Slow Down, You’re Doing Fine

You're not being delulu/delusional.

Dude, when were manifesting something and we assume it, we dont act "delulu" or whatever that shit are, you're living the actual true that is you manifested what you want.

"oh be delulu and you're going to get what you want 🥹" no. Same shitty energy as "fake it till you make it" what the hell? We all know that when you DECIDE something happened it already happened. Again when you decide something happened it already happened. Because you're the god, right? You do your reality, not me, not her, not him, YOU.

All of your assumptions happen instantly. The 3d conforms instantly, literally. You just dont see because you dont let yourself with the "no, 3d is a laaazy and slow reflex of our old thoughts" shut up. The 3d conforms instantly, in a more biblical side here, when god said "let there be light" it was instantly, right? Did he needed to pretend it had light? To check if there's light? No, he just said it ans ready, boom, had light, there's no "ok, now i'll wait one week until the light comes".

You're not different, you're the god of your reality, whatever you want you have it, just decide!

read this if you're confused about persistence, if you've been affirming for months and nothing's shown up, if you're wondering whether you're doing something wrong but can't figure out what. not a method post. not a technique post. just what’s actually going on when it's not working yet.

ok. so. hi. this is going to be messy and probably upsetting. not because it's dramatic. don't flatter it. but because it's honest. and honesty gets weird when you're dealing with a field that's still so underexamined. we're all just poking the edge of the simulation with a biro. and maybe i should leave it alone. maybe i'm overcomplicating again. maybe this is one of those moments where i should just shut up and script and go to bed. but. no. i can't. i don't know how to shut up about this. and maybe this isn't even the truth. maybe this is just one lens. but fine. whatever. here it is.

context: someone asked me today. "how do i force myself to shift in a short amount of time?" (@srcerers this is your fault....affectionately) and i was writing the usual. the "correct" answer. if you decide it, it's done. if you say you shift instantly, you do. period. PERIOD. done and done, tried and true. the golden assumption + confidence = success formula.

and then i spiralled. because i've been saying that for months. and yes, i've shifted. yes, i've seen results. but before that???????? i spent ages deciding. persisting. affirming. knowing. and still. nothing. and no, this isn't about pedestals. this isn't about wanting it too much. this isn't a fucking disney villain song about obsession. this isn't "just let go babe." no one here is pacing the astral gates with mascara running. this isn't longing. this is clarity. this is when you know it's yours and reality still has the audacity to play pretend.

you're not begging. you're not desperate. you're just wondering why the algorithm is lagging. and you're allowed to. you're god, and the lights are flickering. you're allowed to knock on the wall and ask why.

and sure. someone might read this and say "you were overthinking." or "you were still checking the 3d." but it's not that. this isn't panic. it's not frantic. it's the calm after the calibration. this is what happens after you stop checking. after you stabilise. after you fully assume. when you don't need results to believe. but they still don't come. and so you ask. not because you're doubting. because you're refining. it's not sabotage. it's devotion. it's wanting to understand the edge of your own dominion.

and the thing is. in the past, i wasn't hoping. i wasn't tiptoeing. i was in. all in. clearly, absolutely. no checking. no waiting. i wasn't treating the assumption like a wish. i was living like it was already law. so i continued in this spiral. because if you're god. if your thoughts create. if you say "i am in my dr" now and you mean it, like actually mean it, shouldn't that be enough?? i say this confidently, because after shifting so much, yes, that is indeed what happens. but. for people who haven't experienced that privilege. like. confidence plus assumption equals done. right??? so then why not. where does the decision go. does it just evaporate. does it fall behind the couch cushions of the multiverse. in what fucking universe do you decide something every day with conviction and it still doesn't root. how does that not calcify into fact.

so let me give you a scenario. maybe it's you. it was definitely me.

you're affirming day and night. not hoping. not wishing. knowing. you've decided you are in your dr. period. you walk like it. talk like it. feel it. you're not checking for results. not looking over your shoulder. not waiting for it to kick in. because it already did. your inner world is loud. it's screaming this is it. i'm there. not even zeus could knock me off the road because as god is my witness, i am in my goddamn dr.

and, nothing. no hogwarts. no mansion. no parisian cigarette moment with my boo in the rain. just your room. your walls. your body. again. again. again.

and it doesn't make sense. because the law is the law. you're god. your thoughts create. shifting is instant. so what the fuck is happening.

