Randy And Benson + "vacillator" Lyrics

American Gigolo (1980) // dir. Paul Schrader

Cruising (1980) // dir. William Friedkin

mostly it's this :

i like to pretend i already died and asked god to send me back to earth so i can swim in lakes again and see mountains and get my heart broken and love my friends and cry so hard in the bathroom and go grocery shopping 1,000 more times. and that i promised i would never forget the miracle of being here

BLACK CHRISTMAS (1974) dir. Bob Clark

Blue Velvet (1986) dir. David Lynch

Listening to music with the Wikipedia article of the album in front of me

“All words are lies. But pain doesn’t lie.”

Audition (1999) dir. Takashi Miike