Oh Thank God

something about waking up to a comment on your fic

like, while I was sleeping, someone was reading stuff I wrote

I don't know, I just have a very soft heart

love is everywhere for those with eyes to see

ten hours

rating: teen and up audiences

archive warning: creator chose not to use archive warnings

fandom: Suzerain (Video Game)

relationships: Anton Rayne & Petr Vectern, Lucian Galade & Anton Rayne, Lucian Galade & Petr Vectern

additional tags: Assassination Ending, Ambiguous/Open Ending, Enemies to Friends, petr is a competent speaker, very tiny displays of affection, like blink and you miss them tiny

summary:

Lucian thinks of Anton laughing at his own horrible jokes. His arm flung around Lucian’s shoulders. Conspiratorial winks to Petr when he thought no one was looking. That time when they visited the presidential retreat in Gruni where Anton removed his shoes and socks before wandering in the sprawling fields. I was raised poor, he explained to Lucian’s puzzled gaze, running his hands over the wheat swaying in the wind, feeling the soil is the happiest I can be.

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Lucian and Petr bond over a ten-hour wait at a hospital.

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yo Pabel writing a yearning poem under a pseudonym is the biggest give away that he is a flagrant homosexual

bigger than me doing it crazy style with him 5 minutes later

>in Zille

>Smolak straight up shit talking me to my face

>pokerface.png

>someone screams For The King

>oh they like me here

>that's good

>wait

>that's good right

>right?????

if I'm getting off the elevator and the door opens and you're standing RIGHT THERE in the middle of the fucking door 3 mm away from me

assume I will walk into you

gtfo of my way

rip Symon Holl you'd love pivot tables

to be loved is to be known

Petr Vectern | I present to you Petr Vectern. The first alcoholic Vice President of Sordland.

r/suzerain is doing my fucking head in with the hatred for Monica

they got a well fleshed out character who's supportive and in love with the main character AND has her own interests. her crime is divorcing Anton when you turn into an absolute misogynistic family hating dickhead

like, let's reiterate, she doesn't divorce you out of nowhere, you need to be undermining and belittling her at every step and actively work to the detriment of the causes she cares for. which, by the way, she has every right to care for because she's the actual First Lady and that's not just a title!

to be clear, I did multiple runs of Sordland where my only antifamily decisions were 1) sacrifice family time for work in the prologue 2) not sign the WLA (for budget reasons, not ideology reasons) and she does not divorce me because outside of that, you get a ton of opportunities to be not-a-dick. even with the Benfi speech, you can double cross her to get Gloria's votes and then still resolve it diplomatically to have Monica and Cuntan Curtain Curtan Leste happy

again, this is a game where diplomacy is key, you're telling me you can be diplomatic with traitors, murderers, dictators and evil monarchs but not with your own wife?

god forbid a woman chooses the wellbeing of herself and the family in a game where you can literally dissolve people in acid and cause a nuclear war

I hate it here

"im going to sleep" aka gonna close my eyes and imagine things in my head