and look, i used to think there were only two ways to persist. either you're in power mode, clean, cold certainty. emotionally detached, i've already shifted, i'm just reinforcing it. or you're in panic mode, still affirming, still assuming, but there's this silent grip underneath. if i stop deciding this, it'll fall apart. and yeah, on the surface those feel like two different planets. one feels sovereign. the other feels shaky.

but if you strip the tone out of it, if you stop obsessing over how it sounds and just look at the architecture, both are assumptions. both are decisions. both count. because the law doesn't care if you're cool about it or crying about it. it only cares that you're doing it. that it's declared. that it's held. so if both modes are valid, then why do they sometimes fail????????

and this is where it started to come apart for me. because both 'i've already shifted' and 'i need to keep deciding' are still assumptions. one just feels better. it's smoother. but structurally, they're the same. and if the panic one isn't checking, if it's clean panic, if it's quiet panic, it should still land. it should still work. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's what broke the seal. because if it's not about hope, not about doubt, not about waiting, not about checking, and you're affirming like a master shifter, what the fuck is it? and i'll be using me as a poster child of examples and say that, hey, although shifting is now easy for me - i still struggle with manifestations. so. why???

and that question is the reason i'm even writing this at all.

so now maybe you're thinking (if i hopefully have not fully gutted your brain as i have with mine while writing this):

maybe it's because i'm doing it from panic, not power. maybe i'm secretly doubting. maybe i haven't let go. maybe i'm still in the waiting room. maybe that's because i keep looking at the 3d.

no. stop. cut it out. that's noise.

you can be in panic. you can be in power. it doesn't matter. if you are persisting. assuming. deciding. then it should work. that's the rule. that's the contract. it's not a myth. it's not a loophole. it's not some cult-coded trick line you chant and hope it lands. it's the structure. it's the law.

i kept trying to find a reason. maybe it's density. maybe it's linear cause and effect, like flipping a light switch and expecting the bulb. but loa doesn't work like that. and shifting definitely doesn't. it's not circuitry. it's not push-button response.

if you are the light, then the switch shouldn't matter. you're not triggering something, you are the trigger. you're the source. the mechanism. the whole #&*!$%@ circuit board. so what's jamming the signal. if it's not doubt. not timing. not belief. then what.

and here's the closest thing to an answer i've got (half consolation, half theory, fully an attempt to keep myself from throwing my laptop across the room):

you've already shifted. you just haven't caught up to yourself yet.

i know. i hate how that sounds too. it's vague. it's annoying. it feels like spiritual scaffolding. but it's not. or i at least hope it's not.

when we say shifting is instant, we don't mean the wallpaper peels itself off and your mom turns into dumbledore. we mean the moment you decide, the reality activates. the coordinates reroute. the entire grid adjusts.

it's as if you are rerouting a train track mid-motion. you're still moving. but you're not on the same line anymore.

the problem is, we expect the scenery to change with the switch. and sometimes it does. but sometimes it doesn't. and that's because the 3d isn't a flatscreen. it's not theatre. it's not performance. it's a mirror. and mirrors don't update because you want them to. they update because you've changed so deeply that they literally can't reflect the old you anymore.

so when you say "i am in my dr" and it doesn't look like your dr, that's not proof it failed. it's just a delay. you're already in the new field, but the particles haven't aligned. and yeah, that's maddening. because your body feels the shift. your head knows it. but your eyes won't show it. and then you start to doubt. not openly. but subtly. in the quiet. in the repetition.

so. what can i sum up. persistence is not about time. it's about saturation.

it's not about hours logged or how many affirmations you can fire off in a spiral notebook. it's about how deep it goes. how thick it sticks. and no, that doesn't mean screaming it louder. doesn't mean performing it. it means not needing to say it at all. not because you gave up. not because you're done trying. but because it's default now. baseline. unconscious. it is. not a spell. not a statement. just identity.

shifting isn't something you win. it's not a trophy for spiritual discipline. it's a symptom. a side effect of self-recognition so total, so absolute, that there's no room left for contradiction.

so yeah. both "i've already shifted" and "i need to keep deciding" can work. panic or power doesn't matter if the persistence is clean. if you're not checking. not looping. not measuring the silence. but if you're still waiting, even subtly, even spiritually, it's not saturation. it's performance.

and that doesn't mean you're doing it wrong. it just means you're still becoming. still burning off the part of you that thinks shifting is something to win, not something you already are.

and yes, some people shift instantly. some people shift after six months of saying "i'm already there." and they're not better than you. they're not more "aligned."

they just hit saturation faster. their idea of "this is true" had less gunk to burn off.

you say: but i'm god. i decide. why hasn't it happened yet?

