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WARNINGS - Angst (kind of?) a bit of fluff and comfort, mentions of death and alcohol. Lmk if I missed a few things!
Pairing: Pro-Hero!Katsuki Bakugou x Reader
This is actually inspired by a song from Girl and the Dreamcatcher “glowing in the dark” you guys should listen to it first to get the full experience/emotion while reading this.
You stood in front of his grave, visiting for the 4th time this month.
Your beloved fiance, Bakugou who served so many people during his rise as the number 2 hero. He risked his life to save others’ and you knew the risks, you knew the consequences.
You knew that something like this would happen
“I miss you, so much” You whisper, tears fighting the urge to spill out from your dreary eyes. The rose you held slowly being crushed by the pressure you put on it, dropping it onto his grave, you wish he was here.
And he was, he was behind you-
“I love you, Katsuki” Tears finally slipping from your eyes as you hug yourself in the gloomy weather.
You have no idea how much it hurt him to see you like this.
You walk towards the car that was waiting to pick you up from the cemetery, hopping in you looked out your window only to find out that your leave was right on time as it started to rain hard.
You sat back, closing your eyes until you felt a pair of hands caressing your face.
You were shocked and you opened your eyes to see nothing, but it felt so familiar. You felt it again, this time it was a comforting weight on your thigh-
You didn’t know if you were going crazy but you swear you felt two light touches on your body and you could’ve sworn that the touches felt like your fiance’s rough and calloused hands.
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You finally arrive at your shared home with Katsuki, sitting down in front of the fireplace trying to rationalize what you just felt earlier in the car.
She can feel me
Katsuki thought to himself, but alas, he was nothing but an entity now. You couldn’t see him nor hear him, but you could feel him. And somehow that felt comforting.
Ding
Your phone rings, a notification of a message from Mina
Hey! I know you still feel… well- you’re still grieving about his death, and well uhm, me and the girls wanted to ask if you wanted to join us at the club to take your mind off of things?
Let us know right away, kay?
You left them on read and thought about the offer. She did have a point, you’ve been sulking for nearly 5 months already, not going out of the house, the only time you ever go out is to visit his grave.
And so, without a second thought you stood up from in-front of the fireplace and got dressed up.
A short plain black dress that fully accentuated your curves, The dress you wore on the night he asked you to be there by his side as his wife to be.
He was right there, in the corridor looking at how you checked yourself one last time in the mirror mindlessly going through his shadow-y figure.
Still as gorgeous as the last time he saw you.
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Walking into the club you spotted Mina with Uraraka, Momo and Asui.
You had a few shots with them and they dragged you into the dance floor, letting loose and finally getting your mind off of Katsuki.
As you were dancing to the beat of the music, you couldn’t help but open your eyes only to see Him.
What was he doing here-
A person walked past and he disappeared.
What the fuck. You swear you saw him- and he knew you saw him too by the way you reacted.
All throughout the night you felt uneasy, trying to go back to your table, you sat down and saw his face in the crowd clearly.
As if he were still alive.
His skin wasn’t pale, it looked like he was still breathing, he didn’t look dead
You walked up to him, seeing if what you were witnessing is true and then you touched him.
“Katsuki-“ you say as you bump your forehead with his
“Baby, I fucking missed you” he said, lifting your face to see you in all your glowing glory.
“I missed you too suki, please come back” you slowly sway with him to the beat of the music.
“I’m right here baby, i’m right here” he embraced your waist as the both of you started to move with the crowd.
“I love you Katsuki, I wish you didn’t leave so soon” you sob, placing your face in the crook of his neck, you feel hot tears burning from your eyes. You’re just glad that you were able to feel him again.
“I know baby, I love you too, fuck- I missed you” he said, pulling you in closer.
“Y/n?” You were called by Mina.
“Y/n, what are you doing- why are you hugging air?”
You look at her with confusion, and then you looked back to see that Katsuki wasn’t there anymore.
“I- I thought he was-“ you say, feeling overwhelmed and weak.
“Y/n, Hun, come here” Mina opened up her arms, calling you in with a warm embrace.
“We all miss him, even the boys miss him. We all loved him and we know how much you’re hurting”
“I just- I saw him, Mina. He was here with me”
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He was with you, he’s in the crowd watching you hug your best friend from afar.
All he could visualize is a spotlight that was glowing down on you, giving you that heavenly aura he craved.
“Till we meet again, Princess”
*.⋆♡ katsuki kisses
(?) the different types of kisses bakugou likes to give you
neck kisses that trail your jawline to wake you up in the morning. he has you smiling in your sleep as his lips move against your skin. you look perfect like this, features lit up from the slither of orange light peeking from the drawn curtains, bathing the room in a warm tangerine colour. he knows that you sometimes pretend to still be in a sleepy trance just to keep his attention on you a little longer before the day begins. and he has no problem with giving you what you want.
gentle apology kisses making you forget all about what he was apologising for in the first place. he probably deserved the string of insults that left your lips moments ago, and as pretty as he thinks you look getting worked up, he doesn’t like it being because of him. so he stops your rambling with the touch of his lips upon your own before stepping away slightly to press his forehead against yours. the apology he breathes out is sincere and suddenly you don’t even care for it anymore, only wanting him to kiss you again.
short kisses that always turn into more that convince him that he may actually be addicted to the taste of your lips. these usually take place before he has to leave on his missions. small good-luck kisses deepen when he doesn’t let you pull away just yet. one of his hands wandering around your waist while the other holds onto your cheek. if he could have it his way, your hands would never leave him, nothing comparing to the way your fingers run through his blond hair pulling him closer in return for more.
angry kisses hiding the fact that he was actually just worried about you. how else was he supposed to react other than pull you into his arms the second you came home after a hundred missed calls. anything could of happened, he knows you can hold your own but you’re too important to him. he can’t allow himself to lose sight of you. so he tells you as much, chastising your carelessness between searing kisses with your back against the front door.
injured kisses that he always asks for once you’ve finished patching him up after a day of work. he knows that he could easily go to the medical wing at his agency to get help, but he wants you to be the one to do it. all so he can look up at you from where he sits on the edge of the bathtub, your eyes concentrated on making sure you’re dressing his small wounds correctly. he likes to reach up to smooth out the worried crease between your eyebrows with his thumb, grumbling out that he’ll be just fine as long as you’re here.