on a daily basis- minus making out." Ashley commented, crossing her arms as the group continued to walk.
"Yeah, but the guy hosting the party is a fucking wanker." Michael shrugged as he spoke.
"And you're a fucking wanker too, Mikey" Toby jabbed and laughed, dodging a punch, they looked a very strange group, due to the fact that they were all dressed very differently:
Michael wore baggy black jeans, with a white shirt (the top few unbuttoned) and a thin black tie loosely around it, topped off with a few golden rings on his fingers
Toby had on a pair of beige cargo pants, with a red graphic tee for the band maroon 5, circular framed blue sunglasses, and checkered black and white muddy vans.
Finally, Ash wore a pink vest with a purple mesh tee over it, a grey skirt with a chunky belt, black tights, and patent leather shoes, with parts of her hair in small ponytails on the top of her head.
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When they arrived at the house, Michael knocked on the door first, and was greeted by Ted, who looked them up and down, before half-hugging Michael and letting them all in.
The house was HUGE, the biggest either of three teens had been in, so probably not that impressive, but still big. There was plants- real ones, not the tacky decorative ones from Home Bargains, and their were professional family photos on the wall, Ash had to fight the urge to throw a smirnoff ice bottle at Ted's still face in them.
Further into the house, in the white pristine kitchen, was practically at least half of their year at school, all raving and shouting, some huddled in the corners with their partners, others lingering around the snack table (where a few bottles of fiji water sat), or singing badly along to the music that was playing through the speakers; it wasn't really where Ashley belonged, so she decided to take a large swig of the nearest glass of pure Vodka she could find, letting the alcohol rush to her head.
Toby seemed to be enjoying himself more, he had always been referred to as the class clown, and this did not end out of school hours, with him already making people laugh and messing about within five minutes of being here, after placing the plastic bag down on the table.
Michael, on the other hand, seemed fairly unsure of what to do, sure, he knew people, he was pretty cool too, but, he would've liked it more if he was reading Crime and Punishment at home right now, not having to deal with some rich kid's house party.
"This party is...interesting." Ashley stepped beside him, offering him a red solo cup of coca cola and vodka, to which he took and had a sip.
"It's shit." He corrected her and swallowed after he had had a sip, "You look nice though. Like Amy Winehouse or something."
"I don't think i'm that pretty" She laughed and shook her head, leaning on the counter with him stood beside her, both watching the party as they spoke.
"You are, really." He responded, as she took a sip.
"Well, you're not too bad either, you're like a young James Dean."
"Should i be complimented by that?"
"Yes."
"Then i'll take it," He smiled and turned to face her. "I really like hanging out with you, y'know. You're like, the coolest girl i've ever met- you're mysterious and a bit cold, like- Anna Karenina, and you are so beautiful too..."
"Jesus Christ- How much of that drink have you had?"
"I'm serious, Ash, You're really sweet." He spoke, and grabbed her hand with his free one, placing his drink down on the counter behind him, and then putting his hand on her cheek.
He kissed her, he actually kissed Ashley, the world seemed to stop, neither of them could focus on anything else that wasn't the person stood infront of them, she had never been kissed before, and awkwardly shifted to face him properly.
which to a bunch of 16 year olds, was big news, and they all suddenly stopped chatting and turned to stare at them after one chavy girl screamed,
"Michael's fucking kissing rat girl!!!"
Oh bloody hell.
Sometimes I sit down and think about Mikael and Lucia...
And I wonder if they started a war on Nightmare just to be petty
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