I Need To Go Outside, There Is Concrete Begging To Be Photographed...

the way people cannot take any negative thing happening in tv shows these days is genuinely frightening and incredibly tiring. sometimes characters die. sometimes bad things happen for the story to move along. unwillingness to deal with anything upsetting in the realm of FICTION (and by upsetting i don't even mean difficult themes but just basic storytelling stuff like a character dying) is how you get incredibly watered-down cookie cutter media that doesn't make you feel anything. "ooooh but escapism" you cannot avoid everything bad forever. and if a character death is something that will send you spiralling that is something with your mental health and not with the piece of media being made. from the bottom of my heart: grow up

"use chatgpt" that's the devil talking. buy four caffeinated drinks and pull an all nighter. this is the way.

Me when I tell the truth

10 ways to style that dead weight you can't let go of just yet

Anton Chekhov, "after the theatre"

will anywhere be truly safe enough for me ever again?

I am exhausted, scared, incompetent, unenergetic and generally low in spirits

Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Aurelia Plath written c. June 1952

the horrors are endless. but we stay silly :3