Dandelion

Have i told you how much i love the eyelashes you put on nikto because 😚😚😚

waghhh, thank youuuuu dear fish, i could make them even more luscious!!!! (i need to inspect nikto's character model)

"Nikolai had shattered Yegerov's friend's skull with the wrench propped up against the wall nearby. The blood had spattered up his bare torso, matting his chest hair, stained the side of his face. Shirtless, with a buzzcut he hadn't worn since his time in the Russian Air Force, he looked every part the madman he had become."

From this fic by @on-a-lucky-tide

As you can see, the image staid with me.

Alternate versions ( No blood, Nik with hair, lineart) under "keep reading" ⬇️​⬇️​⬇️​

have you ever been so wildly attracted to someone you can actually feel it driving you insane

o napped, good morning

i keep lying to myself again and again about really finishing my tasks after a small nap at midnight

aw man :( hope you are doing better now 🙏

love ur username as a person who’s been on zoloft withdrawal twice

hhehehe i remember trying to quit zoloft cold-turkey and i wouldn't stop vomiting for a month straight, never again 🙏

wouldn't recommend not listening to your psychiatrist but whatever the purpose of trying to quit zoloft was, it kinda worked, in a different way. i was on a pretty high dose of several meds, quitting everything means they have to start with smaller dosage again, so cheaper meds and multiple months backward in recovery 👍

Nikto who likes to just...switch positions sometimes. A simple tap to get your attention, sometimes he just doesn't want to break the quiet. So you'll tilt your head at him, peacefully laying on your stomach and beginning to crawl up. Hovering over you.

He's not going to force you to, but if you lower yourself to his stomach. Letting his thighs go around your chest and hum gently to him he'll run his scarred hands through your hair. Brushing strays from your face and patting it down so he can cup your face unobscured.

He's far too tall to bend down to kiss you without breaking his back so he shifts himself a little further down the bed. Legs wrapped around your waist and squeezing tightly when he presses his mask to your cheek. Up the tip of your nose, to your forehead before he retires his mind for the night. Resting his head right next to yours.

i fell eep

i am skipping meds tonight, i will be productive

i think i have been too social lately, feeling low on energy, or maybe it's my luteal phase soon.... i don't know, anyways, i should try to draw something

i miss everyone