and i say: it has. if it feels like it hasn't, you're still relating to it like something outside you. you're still watching for it.

reality isn’t late. reality isn't anything. it just reflects. it doesn't show up when you're ready, it has to show up when you're being. not when you want. not when you wait. when you are.

if it's not visible yet, it's not because it's in transit. it's because you're still checking. you're still measuring. you’re not failing. you're not early. you're just still treating truth like a method.

and truth isn’t a process. it’s a position. a posture. you don't need to persist for six months. you don't need to reach peak saturation like it’s a score. you just need to stop making realness conditional.

stop affirming like you're earning it. start assuming like it's breath. like it’s done and there’s nothing to explain.

because shifting isn't slow. it's not cumulative. it’s not linear. it’s identity. the second you say: i am - it's done.

not "on its way." not "almost here." and certainly not "it's glitching."

done. and if you're still asking when, then you haven't decided. not really. so stop trying to time it. just be it.

and look. i still believe shifting is easy. because it is. i've done it. i know it's not in charge. but sometimes it's not about method. it's about the silence in between. and that doesn't make the law wrong. it just makes the process actual. i'm not saying shifting or manifesting is hard. i'm saying that staying loyal to the truth when it hasn't shown its face yet takes a different kind of strength.

you don't have to overanalyse it.

but you're allowed to want to understand it.

that doesn't undo the truth.

it just lets you live inside it better.

After The Storm's When The Flowers Bloom.

︵︵﹆ . ⁺ . ✦ ﹒₊˚★﹒₊‧

I was listening to Kali Uchis’ song “After the Storm” this morning, and it made me think of something. I paid closer attention to the lyrics than I normally would—and I had a revelation. What was it, you may ask? Simple: I realized that a lot of the song’s lyrics can be seen as an analogy for shifting and manifestation. That’s exactly what this post is about. If I went through it lyric by lyric, we’d be here forever, so I’ll just highlight the ones that specifically caught my attention.

── .✦ I. Perserverance Is The Key.

At the end of the day, you’re the only person who has control over your destiny. You decide if you shift, you decide if you manifest whatever you want—you decide everything. Nobody else. You’re not the only one who’s struggling, but that doesn’t mean you can just give up and throw in the towel, expecting someone else to save you. It’s all up to you.

Just like Kali says, “you gotta save yourself.” One day, you’ll make it—you just have to persevere and keep moving forward despite the challenges. It’ll all be worth it in the end, I promise.

── .✦ II. There's Light At The End of The Tunnel.

This one’s pretty self-explanatory. No matter what you’re going through right now, you will shift and get what you want—it’s already set in stone. Circumstances don’t matter; they can’t and won’t dictate anything—past, present, or future.

Sometimes you’ll have to wade through the bad to reach the good, and that’s okay. It’s natural. Struggling doesn’t make you any less of a person, shifter, or manifestor.

── .✦ III. You Can't Succeed if You Give Up.

I need you to really think for a second. Did those shifters, bloggers—whoever it is you look up to—give up? No, right? So what makes you think you should?

Even if you haven’t seen much success yet—or even if you have—you should NEVER give up. When you give up, you gain nothing but anger and resentment: toward yourself, toward those who kept going, and toward what could’ve been.

But when you try—even just a little—you have everything to gain. E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. I can’t even begin to put it into words.

If you’re okay with having nothing, then sure—give up. Throw in the towel. By all means, go ahead.

But if you know deep down that you’re meant for more, for something greater—then don’t. Take that towel, and burn it to the ground. Because you won’t be throwing it in anytime soon.

── .✦ IV. There's Value in The Most Unlikely Places.

Be open to anything. Don’t think you have to manifest or shift a certain way. If you come across a method or technique that really resonates with you—try it! You never know what could happen.

You don’t have to be a lone wolf, y’know (unless you want to be). There’s often something valuable in other people’s ideas.

While it’s great to take control of your journey and be independent, it’s also okay to want help sometimes. As long as you’re leading the charge and remember that the real work is up to you, you’re golden.

i wish someone had told me this:

stop feeling sorry for yourself. stop dwelling on the past. stop thinking and believing that you’re incapable of success. life’s not a fucking movie where someone will magically come and save you, please.

if anything, to get out of the miserable situation you’re in—you have to save yourself. you have to be the person who does what you wish someone else did for you.

it’s not fun to feel bad for yourself, and wanting others to do the same. even though it might feel comforting and familiar to be depressed, it’s not what you want just because it’s comforting, familiar and majority of what you’ve ever known.

you crave joy and happiness, but you’re scared because it’s foreign and you end up sabotaging yourself and falling back into bad habits. you don’t know how to deal w/ happiness and it scares you. humans are naturally afraid of the unknown—it’s your responsibility to fix that, for your own sake.

get up, decide, fix your self-worth, reprogram your subconscious beliefs about yourself and become the version of yourself that you wish to be.

become the best version of yourself and find happiness—you deserve it.

