: ( Maaan

☁️ at least while everything changes the sky is the same one we had over our heads in the beginning ☁️

~ On a little family trip

This is me btw if you care....

Went on a little walk with my bf - the whole city is blooming!! 🌸🌸

@jagerfreccs 🩷

Causally making self-portraits while not being able to look in the mirror IS the life im living rn.

Love the hot pink base, at least yk your girl healed in someways if not in others.

Man i miss my balcony time ... I need to sit down on a cold foldable chair and listen to the whole Trilogy album in one sitting, stare at one point on the horizon and watch the sun going down, in worst case, getting up.

I just need to find time.

"Got so sick of crying, so just lately; When I catch myself I do a 180"...

..."As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now; The dark covers me and I cannot run now"...

..."When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight; Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light; His face in my dreams seizes my guts; He floods me with dread; Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed; Pour myself over him, moon spilling in; And I wake up alone."

Being a lover girl is like spin-kicking your own stomach randomly just because. Being a karate master, full on black belt over here !!

"im a lover not a fighter" OH FUCK YOUUU man I CANT STAND LOVE SONGS

WHEN ON PERIOD:

do not crash out

your feelings are NOT valid

do not send that text

don't kill yourself. lock in

do not act on negative emotions until at least 2 days have elapsed

UNSTOPPINGLY CUNTY--...!!...

Been thinking about you and there's no rest

Shit I still love you, still see you in bed ...

...Been thinking about you and there's no rest

Should I still love you, still see you in bed?

I'd love to say everything that's on my mind but i know, no thought in this head should be said out loud.

Is it a bubbly personality or just a coping mechanisms (?) i guess we will never know