Word for word

Shifting is kind of like being a jellyfish. You don’t have to force it or try too hard. Just like a jellyfish floats through the water without thinking, shifting happens when you let go and stop trying to control every little thing. You just exist in the moment, letting go of all the pressure. The more relaxed you are, the easier it is to float into your DR, like you’re already there without forcing it. So, let your mind drift, trust the process, and just be—shifting doesn’t need to be a struggle. It’s like floating effortlessly, just letting the current take you where you’re meant to go.

Love the idea

start asking yourself why in ways that benefit you. why am I so rich? why am I so successful? why am I living in such a big ass luxurious mansion? why am I so loved and cherished by everyone? why am I constantly flooded with incredible career opportunities? why am I always having things work out in ways I never imagined? why am I never having to work hard for what I want? why am I always living the life that I want? that should be the only thing you "question".

If you don’t believe in your shifting abilities, who will?

Just because you haven't shifted yet doesn't mean you can't Will you trust in what I'll tell you? Just for the duration of this post? You are not broken, not doing it wrong. There isn't anything like "not spiritual enough" or "not aligned enough", "not ready enough" or any of the crap that your inner doubts viciously whisper into your ear at 3AM. You are just a person, just human. Someone trying something so weird, hard, strange and yet something so beautiful like shifting, and something most of the world doesn't even believe in. That takes guts. Shifting isn't a linear, one-size-fits-all thing. Shifting isn't a video game you master by leveling up and spending thousands of hours on it. There is no test, finish line, invisible scoreboard you need to glance at. Just because you haven't shifted yet doesn't mean you are failing. Doesn't mean that you aren't trying hard enough or that you are missing something. Just means your 4D and your 3D haven't lined up yet. But that doesn't mean they never will. Honestly said, you could shift tonight. Tomorrow. Next week. In six months when you least expect it. You could shift in the middle of doing something completely unrelated. The nature of shifting seems to be unpredictable, personal and unproveable until you experience it yourself. Should I tell you something else? Nothing you ever did to shift was wasted. Not the time you spent scripting, visualizing, hoping, crying, failing and trying once again. It all matters in the moment, but once you reach your goal, it will not matter any longer how long it took you. You are not running backwards. You are simply on your own way, and maybe that way is a bit longer. You don't owe anyone a set deadline, not even yourself. Try to take the pressure off your shoulders, you are not a machine that can push itself to the limit forever. You are a soul, allowed to be tired and frustrated, allowed to take a break and come back when it feels right for you. Maybe try tonight. Or don't. Script, or don't. Listen to your heart and body, try when you feel like it, not when you have to force yourself. I promise you are close, the fucking door is still wide open. Your chance hasn't run away, it's there. It will all be worth it.

This manifestation shit is too easy man

I literally manifested clear skin in a day ++ anything i want to manifest comes to me in less than a week (sometimes only a day)

I already manifested better grades (and trust i barely study), entering the void state, a new friend group and a lot more

Im a master at manifesting

Explain the method: Manifesting overnight (or at a certain time)

yes! It is possible!

As the creators of our own destiny and manipulators of reality, we can manifest things to happen in a certain time span, which could be over night or at any time you want.

We still have to be fucking realistic and have patience, because if we are manifesting something big, we have to give it time. (But at the same time, time is an illusion, and everyone perceives it differently, and it is still another manipulating thing.)

for example: "Money comes to me on Wednesday at 2:00 pm." Easy peasy, lemon squizy, but if it does not happen, it means that the universe is preparing something special for this thing to happen, and we just have to wait. "I have my desired body overnight" is a little bit harder because your body changes constantly and slowly, and it is a normal effect that everyone has. manifest it every night, and it will come to you.

With those examples, I will like to add a gentle reminder: because something is not happening as you manifested it, it does not mean that you manifested it in a bad way or on the wrong day.Manifestations can take time, as some others can come quickly. We still have to remember to act and put in motion our desires.

Don't be too harsh on yourself just because something does not come to you as quickly as you thought; it is still coming.

As always, I will love to hear your thoughts! and if you have any questions, I will be more than happy to answer them! If you liked it, leave a comment or reblog (that is always appreciated!). and have a wonderful day or night!